*can't get out of Alissa's P.O.V*
"so the last thing that you remembered was Ethan asking you if you loved him? correct?" my therapist says.
"yeah" I said fidgeting my fingers. The therapist look at his papers again.
"I love him" I mumble.
"What was that?" he looks up at me.
"I love Ethan. I can't I didn't have the time to say that to him I'm such a dumb ass I bet Ethan hates me" I yelled for some reason.
"oh come one he doesn't hate you he loves you and I know that, Ethan knows that you know that" he smiled.
"but.. never mind" i said getting up and grabbing my back-pack.
"well see you again later" he says leading me to the exit.
"Yeah see you later" I flashed a fake smiled at him and left the building and waited for Grayson. I could hear the song don't from across the street I just assumed it was Grayson. Grayson pulls up to me.
"Sup cutie" Grayson says unlocking the back door of his car.
"wow really you'er starting with the names" I smiled at him as I got in his car. It was just awkward amount of time.
"Grayson" I say.
"Yeah" he says looking at me from the front mirror.
" I want you to take me to Ethan"
"What do you mean" Grayson says with a confused look.
"I mean by I want to--"
"Yeah yeah i know you want to see Ethan but why, didn't he kidnapped you? you have freaking panic attacks" he interrupts me.
"Yeah but I love him some how" I say back.
"okay I'll what I can do" grayson says as he pulls up to my house.
"Well good give me a call on snapchat I ain't givin you my phone number" i say getting out of his car.
"Okay see you later sweet stuff" Grayson says making that tick noise with his mouth. I smiled at him and went into my house.
"MOM" I yelled. I walk around the rooms until I reached into the kitchen. There's a note on the fridge saying.
"Hey honey I went on a trip with grandma. jk i'm by myself i'm in cuba I hope you get better when i come back!"
I roll my eyes as I read it. I walk into my room where there was caution tape around it . I jump on my bed where i squeeze everything in one place. I when I stop being like a child I got up and left my room.
I sorry this is a short chapter I didn't have a brain to think some ideas at the moment well thanks for reading i mean watching wait no i mean reading this chapter i hope you guys stay tuned in for more chapters and last but not least be who you is and mwah