I feel like i'm in high school all over again.
I hate being the new girl. i dont want to disappoint anyone.
"Cece you'll be fine. just think of it like more training." natalya says
"but, bu-"
"what are you so worried about you're great. you need to calm down"
" i know i just i don't want to mess up" i sigh
looking over my shoulder where eva marie sat. she gave me a nasty stare and snicker.
" don't bother with what out people think of you. if you believe that you did you're best then you did. There is always time to get better." she smiles before walking out to her music.
"good luck Cecelia" i sarcastic voice mumbled.
"seth *groan* what now?" i rolled my eyes
he walk up closer to me. "hey hey im just wishing you some luck . You might just need some especially because you're you"
he laughed.
"seth you should really be focused on me and not some gi-" a voice boomed
seth rolled his eyes and did that cocky laugh he often does
I turned around instantly.
his hair was a mess. He had blue eyes and we had a stare down intently.
"Dean" I whispered.
he broke off our stare down and instantly darted for seth.
i shook my head and walked out to the stage to fight natalya.
"introducing from st louis Missouri in her debut match Cece" lillain announced.
i climbed up the ropes slowly making my way under the 1st and 2nd rope. Before the bell she held out her hand for a shake.
i took with ease.
she smiled.
the bell rang and we locked up.
she over powered me making me fall , but surprisingly that fueled me more.
i jumped up and ran into nattie with a close line. bouncing off the ropes to give her another one.
i picked her up and Irish whipped her gaining more moment.
she went for her signature move but i countered.
suddenly i felt a hit on the side of my body.
the bell rang ending the match with a disqualification.
i felt another hit bang on my skin continuously.
i roll over quickly to get out of harms way and realize it was eva along with seth.
Eva basically doing all of Seth's dirty work.
" do you like that Cecelia. ha just giving you a present from the attorthy." he laughed
i stood up. very pissed off. Eva stop to laugh and that was my opening i took the keno stick and vigorously broke it in half and throughout it out of the ring.
i ran at her jumping on her knocking her down.
i grabbed her hair and started to slam it on the mat.
i felt to hand pick me up and hold me tightly.
"Eva i have her do it now" seth said.
eva got up slowly i tryed kick out of seth grasps.
but to no avail.
" Seth i thought i told you this before you really should be paying more attention to me than her" a voice echo from behind seth.
giving me a chance to kick seth were the sun don't shine.
dean stood out side the ring behind us. he began laugh uncontrollably at the sit of seth in pain.
" hey i wanted to do that Cece. he laughed.
eva quickly left the squared circle. running away from the scene
" Come back and face me"i screamed after her.
she turns back facing me as if she were to come back , but all she did was laugh.
then she ran behind stage.
i could feel my blood boil.
"if you think you're going to get away with what just did you are completely mistaken."seth said.
"do you really want more where that came from." i smiled back.
he began laughing. "do you really think you can actually face me THE Mr.money in the bank."
he stood up walking towards me slowly causing me to back up into the corner.
he placed his hand around my face.
"i can't physically hurt you but i can humiliate you in front of the universe."
he placed pull my face closer
"how about it a kiss from the Mr. money in the bank Cecelia. you'll enjoy it."
"leave me alone seth."i scream
trying to squirm out of his grasp.
i closer my eyes for a few seconds
it will be over soon i told my self.
i felt his grip loosen and i instantly opened my eyes.
dean had seth on the floor repeatedly punching him.
" hey seth forget about me huh. this'll teach you to forget about me" he said
i crap seth up and held both his hand behind him
he looked at me as if he was sharing seth with me.
"yours if you want some" he says
i get up and look into seth eyes.
i grap his face as if i were about to kiss the kid. instead i give him the slap the shit out of him
" nice one" dean smirks
" thanks"
seth squeezes his way out of deans grip and runs into the crowd.
Deans music began to play.
i stare at him but his eye were fixed on seth. Who was having a fit in the crowd.
Dean turn back to me.
"nice job out there i normal don't like help but -"
"thanks " i say while bouncing into a hug from him.
he body expression was in total shock.
he look down on at me.
i stared into his eyes again with that intensive stare down.
his eyes are what drew me in closer.
*don't kiss him... nope don't you're going to kiss him aren't you. you know just ignore your brain and make out with dean.*
i moved in closer for a kiss. as soon a our lips touch i instantly felt no regrets.
i pulled away with my eyes closed the opening them quickly after realizing what just happened
" fudge what'd i..i just do."
i touched my lips while starring at him in shock.
his face look worse than mine.
with that i quick ran out back stage.
into n atties arms
" fudge I'm soo stupid. i let my emotions get to me again. i messed up. i .. and i kissed dean how??? " said
"you need to calm down Cece." nattie said.
" you!" dean voice screamed across back stage
i hid behind nattie. she pulled me from behind and pushed me up front
" me" i said while look at the ground
he pull my hand and pulling me into his dressing room
" look i didn't mean for that to happen I'm really sorry" i say
" I'm not" he says
"What." i said look up at him. his eyes get me every time
"i said im not sorry that you kissed me" he smiled.
"i got pretty up set you almost let seth kiss you. i wanted you first " i glad i got it though . he smirked
he moved in closer
" you are always in my eye sight. i can't stop looking at you.
i want you so bad.
your addictive to me.
and i need my fix now"
he smash him lips onto mine.
"dean.. i " i tried to talk but he deeped the kiss
"shut up and let me have what i wan- let us have what we want" he said Pushing me off.
he smiled. then pointed at his sofa.
"sit"he commanded
"I've... i .. 've always had these feelings for you" i say
"i know now shut up and let me have you" he said before turning off the lights.