I received flowers today. From a stranger. I read the card it said "your always beautiful in my eyes. Never change your self. Always smile. I'm in love with your smile." As I read it I tear up. It was beautiful. It made me feel like someone will actually turn up to my funeral.
I know that my best friend won't. She came around today and... spat on my show saying how she's glad I'm dying. Yay another bully.
Tell you a secret, I am actually glad I'll be leaving... because I won't have to live in a world with a bunch of bullies and fakes. You act so nice in front of your mother but your father would be turning in his grave. Also one day your gonna snap! In front of your Ma and she's gonna see how much of a bad, horrible person you've turned into.
Promise me something.
Please.
Promise.
When I leave you'll be there for your Ma, my Ma and those around me. Other wise I will never forgive you.