you started calling me and texting me a lot
and i started to ignore them all
i wanted to lay in bed all day and not worry about you
i didn't want to feel
i wanted to be empty again
it was just easier then
i wasn't constant thinking about what it would be like to kiss you
or what it would be like to be happy with you
what it would be like if you looked at me the way i looked at you
i wanted it to be the way it was before i fell in love with you
now i felt too much all at once
and i couldn't do a damn thing about it