"2 months, I promise." You promised me.
"I'll sort this out." You reassured me.
"I do have feelings for you." You reminded me.
For so long I believed it. For so long, I waited for you, yet you never stood to your promise.
You said 2 months.
I had a feeling. I had a feeling that she'd notice.
The sweet texts.
The longing stares.
"It's nothing, I promise." You promised her.
"We're just friends." You reassured her.
"I love you." You reminded her.
Yeah, it hurt.
The sweet texts.
The longing stares.
The need to be in your arms, but I couldn't because they were already holding her.
Tears blurred my vision as I watched you.
Walking by her side, hand in hers.
It hurt. A lot.
The sudden pain, a gaping hole in my chest.
Like someone had reached into me and torn my heart out.
But over time it numbed, the pain, the feelings, the thoughts.
But every now and again I remember.
The sweet texts.
The longing stares.
And as much as they were gone, the memory of you wasn't.
The promises.
The reassurance
The reminders.
But just like that, the promises were broken, the reassurance was gone, the reminders forgotten.
Just like that, she had won you back and you didn't notice.
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So I was editing some of my earlier imagines, but then I realised I had an imagine that I had drafted.
Here ya go
(15/4/18)
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