Life was pretty steady for your little family. No work, a few summer parties, the brewery was picking up and everything was happy. Yours and Jensen little bundle was growing way to fast in your opinion and getting more beautiful each day. Life for you right now was balanced. Well, that was until Jensen was acting like a little baby about leaving for a convention.
"I'm not going, (Y/n). Everyone will understand." Jensen says looking straight at you as you pace the living room. A convention was coming up this weekend and Jensen didn't want to go. JJ was a little over three months now and filming for Supernatual was starting soon and Jensen's head was all over the place. "Jensen, we will be fine. I want you to go and have fun at the convention." You huffed as you fought against your husband's wishes to stay.
"I just don't want to leave you two. This would be my first time being gone for the whole weekend. I- I just don't want to miss anything." Jensen dropped his head and you could see what he was feeling. "Babe, you won't miss anything, it's just for a weekend. We can face time everyday. Is this all that is bothering you?" You ask, moving your hand to his chin causing those emerald eyes to catch your eyes. "And don't lie to me, Jay." You slid your hand to cup his cheek and he leaned into your palm. The warmth of his face was making your cold hands warm and the connection so much stronger.
"With the show starting up soon, I just, I know I'm gonna be missing a lot. And you will be In Vancouver for the beginning of the season but then you are moving down here," Jensen swallowed hard. This was really eating at him. "permanently. And I love that, don't get me wrong, I want my family in Texas, I am just scared that I won't be the best father to our daughter." You dropped your hand and wrapped your arms around his shoulders. "Don't you ever, ever think that you are not going to be the best father. You are and will always be an amazing father. JJ is turning to be such a daddy's girl and I love that, she loves you, we love you. Don't think you aren't good enough, because you are." Jensen gives his reply in the version of a kiss on the lips. "God, you're making it harder to leave." Jensen smiled and rested his forehead on yours, while your arms were still wrapped around each other. Hearing a few giggles, you turn to see JJ looking at you and Jensen from her bouncer in the living room. "Yeah and you too my J-Bird." Jensen spins you around and pulls you close to his side and you both walk towards JJ.
JJ stretches her hands out in a grabbing motion for Jensen to hold her, and he doesn't stall for a second. "JJ, tell daddy that we can handle one weekend. It's gonna be our first girls weekend baby!" You cheer and JJ claps her hands. "Oh, I am so sorry for you." Jensen looks at you then to JJ. You gasp and whack his shoulder, earning a chuck from him. "Get used to it Mr. , cause you have a daughter now and girls weekend is going to be a big must!" You give JJ kisses on her little cheeks and she never stops smiling. "Once we have a son, then you two can have guy outings and do boy things on the weekends." You play with JJ and Jensen stopped bouncing her up and down. "When we have a son?" Jensen asked and you looked up at him. His face showed confusion with a small smile getting bigger. "Well of course, we gotta have some one to pass on you attractive looks to and our last name. Don't you want more kids?" You question and Jensen's smile gets wider.
"I would love to have more kids with you." Jensen gives you a warm, sweet kiss on the lips and sets JJ back in her bouncer. Jensen doesn't hesitate to wrap you up in his arms and spin you around. "I got so lucky finding you. I love you so fucking much. I love our family, I love my life. It's way to good for me I swear." Jensen dips you down and brings you back up. "Well, I could say the same maybe even for for you. I love you Jensen. You will always be the only man to ever show me what real love feels like. You and me baby, always and forever." You kiss his lips and he deepens it more. "Always and forever. No chance you wanna get on that baby train just yet?" Jensen smirks and you rolls your eyes. "No, mister horn ball. I want our daughter to be our center of attention for a year or so first. Okay?" Jensen nods and you laugh. "But, I need you, like now." Jensen pleads and you sneak out of his arms and walk away, swaying your hips extra for him. "I've heard a cold shower works." You head him huff in frustration and his footsteps get closer to you.
"Okay, your bag is packed and you are all set to go. Have fun this weekend, I *kiss* love *kiss* you *kiss*. Don't forget about us." You push away and Jensen grabs his bag to bring out to his car before heading to the airport. "I could never. I will call when I land. I love you (Y/n)."
"I love you too Jensen." You blow him a kiss before closing the front door and moving back to your baby. "Yay! Girl's weekend baby! First things first, call aunt Gen to go shopping." You grab your phone and dial for Gen.
Ring, Ring
"Hey (Y/n)."
"Hey Gen. Jensen just left for the weekend for the convention in Connecticut and its officially girls weekend. JJ and I wanted to know if you would care to join our shopping adventure?"
"Yes! I would love to! Jared actually just left too. And the boys are with Jared's parents for the weekend, so it's perfect!"
"Awesome, we will be over in 10 minutes."
"Sounds good. Bye!"
"See ya in a bit." You hang up the phone and get ready for an amazing first weekend alone with JJ.
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The weekends seemed to fly for you and JJ. One second it was Friday and the next it was Sunday. You had gone to the mall on Friday, to the park and to your moms house yesterday, and now today was just a full day on mother daughter time.
"JJ are you ready to see daddy?" You coo to JJ who is smiling up at you in your arms. Creation was live streaming this convention online and you were gonna watch it so JJ can see her Daddy do one of the things he loves to do.
JJ moves her arms up and down excitedly and it made you smile. Moving over to the couch, you turn on the TV and connect it to the internet to watch the live stream. "Okay, here we go!" Letting JJ play with her little bunny blanket, you get the live stream site up just in time for Jared and Jensen to walk on stage. "Look, there's Daddy!" You point excitedly to the screen and JJ follows your gaze. Her toothless mouth turns into a smile and it warms you heart.
"Hey everybody! How's the convention been?"Jared says and he and Jensen sit in the seats on the stage. "My turn to ask the question, Who is here for the first time?" Jensen asks and the camera pans out to the entire convention and the crowd erupts in screams. "Well, welcome to the family. Any highlights so far?" Jensen looks out at the crowd, you would love to be there right now. But, family duties call. And you wouldn't trade it for the world. You make a mental note to bring JJ to a convention on the future. You hear someone scream out "Misha was being mean to baby." "Oh no..." You said with a laugh. "Misha was doing what?" Jensen asks the girl who must be seemingly close to the stage. "Misha said that it was stupid to drive a 40 year old car." She replied back. "Well, it isn't quite an insult when he can't even do simple math. Baby is actually 51." Jared and said and everyone laughed. "Did he say anything else?" Jensen asked. "Yeah he said that the Impala is a gas guzzler and that is impractical- " "Impractical," Jensen cut the girl off. "And wearing the same clothes everyday is?" The laughs erupted again. "He also said that the boys should be driving a Honda civic." The girl commented again
"A Honda civic? We could only fit one pistol in the trunk." Jared stated, acting it out and Jensen threw his head back in laughter. You loved when he did that. The rest of the panel went well. You listened to the questions being asked, even a few where about you. "Alright, it's time for the last question," Rob jumped onto the stage and Jared went to get the person to bring on stage and Jensen helped Rob finish singing. "The very last question, yeah!" They both end and Jensen meets Jared in the middle with a young girl. "Everyone meet Jamie." Jared announces and hands her the microphone. "So what's your amazing question?" Jensen asks and she laughs. "So my questions is for you Jensen, sorry Jared," Jared huffs and throws his hat up while everyone laughs and then comes back to stand next to Jamie. "And my questions is, how did you and (Y/n) come up with the name Justice Jay for your daughter? Because I love it!" The whole crowd awed and you looked down and your now sleeping angel. "How did I get so lucky?" You trace her cheek and kiss her forehead.
"Justice jay was all (Y/n)'s doing. (Y/n) really liked the name Justice and she picked Jay because people call me Jay. She's adjusting well and we love her. It's been a little hard this weekend because this is the first weekend I've been away from my family but (Y/n) convinced me to come and I'm glad she did. Thank you guys!" Jensen waves off to the crowd and you turn the TV off to get ready for a early night. You moved upstairs and set your sleeping baby in her crib. She stirs a bit, and you hold your breath, then as she settles you let out the quiet breath and step out of her room. Settling into your own bed after a warm shower, you quick send Jensen a message and he sends on back about just getting onto the plane. You grab your book current from your side stand and read until you can read no more.
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You felt your book being moved from your chest and open your eyes enough to see the light turn off. "Woah, what the?" You say in a groggy tone. "Hey, it's just me," It was Jensen. "Just got in and all I wanna do it sleep. But you had your book wide open and the lights on. Always taking care of my Baby girl. Come on, lets sleep." Jensen snakes his arms around your waist and you don't complain. "What time is it?" You ask before sleep gets closer and closer again. "Too early to be awake. I love you, I'm so happy to be home with my beautiful family." Jensen kissed your temple and pulled you tighter to his chest.
"We missed you and I love you too. Night Jay." You hunker down in the bed and soon darkness covers your eyes and sleep consumes your body.
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