»The world is changed by your example, not by your opinion«
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||Monday||
Royalty|TyTy👑
I looked my self in the mirror , still deciding if I should put make up or not.
After I didn't my morning hygiene, that's what I've being deciding..
The time ticked and I still didn't make a move. I didn't know what I wanted this morning.
No make up. No nothing. I'm gonna show my scars today. I'm gone do this. Im no longer gone hide. Fuck that shit.
Some of y'all wake up on monday morning, and complain bout the week. Monday is a great day fo me. Ion get to stay home and be with a devil. Another 5 days, of school. Well Praise God.
I placed my phone into my bag and walked out the room. Slowly walking down my silent hallway, finding my self by the stairs. No sound,no voices came from downstairs. Which wasn't a surprise, I grabbed wateva I saw on the table. A banana, and left.
It was chilli, so damn chilli. I was out the door and I couldn't be bothered turning around to step into the house.
"Nope. I'll manage." I spoke to my self before walking away.
We only have two month of school left. What's the point of them two guys coming.
It was too cold.
Oh well I'll cope. I looked at my banana and I had totally lost my appetite. But. Well. The hood has quietened down abit.
Nothing has happened for this whole week. But I know it's not far. It's not the first time these niggas had given it a rest.
You know? I've always wanted to ask one of the guys, since it feels great to kill somebody. How would they feel if they're the ones been killed.
Fr tho.
Everyone has their own self protection. A gun...what is a gun even. I hate that shit. I hate seeing anyone use it. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it! I'm afraid. Of course I'm afraid. One bullet and you down.
My dad. He was down. By one bullet.
There's only one person I've ever felt so close to that, treats me like his own sister. Malcolm.
But I'm just afraid. You know. To tell him about my issues. He cares for me. But I don't want him to take the wrong action. Ion tell everybody my shit cause...
not err'body is a ear to hear.
"Babbbyyyy girrrllllll."
My thoughts were distracted once Jordan jumped onto me and I groaned in pain.
"Oh oh." She quickly got off of me. "Da fuck happened."
"Yhu kno' wah' happened, same old thang," I said trynna stand back straight.
"Da fuck," Immy said lifting my face up.
"Dat woman needs ta' be in da hole, she stay trippin'," Trin said coming in the way and also holding my face and looking at the scar.
"I'm ok," I said putting on a half crooked face.
"No yhu ain't," Lex said. "Come on now, which OG trips like dis?"
"Well ah mean , my ma's ah whore and shit but she never done this ta' me." Trin said
"Triinn." Immy said as she shrugged her shoulders
"Wahhhh." She said
"Where's Trace and Neddy?" I asked changing the subject as she let go of my face.
"Wit' their mans," lexis said
"Why ain't yhu wit' yo man?" I asked.
"Ion kno' where dey at, and plus I wanted ta' give him ah break." She said
"Ah break fo wah'." Trin questioned.
"Jus' ah break," She responded with a smile.
"Never give ah nigga ah break. Or da break gon' be breaking up witcho ass." She said once we laughed.
"Ight y'all lets go ta' english we'on have much time,." I finished off my laugh walking ahead as they followed.
I noticed that we just walked passed Taylor and Iva, his a creep and she's a hoe. They both got titles.
Without intention we walked straight to our English class. Once we arrived, the teacher was already there and so was Trace and Kennedy.
"Well hello ta' da both of yous," I said taking a seat.
"Royalty gyal wat happened ta' fi yuh eye," Neddy said seating on my table and lifting my head as Trace came along
"We'll talk 'bout it at break." I said. " unless yhu want da teacher ta' keep me from chillin' wit' y'all."
They quickly sat back down onto their chairs as soon as I said that, cause out of all of us, I'm always the one that gets taken out of class. It's so annoying. I don't even wanna speak to any teacher.
Well here goes another long lesson .
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"Finally class is over," I said as we walked out of class. Heading towards our lockers. Through the crowd from our distance to our lockers there stood my favourite frienemies.
"Ignore dem," I said once we placed our books in the locker and walked away, into the Cafe. it was wild in there. Well everyone's having fun.
"Ight Tyty are yhu ready ta' explain.." Trace said.
"Aaaarrggghhhhh"
"Nahhhh nap. Not takin' dat. No excuse," Trin said
"Explain TyTy. It's break."Lexi said
"Huhhhhh, Ight, it's caus' I was on ma phone, and she thought I was on da phone ta' ah boy," I shrugged once explaining it.
"Im sorry fah getting yuh inna trubble." Neddy said
"Girl dere's nothin' ta' worry 'bout." I said. "She exaggerates too damn much. Da woman said ma dad turned me in'ta' ah hoe!"
"Yuh neva chose to be ah sketel." She madly said. "shes de one dat tries to tun yuh into one."
"Its ok babes les' jus' drop dis conversation," I said once Malcom and his squad walked up to us.
"Hey beauties," He said hugging me.
"Hey," I said to him and his friends.
"How are y'all?" He questioned.
"We're Good," I responded once he turned towards me.
"Holy fuck,Loyalty wah' da fuck happen ta' yo' eye." He said.
"Nothin'." I replied.
"So it's black fo' no reason?" He shockingly said as I shook my head.
"I'm fine." I said trying to look away but my eyes just had to land on him... TayK.
Mmmm there's something about him, like his not a girl type. He doesn't care about anything at all. Out of everyone here he's the strange one.
If I may recall the last time I saw him look at me. Would be just than. For like 29 seconds. He has hella lot of attitude.
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