I want to die
I sit and cry
I try
And I fail
I do it again
I almost prevail
I got rid of my blade
But I still have the scars it has made
A rubber band around my wrist
Or my nails digging into my fist
Work just as well
But the red goes away so fast
You can't tell
I want to die
Today I'll say goodbye
But today comes
And today goes
And I'm staring out the window
Standing on my toes