180205
" I still love you, it's just different now."
- the sentence that began the breaking of my heart (via donttouchyournose)
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It's like, my whole life the people around me began to disappear one by one. The one that hurt me the most was my own husband disappearing on me. I knew I should of seen it coming but I just prayed and prayed that it wasn't enough to keep him. I can still feel his presence right beside me while I lay in bed or his lips on my neck when I sleep.
" honey shouldn't you be in bed ? Your still sick ". He said, wrapping his arms around me.
I blushed as I nodded my head, following back into my bed room. " will you stay with me still ?" I whispered
His eyes held lies but his word sounded like the truth. " yes of course babe".
Oh how I wished his words were the truth. Just waking up in his arms. I woke up later that day to see all of his stuff gone and him along with his things. The hours I spent sobbing over him and how my heart yearn from him. The months I spent trying to look and contact him, and soon it's been a whole year that he has left me.
" mommy mommy mommy ! Appa won't stop tickling me !"
I giggled as I closed my diary and faced my son who had my eyes and lips. A deep chuckled made me look up to my husband who looked at me with love and adoration.
" oh how dare you accuse me of such thing ?" He gasped, making me giggle.
" mommy get daddy !" Jihyun whined, making me smile.
" go watch some tv while I get daddy okay "I said softly
Once he was gone, I went into my husband arms who kissed my forehead with love. I smiled up at him as he smiled at me.
" I love you yn "
" I love you too Youngjae "
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FYI it's youngjae from got7