look what you made me do part 2
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I was shaking from happiness.
Wait.
When did actually One Direction get back together, from the break?
I knew that Harry was the only one of the four lads that was nominated.
Nevermind, I was currently exploding with happiness.
I never thought that my heart could ever feel so warm inside my chest.
I missed these guys so much.
It made me so excited just to hear all the fans screaming their names-
Taylor brought me back to reality.
"C'mon Olivia.", she whispered with her teeth slightly gritted.
She turned around not before taking my hand in hers, trying to look as calm as possible in front of everyone.
As she turned to walk away with my hand tightly in her grip, I glanced one last time at my favourite boys.
One Direction.
Niall, and his accent. Music to my ears.
Liam, and his muscular arms. Muscolar and soft. Well at least that's what I read in fanfictions.
Louis, ah Tommo. That smol innocent bean.
Harry. I don't think that he's actually describable. Or at least, every description could never fit a 100% because he's so perfect...
Harry is, well, indescribable.
"Now, now, now, what do we have here? A new star? Stay with us to listen and watch the speech this young woman... c'mon here honey. Alright.", a random interviewer stopped me and Taylor from going, and put an arm around my shoulders.
"I was saying, the speech this- Wait what's your name?", he whispered the question to me.
"Olivia.", I whispered back.
"The speech, Olivia, is going to make."
I nudged Taylor slightly, to question her about the speech I was supposed to give. She just continued smiling awkwardly, clearly uncomfortable as well.
"Hello.", I heard a deep voice saying.
I could hear Taylor huff quietly.
" ' ello! Nice meeting you ladies.", the accent that couldn't get mistaken by any fan, was heard. Niall.
"Hello boys!", I smile at the handsome men next to me. I glanced quickly at Liam and Louis that were having another interview.
"Your dress is blinding my eyes.", Niall said.
"Oh. Ehm. Thanks?", I had no idea if I should take it as a compliment, so basically it came out as a question.
"In good way, love. I love the dress.", he blushed incredibly and Harry just laughed at his actions. Niall covered his eyes in embarrassment.
"Thank you, Niall.", I laughed with Harry. Just then I released how nice our laughter sound together. Don't we all say that?
"You really are gorgeous."," Oh, well even your dress is, although you of course look more beautiful than it, I-I, sorry I'm rambling.", Harry chuckled in embarrassment.
"I'm Harry.", he opened his arms and hugged me tightly. I couldn't help but feel extremely safe in his arms. I wanted the moment to last forever.
Well, just like every other girl.
I pulled away not looking in his eyes and hugged Niall.
"You met each other? Good, good.", the interviewer interrupted us.
"I, uhm, well, I have to go to Taylor. She's probably wondering about where I am. See you later, boys.", I nodded to them.
"Where were you Tay?"
"I'm sorry. I had no idea myself. I-I had to know. You know about your speech. You have to tell your opinion about the song I wrote and I know for you it isn't easy but... I-"
"I'm not happy about the fact that I have to talk about it but, it's okay I'm going to make it. We. Together. We're friends after all, right?", I offered her a small smile. I still wanted to know why she ran away from Har-
Oh.
Right.
"Please, please come in. It is about to start!", a man said, warning us.
We entered the huge hall. It was stunning.
Beautiful padded seats that looked extremely expensive and at the same time comfortable. So soft at the sight.
"Please everyone take a seat.", James Corden, welcomed us.
"Thank you so much for coming. I really hope that everyone's going to enjoy this beautiful night.", everyone clapped at his welcoming and kind words.
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It was the time for James to announce the best song of the year. I wanted Taylor to win so bad, but at the same time I didn't, because I personally think that I'm still too weak to talk about what had happened to me.
"And the winner of the Best Song Of The Year is... please come on stage. Taylor Swift.", James shouted.
Taylor stood up and hugged me tightly, clearly happy. Tears welling in her ocean blue eyes.
"Sorry, everyone.", James stopped the crowd from applauding.
Taylor looked at me with a confused expression.
"The new Taylor.", he laughed.
Taylor walked as fast as she could with her high heels, towards the stage James was standing on.
While she was 'running' to her award with hungry eyes, 'Look What You Made Me Do' started playing.
I could see Harry looking at his mates, clearly sad that he didn't win the award, yet accepting the fact easily.
"Good evening.", Taylor's sweet voice echoed the huge room.
"I want to thank everyone for voting. I don't think that I would be here if it wasn't for you guys. I also want to thank my biggest inspiration. Also the person I dedicated the song to. She's here with me and I'm e-extremely proud of her and happy to have her as my friend. She experienced things that no person should. She felt things that no one actually should. Please, I-I know it's hard for you Olivia, but please could you come on the stage a-and share a few words?", I stood up slowly at her words.
I never liked so much attention, and right now I was gaining lot of it.
Have courage and be kind.
Man, I really hope that I don't mess all of this up. I'm so shy and awkward when there's no need to be.
I finally got on the stage and started: "Good evening everyone. I-I'd like to share a few words with you. Taylor really helped me a lot, physically and mostly mentally. I was really, really sad and she helped me out of my bad situation. I don't want to gain attention or pity by telling you this, but, the truth is that I was r-raped.", people gasped in the room, for some reason they made me feel even worse.
I could feel tears stain my cheeks.
"I don't know if that is something to be ashamed of. I just know that, that it ruined me in every possible way. Taylor helped me, as I said, and I can't be more thankful for that."
"I would like to say something to every person present here. It's not your fault if things like that happen.", I started raising my shaky voice.
"It's not your fault if your supposed partener beats you up. It's not your fault if you get depressed after all the bad things you've experienced. It's not. Try to be strong for yourself. Not every time are you going to have someone to hold you. Not every time is someone going to be by your side. Fight for yourself. Weak or strong. With or without someone by your side."
"And this is for everyone: treat people with kindness.", Taylor hugged me tightly, silently crying on my shoulder.
Everyone clapped their hands, some cried, some smiled and others were discussing about my speech with the person next to them.
I felt happy and proud of myself.
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Published the 8th of January 2018.