"Stop fooling around!" I slapped his hand off me. "Do you treat every student of yours like this?!" I was almost screaming at him while my eyes water.
Why am I.. going to cry.
Maybe I'm really tired after all. My shoulders and heart were feeling extremely heavy as if I was carrying the weight of the world for a really long time.
I don't know how much more I can take.
"Stop playing with my feelings.." I mumbled.
Sasuke was slightly taken aback before he kissed me hard, "I can tell you have already fallen for me."
He carried me up and pushed me against the wall, "You're terribly wrong. I only have eyes for you. And no one else." He whispered into my ears.
"I haven't.. fallen for you." My voice was soft and weak. I felt defeated in his arms. "You can deny it all you want." He kissed my neck downwards slowly.
"Stop, Mr-" my face was flushed. My body was burning up.
"Call me, Sasuke when we're alone remember?" I could feel his heavy breathing against my skin.
"- Sasuke.." I felt totally defeated.
The teacher bit down onto my flesh.
Why? Why am I doing this? I already have Kiba.
But Kiba has never made me feel this way.
I'm such a liar.
I'm such a cheater.
I'm the worst.
I am exhausted from all these feelings overwhelming and my mind over thinking. I put my arms around Sasuke and gave him a tight squeeze.
"Sasuke.. I-"
Sasuke stopped nibbling on my neck and shoulder to look at me. Our eyes locked with each other, the moment was filled with passionate desire.
But.
My eyes were brimming with tears.
"I can't do this.. I can't!" I pushed him away.
I dashed to lay on Kiba's bed and wrapped a blanket around myself before curling up into a ball.
Sasuke was standing beside the bed, sighing. "You're really difficult to get.
Is Kiba really worth all this?"
...
"Am I not any better than him?"
.... I didn't answer. Just sobbing under this sheets.
"I love you." His poisonous words struck me again. And I heard him sigh aloud.
"Guess who's back with beer!" Kiba was heard from the living room before a front door slammed shut.
"I am!" I heard him opening the bedroom door.
"Naruto?" He called out to me.
My head popped out from the sheets, "Sorry, I was feeling cold." My voice trembling as I tried to control my emotions.
And then I saw Sasuke, his back facing towards me, opening a beer can.
I felt guilty. I felt disgusted.
and I just feel really bad.