I really don't know what happened. All I know is that someone's using my body for its personal gain. Mahigpit ang pagkakatali sa likod at magkadikit ang aking kamay. Pilit ko iyong inaalis kahit na ramdam na ramdam ko ang sobrang sakit mula sa pagpipilit noon.
From where I am, I can see the scene that that someone's doing while using my body. It was like I'm watching her own point of view, everything she's seeing is what I am watching right now.
Hindi ko na nga matanggap na ginagamit nya ang katawan ko, mas lalong hindi ko matanggap na muntik na nyang irape si Alpha gamit ang katawan ko!
Nanggigigil ako habang pinapanood ang kanilang kalaswaan. The impostor who's using my body is moaning while kissing Alpha's neck. Ang lalaki naman ay nakapikit at parang nag eenjoy! Parang gusto ko tuloy biglang lumabas at sapakin ito. Nakakainis! Naturingang leader pero hindi makapag isip ng maayos!
“Will you just let them?” I heard a voice from unknown. Mula sa babae. Malalim at malamig ang boses na iyon ngunit ang tingin ko'y nasa harapan at kung tumatagos lang ang tingin ko, siguradong ramdam iyon ni Alpha.
Mga bwiset!
“Of course, not!” Nagpupuyos ang katawan ko sa galit at gustong gusto kong makawala sa pagkakatali dahil gusto kong sabunutan ang babae! What the actual f—ck!
“Free yourself first.” The voice said again. Mas pinilit ko ang pag alis sa kamay kong nakatali sa aking likod. It's hurting. Tuwing nagpipilit ako ay para bang napapaso ang aking balat. I shouted in fury, para matakpan ang sakit. I heard a violently snap, followed by my hands as I could finally free them.
Ang paa ko naman. Hinawakan ko ang kadena sa aking paa at balak sanang paghiwalayin ngunit napansin kong mas malalaki ang kadena na nakalagay dito. I don't know but the voice was saying something, like, follow her. So I did.
I followed her. Kinalma ko muna ang aking sarili dahil walang magagawa kung magpapatalo ako sa inis. I, then, touched the chains. Pagkakaroon palang ng contact dito ay lumiwanag kaagad anh kadena at napalibutan ng kulay gray na apoy. Then it snapped.
“What's next?” I asked the voice at tumingin sa itaas, kung may nagpeplay na parang sine sa laki. I saw Alpha smirked while looking at me— my body's eyes but it feels like it's directly to where I am. I saw him licked his lower lip sexily, not removing his gaze on mine.
Natulos ako sa kinatatayuan dahil doon. It was like he's really… no… he's really looking at me! Alam nya ba?
I felt a sharp pain on my head, again. Napasigaw nanaman ako sa sakit. Ngunit pinilit kong inangat ang tingin sa malaking parang cloud sa itaas kung saan nakikita ang nakikita ng aking mga mata at pinagpatuloy ko ang pagtingin kay Alpha. I saw him mouthed something in Spanish.
Regresa a mí.
I understood it because I know how to speak on that language. I gulped. Kumabog ang dibdib ko. Sobrang bilis. Mistulang napalitan ng kung ano ang sakit ng aking ulo.
He really knows.
“He's hot.” The voice— another voice said. Mas playful ito sa nauna. I glared everywhere.
“Shut up.” Mariin kong pagkakasabi. Nakarinig ako ng sabay na pagtawa mula sa kung saan.
“That nephilim, the one who wants to own your body, is a dangerous one. How will you going to fight it?” Another voice asked.
I smirked. “Aren't we nephilims, too?”
Even I couldn't see them, I know they're smirking.
“How will you push her away?”
“She won't hear any plea, so I'll use force.” I answered. I look at Alpha and saw him pushed my body— my body which someone else's inside, for a meant time.
Nice one, baby boy. Don't make me mad.
***
Naghintay lang ako ng kaunting oras bago kumilos. I was resting, you know. The nephilims are around me, telling me things that I should know, some of them are trying to deceive me. Right. I am at the City of Fallen Angels. Some of them wants my body for their own good just like the one who's using it, while some of them don't care and contented in the way they are living right now.
But first, I have to get my body back.
I was shock, yes, when I saw Alpha's back with Yvonne at his back. He changes his white polo into another one, his hair was somehow messy because of the freaking nephilim who's using my body. I gritted my teeth as I saw my body moved. Oh, she's on act again. She's really desperate, huh?
I heard Alpha announced something, that he wants an alone time with his girl before he pulled my hand— remember that I'm here, struck, and the nephilim's the one who's using my body. Nakita kong papalayo ang dalawa at hila-hila ni Alpha ang kamay ko. Hindi ko man alam ang gagawin nito pero alam kung may plano ito.
Humarap ako sa mga nephilim na nakapalibot sa'kin ngayon, nakaupo, at nanunuod rin sa palabas sa itaas. Naikwento nga pala nila na unang beses raw na may pumasok na nephilim doon— na siyang ako nga, kaya't imbis na sila ang magbigay ng quest sa lahat, ay nauwi sa iisa lamang, ninakaw pa mismo ang katawan 'ko.
“Thank you for your time, everyone.” I said as I gave them a smile. Micah, the kind one, gave me a smile, too. Ruella, the one who helped me with her impassive face, just nodded before she looks at the scene at the front.
I heard Sierra, the flirted nephilim, shriek. “Oh god the chest! So hot!” She even moaned. “Poly was so lucky to touch those blessings!” Poly's the one who's using my bo— wait, what the heck is Sierra's saying?
Mabilis akong bumaling sa itaas at halos manlaki ang mata ko nang makitang binubuksan ni Alpha ang butones ng kanyang suot. Alam kong naglalaway na si Poly ngayon, but heck, hindi lang isa o dalawa ang nakakakita n'on! Kundi lagpas isang daan!
“You can have it, baby.” Alpha seriously and huskily said. Gusto kong mapamura nang hapitin nito palapit ang katawan 'ko. This is sexual harassment! This is rape!
Napakuyom ako ng kamao at ramdam ko ang pagpipigil. Alpha started kissing my neck. May mapaglarong ngisi sa kanyang labi. But when he whispered those words, I felt my heart beats faster.
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Bigla akong nahilo. Napahawak ako sa aking ulo at nawalan ng balanse ngunit pinilit kong tumingin sa itaas kung saan iyon nangyayari. Alpha moves his face on my body's neck. I closed my eyes for a while because of dizziness. Hindi ko alam pero biglang kumabog ang aking dibdib. Malakas. At sa pagkakataong ito'y ramdam ko ang init ng katawan at ang tigas ng brasong nakapalibot sa akin. My heart beats faster again as I felt him kissed my neck.
“I've never kissed her. My lips are only yours, Nightingale.” He whispered between his feather-like kisses on my neck as I lost my balance. Thank god, he's holding me tight. “Welcome back, baby.” Bulong nya bago sya kumayo. Napahawak ako sa kanyang matigas na dibdib at inangat ang aking mukha. Nanlaki ang mata ko nang sumalubong sa akin ang kanyang labi.
Oh. My. Freaking. Gosh.
I felt him moved his lips. Napakuyom ako ng kamao sa ibabaw ng kanyang mainit at matigas na dibdib. I, then, followed the rhythm of his kisses. I lost it. But I willingly lost it with him.
“I'm really f—cked up,” He whispered before his kisses travelled on my neck. Nakalimutan ko ang lahat dahil sa kanyang ginagawa. All I want is him, his kisses, everything!
I want him mine.
Napasabunot ako sa kanyang buhok upang kumuha ng lakas. I, then, moved away from him. Ayaw nya ngunit pinilit ko. Habol ang aking hininga'y tumingin ako sa kanya, at sa labi nyang maga. I closed my eyes tightly.
Oh my god, anong ginawa ko?
“Welcome back,” He repeated. Mabilis pa rin ang kabog ng aking dibdib at nakapikit ang aking mga mata. I felt him kissed my forehead before he brushed my cheeks with his fingers. Idinilat ko ang mata ko dahil sa kanyang ginawa.
“Hey, I still have my one wish, right?” Alpha asked. Kakaiba ang lambot ng kanyang boses ngayon. Tiningala ko sya. The sunlight is making his hair more golden, and he looks more handsome now with his soft eyes staring straight at me like I'm the only girl he's seeing right now.
“Yeah.” I breathed and nodded.
He, then, asked.
“Right. Be my Luna.” Mabilis akong napabaling sa kanya. What?
And as if he knows what I'm thinking because he grinned, “You owed me this one, and you must keep your word.” Para namang may kawala pa ako?
I sighed, defeated. “Fine.” Ngumuso ako. Mas lalo akong napanguso nang may mag appear na hologram sa aking harapan.
Do you accept Alpha to be your couple?
Yes
No
I clicked yes. Why not? We're far from that.
But shit, nakalimutan kong sabunutan ang nephilim na iyon.
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Ps: To make it clear, jealousy's the one that pushed Levina. Thanks, Alpha! What a brilliant (and SPG) plan.