Recently, I don't feel like doing anything anymore.
I plan on big yet simple things like "oh I'll do this and do that"
And I start it
And somehow, I stop 1/3s on my work.
And quit.
I mean yeah I really want to achieve this instead of moping around about it
But the feeling that I had when I was doing it was way more different than what I felt while planning it.
For example, I tell myself to finish this book.
This book is really interesting.
Perfect timing, I have a good beverage, it's the perfect weather and temperature too.
I'm at around 12 pages?
I don't want to do it anymore.
I'm not tired of the book, but I feel like something is bothering me.
I really want to finish this book but my brain is telling me "no"
Do you ever just have a fight with yourself?
"If you want to finish your work, stop complaining and do it."
But my whole body fucking refuses to take action for some reason.
Haha this sucks
I don't know how to explain it properly
Whatever, just don't mind this chapter
Bye bye