*Minor Language Warning Towards End*
You explained everything to Jensen. Even in the six months you two have been together, when he would ask about your family you would say it was a touchy topic and saved it for another time. Well, now was the other time. You explained to him what happened after David, the lowest time of your life, the drinking and sex, the fight with your family, and then the step into a new direction, which was acting. You explained to him how acting made you feel and how much you love it.
"Wow. Sweetheart, I- I wished you told me this sooner. I would have never called your Mother." Jensen kissed the top of your hand and pushed your hair behind your ears to clear your face.
"I...It's alright. Could we just eat for a bit?" You asked almost begging for your food. Jensen nodded yes and brought everything over to you. He had gotten your favorite breakfest, which was (Y/f/b). After eating for a bit, you asked him another question. "So, when are they coming and who all is so I can prepare myself."
Jensen bit his bottom lip and looked at his food. "Only your Mom and Brother are coming and they will be here in about an hour."
Dammit!
"Oh wow, okay." You were shocked that they were actually coming up. But also terrified. "Not my Dad at all?" Jensen looked up from his food and shook his head.
"When your mom spoke to me she said he was ill, babe. Really ill. But you knew that, didn't you? You know, not that it is any of my business but you are a bit selfish you know..."
You gave Jensen your best bitch face. "Care to explain Mr.?"
"Well you said that your brother told you could come home once you've changed," You nodded a yes. "Well, you changed into your normal self... years ago. You could've fixed this all with them. Your Dad is dying and you don't even pick up the phone at all. Just moving on from them like they are nothing."
You began to get angry again and pushed your food away. "Call me whatever you want. But until you go through everything that I went through, you can't say anything to me. After what they said to me? It hurt Jay. It hurt so much to hear how my family saw me..." You sighed as you began to cry.
"Well you all could've been adults and had an adult conversation. I know that I have never been through what you have been throught but your seemed to not care anymore. Your family was probably right about you for a bit."
"Excuse me?!" You raised your voice at him and he stood as well. What was wrong with him right now!
"You were being reckless and not respecting yourself. But you changed. You are better now. I love you so much for how you are! Just don't see the point in why you never called them!" The tears were streaming down your face and he spoke with force. "You just needed to grow up. Didn't it even occur to you that you were acting like a little kid not facing your freakin' family! " Jensen yelled in frustraion from this stupid fight and then immedtley hushed his voice from what he said. "Oh my gosh, babe. I, uh, I don't know what I'm saying."
You were shocked. Why was Jensen being so rude to you? Why isn't he sticking up for you. He began to walk closer to you and you pushed him away. "No. You don't get to hug me and say that you are sorry for what you just said. Like what the hell, Jay! This is my family. I know I don't have the perfect record for things but I would have never imagined you to say what you said to me." You were a red, hot mess. The tears flowed faster and you let them.
"I know babe. I am so sorry. I didn't mean it-"Jensen tried again to kiss you and you pushed him away again.
"Just get out-" You closed your eyes and took in a big shaky breath.
"What?" Jensen asked hesitantly, backing up slowly.
"I said get out!" You yelled and Jensen jumped a bit from the tone in your voice. You two hadn't had a fight like this yet and it scared the both of you. Jensen calmly grabbed his jacket and headed to the door. He glanced back at you but you were to upset to look at him. You heard the door shut and you broke down even more. You just had your first offical with Jensen.
Jensen's POV
"I said get out!" (Y/n) yelled at me and I jumped. She has never yelled like that at me before. I grabbed my coat and made my way to the door. I glanced back at her but she had her head faced the other way. I don't blame her. I was a total dick.
I quietly closed the door and moved down towards the elevator. I pressed the down button. I figured I should take a walk or somthing. I didn't want to go home because (Y/n)'s family was coming soon and I needed to be around for that, even if she still hated me.
The doors soon opened and I raised my head to see Dani standing there. I lifted my red eyes and she looked at me with complete fear. She jumped out of the elevator but I grabbed her arm. "She needs time alone. We had a fight. I'm going for a walk, I can explain everything if you wanna come with?" Dani nodded and moved back into the elevator with me.
Your POV
You raised your head from your hands and wiped the tears away. You felt bad for yelling at Jensen, but he was right. He always was. You moved your body a bit and your leg began to hurt, but you took the pain. You wanted the pain. You shifted again to loose the pain but it only made it worse. "Son of a Bitch!" You called out.
"Woah, still got that mouth I see..." You slowly moved your head from your leg and looked at the man and women entering your room.
"Matt?.....Mom? Wow, its been awhile." You gave a slight chuckle and took your leg out of the sling and set it on the bed.
(Your brother is the guy in the picture at the top)
"Hey sis. See you're still gettin' banged up....who did it this time? Another douche bag from a backroad bar? It's okay, tell the truth. I know you paid this "Jensen" guy to call us and pay for everything." Matt and your Mom moved closer to you and shut the door.
"Shut the fuck up Matt! Why did you even come if all you were going to do was beat up on me again?" You huffed and crossed your arms over your chest.
"(Y/n), please don't get worked up. We just want to talk, like adults." Your mom spoke. You nodded and remembered that Jensen had told you the exact same thing almost fifteen minutes ago. "You've changed. Your brother, father, sister, and I can see that. You have had much success in these past four years though, you never reached out? Why did you shut us all out?"
"B-Beacuse it hurt. I hated what I did to all of you. And everytime I wanted to call that conversation came up that we had last. I hated it. I hated myself." Tears were free flowing down your cheeks again.
"Baby, yes we were mad. Matt wanted to fly to Georgia to beat the living crap out of you. But, I held him back. I know you. You were going to get yourself out of it and you did. You are such a good actress (Y/n/n). I'm so proud of you." You gave your worried mother a soft smile then you brought you legs around the other side of the bed. "I am so sorry you felt the way you did. I am so sorry." She kept repeating she was sorry and I was starting to get annoyed. My mother and I never had a super close relationship when I was growing up, I was definitely a daddy's girl.
"Mom!" You startled her from your forceful voice. You pushed off the bed and wobbled a bit to get your balance. You knew you weren't supposed to be standing up and that Jensen and the doctor were going to kill you but you didn't care, you needed to stretch your legs. Your mom stood up with a worried glance but you waved her away. "Just stop apologizing already!" You sighed as you made your way to the window. Your leg was so painful to walk on and you whimpered when you moved.
"Hey, don't talk to Mom that way (Y/n). She's your mother for fucks sake!" Matt yelled and you flipped him off. "Oh real mature. See Mom, she hasn't changed. She's a fucking actress and faking all of this. This was a waist of time." Matt started to walk towards the door and you stoppd him.
"This isn't a fucking game Matt. I really am hurt and it hurts like a bitch, but I will be nicer if you apologozie to me. Apologize for what you have said to me and grow the fuck up and be my mature, older brother. You always said you would protect me but you never did and never will."
"Woah- what do you want me to do? Apologize to the Btich that left her family and was a total whore? Hell no!" Matt yelled louder and louder.
"Matthew and (Y/n)! Apologize this isntant!" Mom said calmly and you rolled your eyes.
You moved away from the window and the pain got worse as you were struggling to stand up. "Oh don't try to be our mother now. You're such a hypocrate! All the shit you said to me and one little 'I'm sorry' ain't gonna do shit- Ouch!" You looked down at your broken leg and noticed the what were once white bandages were now becmoing red.
"(Y/n)! Your leg!" Mom called out.
"Oh stop trying to care about me!" You yelled at her.
"STOP! Stop yelling at your mother! You are such a bitch! I though you actually were changed. I thought I️ had my sister back but I was thinking wrong." Matt huffed out.
"You always are wrong anyway, what makes this time any differnt? You are just older and even more of a dick who is sucking up to mommy like a sweet little baby boy who can't fucking grow up like I did!" You yelled at him and Matt's eyes filled with rage. He began to stomp towards you and you fainlty heard Mom call his name is the background because your blood was pumping so much. And before you knew it, he slapped you so hard across the face it sent you to hit your broken leg onto the coffee table and fall square on it.
You screamed out in pain as you fell on your leg and through your tears you could see your mom and brother bend down to you.
"Oh my god! (Y/n) I am so sorry! I didn't mean to!" You heard your brother cry out and you slightly nodded.
"M- Mom, it hurts! It hurts so much!" You cried as you lay on the floor.
"I know baby. Matt, go get a nurse! NOW!" Mom yelled at your brother. You could feel him leave and you looked up to your mom.
"Mom, call Jensen. Please!" You cried even more as the pain was too much.
"I will baby, shhh. I will!" She answered you but you counld't handle the pain nor the blood loss. You soon began to close your eyes until complete blackness surrounded you......
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