Deceived Heart
Amelia's POV :
"Hey , we need to get you home ." Tyler walks into the store .
"Uhm yeah , I was waiting for you ." I say but look at Cole .
"Bye Cole Bear ." I give him a tight hug .
"Bye Amy ." He hugs me back .
We walk back to the car so that we can get home . Half way home I feel abdominal pains and I realize that it's almost that time of the month and I don't have any pads .
"Tyler , could we go past the shops ." I smile awkwardly at him .
"Okay cool ." He smiles driving to the nearest shop we reach .
We walk into the shop and honestly I find it weird as hell that I'm about to get pads with Tyler . We walk to the pad section and I grab three packs not looking at him . I'm about to walk to the tills but Tyler pulls me back .
"Let's get more stuff ." He smiles looking amused .
He grabs a tub of cookies and cream ice cream which is my favorite , he takes popcorn and chocolate even though I've got a lot of junk food at home . We both walk to the tills where he pays for everything even though I fight against it .
"That was so cliché ." I laugh .
"What ? That you were embarrassed about having to get pads or the fact that the cashier was giving me looks and I didn't give her attention ?" He smirks helping me into the car .
"I think it was both ." I blush before he closes the door .
He gets into the car and drives off .
"Don't be embarrassed about your menstrual cycle . It's a thing every female goes through and quite frankly , no one should feel embarrassed by it ." He smiles .
"What about the other one ?" I look outside the window .
"Well I thought I was pretty clear about my feelings for you , I just don't want us to move too fast . I hope this doesn't come out the wrong way but I liked the you before this . You're the same person yes , but I would really want you to know how you felt about me during that time period , I don't want you to feel pressured into liking me if that makes sense ." He rambles .
"Hey , don't worry about it . I totally understand why you feel that way . I actually feel pleased that you're not pushing me into anything and just to clarify things , I don't know how I feel because there's still Cassandra . I'm however scared because maybe over the past few months I developed feelings for someone else or whatever . I appreciate you being here for me ." I smile at him .
"How do you remember Cassandra ?"
"You've been texting her and I'm fine with whatever is going on between you guys ." I sigh .
I get out of the car with Tyler's help and once we're inside the house we put everything away . We choose to ignore the talk we just had and continue with life .
"Hey guys , it's time for dinner ." My mom shouts from the kitchen .
"Coming ." I shout from the lounge .
My dad , Tyler , my mom and I have dinner with a few conversations here and there enjoying each other's company . I help mom with the dishes even though she fought with me to sit down so I wiped the dishes while on a high stool . As soon as we're done in the kitchen we walk up to my bedroom with the popcorn , chocolate and ice cream with spoons .
"So I'm guessing it's movie night ?" I laugh sitting on my bed .
"Yeah ." Tyler smiles grabbing my laptop on his way in .
We decide on watching the kissing booth which makes me feel all types of emotions . I cried , I laughed , I blushed , I fought . Every single emotion just went through my body watching that movie . I take the spoon in the now melted tub of ice cream having the rest of it .
I look up to see that Tyler is sleeping so I put the volume down finishing the movie .
"Hey ." I wake him up .
"Hey what time is it ?" He groans rubbing his eyes .
"It's eleven ." I tell him .
"I think I'm just going to crash here ." He sighs getting up and walking over to my closet .
I clean up the room getting ready to sleep . I walk to the bathroom to do my lady stuff and as soon as I'm done I walk out and straight to bed . Tyler pulls me closer to his chest encircling his arm around my waist .
"Goodnight Amelia ." He kisses my forehead but I can't help and compare it to Zions kiss .
"Goodnight Tyler ." I say with guilt and fall asleep .
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"Hey Tyler ." I groan in the middle of the night .
"I'm feeling sick ." I cry feeling pressure on my stomach .
"What ?!" He wakes up jumping out of the bed .
"My mom bought me pills the other day . They are in the medicine cabinet in the bathroom ." I groan pulling my knees to my chest .
Tyler runs off to the bathroom and I soon hear the cabinets closing harshly . He comes back with a glass of water and the tablets in his hand .
"You're the best ." I tell him taking the pills and the water at the same time .
"I know ." He smiles getting back into the bed .
"Tell me where it's sore ." He whispers into my ear .
"My stomach ." I cry out of pain .
"Okay , lay down properly ." He says to me .
I lay down with my arms on my side trying my best not to curl up again . I feel his warm hand on my bare stomach and he starts moving it comforting me , I actually start feeling the difference so I enjoy the feeling .
"My mom did this a lot to my sister ." He says into the silence .
"Thank you , it actually feels a bit better ." I turn my head to give him a smile .
"It's not a problem . I would do anything for you , I hope you know that ." He gives me a breathtaking smile which could put me in a hospital bed .
"Don't make me feel all mushy and stuff , I'm not used to this ." I laugh .
"What ? Being treated like a princess ?" He laughs leaving his hand on my stomach .
"Yes , but I like it ." I smile .
"So how do you feel about what you've learned so far ?" He asks pulling me closer to his warm body .
"Well from what I've learnt so far , you've kept me on my feet . It's amazing having to wait for a story about a life that you don't remember . It feels amazing knowing that you made me live my life even though I don't remember it , I woke up feeling different ." I smile up at him .
"Is it a good different ?" He traces patterns on my waist .
"It's a good difference ." I yawn so I cover my mouth with my hand .
"Get some sleep ." He smiles at me .
"Yeah I'm really not tired ." I laugh .
"Your yawning says otherwise ." He smirks at me .
"But falling asleep is a process on its own ." I chuckle .
"I know that but put it into consideration that your body has to rest ." He pokes my nose .
"I'll sleep when I fall asleep ." I shrug moving and getting comfortable .
"You sleep on me as if I'm a pillow ." He laughs .
"Well you're just there and you're really comfortable . I can't help myself ." I whisper to him .
"I shouldn't be offended right ?" He laughs .
"Do you want to feel offended ?" I ask him tracing patterns on his hand .
"Oh my goodness no !" He laughs making me laugh .
"Then you shouldn't feel offended Tyler ." I smile looking at him in the eyes .
"You know , we've never reached this point but what do you want to study when you're done with school ?" He asks me pulling me closer .
"Well it seems like I might have to do an extra year , it depends on the governing body ." I sigh "I've never really thought of it because i had given up on life . I honestly didn't think i would make it this far ." I shrug .
"So now that you have your whole life ahead of you , have you decided on what you would like to do ?" He traces my back .
"Honestly , I love literature but I hate writing . I love history to because it's so interesting . I'm not sure at the moment ." I sigh .
"Don't worry , it will come to you ." He smiles at me .
"What about you ?" I ask him .
"Psychology ." He smiles .
"That would be amazing for you . What made you want to do it ?" I ask him .
"Well it was something I've wanted to do since I was young but then I gave up on it and decided to do medicine but then you came along and reminded me why I love psychology ." He says making me blush .
"Those stars don't help you at all in this situation ." He laughs .
"Agh damn . I know but it's sweet that I reminded you of what you love ." I say in a whisper .
"I feel like you enjoy history because every time we got to history you would open your book . You rarely spoke to Freya and I ." He chuckles .
"As long as I wasn't rude about it ." I chuckle .
"No , you're too nice to be rude ."
"I was thinking , why not make new memories ?" I smile up at him .
"New memories ? That sounds amazing but not now ."
"How long do you think it will take for me to recover my memories ?" I ask him scared for the response .
"Honestly at this point . I don't know , you need to relax in order to recover them . If you strain yourself you're pushing that memory box away ." He smiles .
"I'll remember to relax ." I smile .
"Get some sleep then ." He smiles .
"Okay Tyler ." I smiles giving him a kiss on the cheek .
I close my eyes with a small smile on my face .
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-Fifiloe ✨
So I finished my exams today and the way I celebrated was watching Everything Everything and fifty shades freed . I'm so happy that I'm done with school for now 😂😂
I am so sorry I didn't post on Wednesday 💔 , but I hope you enjoyed your Christmas ✨
13/06/18