My heart is filled with the loss of trust.
My body is closed off,
And love is a must.
However I can't get close to anyone
Without thinking they are going to leave,
Because they all do.
I'm used to it.
And that will always be something on my mind,
How I can never trust someone,
Who says they will forever be by my side.
So when I get close to someone,
I start to drift apart from the shore that's safe,
And I go out in the open where it's cold.
Where my lungs will start to feel like they are trapped in a cage.
I have made many mistakes in my life,
And most of them are getting too close to people without realizing.
Soon they turn their backs,
And I am left alone.
They spread rumors,
That have come out of the unknown.
So when people say that I am their friend,
I get a small heart attack.
Because my mind starts turning,
And memories pass through my veins,
That made me regret trusting someone all over again,
No matter the dismay.