Today you saw the cast and laughed at me. You said that I am pathetic. I saw your mum, she asked me to come around later like old times, I told her I couldn't. I know that you would hate me even more if I went over there.
I've been trying to avoid you. And I've decided to change my number and quit school. I can't handle the constant stares and everything. It's getting too much. I know that I won't be around for much longer. And when I leave I'm going to haunt you for everything that you've ever done to me.
I just hope you realise that. Before I die that you have made a terrible mistake and seen me before I draw my last breath.
Be the person you use to be. The boy I loved. The boy who loved being with me. The boy who stood up for me. The boy who wasn't ashamed of me. Please. The only time I see the old you is in the pictures and in my dreams.
Please come back to me.... please?
Love Beth 😀