Felix's POV
I soon follow my hyungs up the hall and into the living room to ask Y/N to stay here with me in Korea, but she has fallen asleep. She looks so small, curled up with her cheek squished against the arm of the lounge.
I grab the blanket from the ground and lay it over her lightly and kneel down beside her.
How does she make me feel like this?
I hesitantly kiss her cheek and rest my head on the lounge beside her to look at her longer.
Then Chan comes out and tells me it's time for bed. Such a dad(dy).
I go to my room and fall asleep before the rest of our group come home.
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I am woken up by the noises of Jeongin and Chan making breakfast. I walk out forgetting that I only have my trackies on and freeze when I see Y/N staring at me.
Shit. Now she's seen me, oh well, I can't look as bad as some other people I've seen, I mean really, do some people just not even bother with their appearance.
I give her a small smile and she returns it, but it quickly fades away when Jeongin walks out and hands her a plate of eggs on toast.
I run over to Jeongin and take the plate away from him and ask him to meet me in my room.
Then I turn to Y/N and give her an apologetic smile.
"Sorry about that... um, do you want me to leave the plate here or...."
She looks at me with wide eyes as if deciding whether to trust me or not, the same look she gave me before letting me be the first guy she kissed.
She then speaks in a quiet voice, remembering that Chan speaks English and is now standing near us trying to get a clue in on what we are talking about.
"Can I wait for you to come back from talking to Jeongin? I don't want to eat in front of the others, but with you... I might."
This makes me so happy, she can trust me. Wait, she understood me talking to Jeongin?
"Do you speak Korean?"
"Just a little, I study it in school but I'm not very good."
"Oh ok. I'll be right back."
She gives me a small smile and I feel bad for leaving her. I hope Kangaroo is nice to her as I see him walking over to the lounge.
I go to my room and see Jeongin waiting there patiently. He smiles when he sees me, geez his dimples are so cute.
"Hey Jeongin-ah. Um, please tell the other members this but make sure Y/N doesn't hear. She doesn't really feel comfortable eating in front of other people so make sure not to offer her food, ok?"
"Ok hyung, sorry. Did I make her uncomfortable?"
"Not too much, just she has this thing...."
I don't want to explain it to him, or anyone, that's her business and she trusted me enough to disclose it to and I don't want to ruin that trust.
"What kind of thing?"
"Jeongin-ah, please don't ask questions, just trust me ok?"
He nods and smiles at me as he walks out of the room.
That was hard to explain without revealing too much.
Y/N's POV
Chan sits down next to me and gives me a smile. His dimples are adorable, but not as cute as Jeongin.
"Did you sleep ok on the couch? I wanted to move you but thought it might be a bit weird to carry you when we only just met..."
I smile at his cute last comment. He's so nice.
"Yeah, the couch was fine. I've slept on the floor a few times at my friends houses so it was a big upgrade from that."
He laughs and then spots the plate of food I left on the coffee table.
"Aren't you hungry?"
Oh shit. What do I say?
"Um, not really. I... um..."
Luckily, Felix walks in and sees me looking slightly awkward.
"Hey, kangaroo!"
Chan gets up as walks over to him.
"Yeah?"
Felix gives me a quick glance then calls for Jeongin. They have a short chat and Felix leaves Jeongin and Chan talking together.
Jeongin looks at me as if he doesn't want
me to hear something.. what are they up to?
"So, um, do you want to go to my room and we can talk in there?"
I look towards Felix and he is holding my plate of food and has a hand outstretched for me to take. I hold on to it and let him lead me to his room.
We both enter and I feel kind of awkward being in his room when we only met last night.
He takes a seat on the bed and pats the space beside him for me to sit down.
He takes a piece of toast and hands me it and then grabs one for himself.
"Cheers!"
He taps my toast with a stupid grin and takes a bite out of his.
I laugh and just watch him eat.
He looks at me and seems a little worried.
"Please eat, Y/N."
I scan his worried face and decide to eat, I don't like to see him like that.
We both sit there eating our toast and eggs and he goes to hand me another piece.
I shake my head at his offer.
"Y/N.... what if I made you a deal?"
"What kind of deal?"
I decide to let him try and convince me, he is the first person I have been able to eat in front of in a while except for my close family.
"What if I give you something and in return you take a bite out of the toast?"
"Give me what?"
He looks at me for a second and then quickly kisses my cheek.
"Something like that?"
He's so cute, ah! I just want to hug him forever.
"I think that could work." I give him a small giggle and tap my cheek.
He kisses it and I take a bite of the eggs and toast. I tap again and we do the same thing over and over.
"Finished!" I say with puffy cheeks from the toast in my mouth.
"You're so adorable", he says and pokes my cheeks. I swallow my food and laugh.
Suddenly, Felix grabs my waist and pulls me close to him as he kisses me passionately. I am shocked for a moment but then return his affection.
We pull each other closer and kiss for I don't know how long.
I break away to take a breath and we leave our foreheads touching and look into each other's eyes.
He lays one of his hands on my thigh and I feel electricity shoot through my whole body at his touch. He grabs my neck with his other hand and kisses me again. I put my hands on his chest and he moves me on top of him.
We're now resuming what was interrupted last night when Chan and Changbin arrived home.
I wrap my hands around his neck and fold my fingers through his hair. He feels all the way up and down my back and it feels so nice.
Then he puts his hands on my butt and I jolt away from him.
"I-I'm sorry Y/N, I just got caught up. I didn't mean to move too fast, I-"
I cut him off with another kiss and he moves his hands back down to my butt. I continue to run my hands through his hair as our tongues meet.
Then I let out a soft moan. Wth. That was so weird, why did I moan?
Felix smiles into the kiss at my sound and I back away from him.
"What?" I ask.
"Nothing", he simply says, but smirks just after.
"No tell me, what?"
"You must have been really into the kiss..."
"What do you mean?" I try to play dumb as if I didn't notice what I just did.
"Come on, I heard that little moan. Am I that good?"
Uh, his smugness is so annoying.
"Hey! Don't get all smug! I don't know why I did that... it just came out..."
"Well, now that you did that, you make me want to do more with you...."
His smirk turns into something else, his gaze looks hungry.
"Woah, slow your roll, mate."
"Why? It's clear you're into it."
"I can't believe you! I only just had my first kiss and now you want to go there??"
His smirk disappears as he realises what he just suggested.
"Oh shit, I'm sorry Y/N. You just moaned and I thought... I'm sorry."
He truly does look sorry, and he is older so of course he's going to want that from me.
"You'll just have to wait."
That made him smile.
"So there's a chance you would want to?"
He looks so hopeful.
"Maybe, if you get rid of that smug attitude."
He smiles at me widely and gives me a quick kiss before embracing me.
"I have something I wanna ask you..."
That was Felix speaking BTW.
I hope this story is alright, I don't really have any big plans set out before I write each chapter, I just think about how it should start and then it just kind of flows from there. Thank you so much for reading! I hope this FF really takes off somewhere, I'm somewhat proud of it😊
Oh my gosh, I just realised that Felix was shirtless throughout this whole chapter. Whoops, oh well, Y/N can feel him up some more in that kiss! 😉
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