Based on this song and a story by wroetokatelyn called Letters that you should read if you are not already.
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Call coming through at 6:42 in the morning was something that Simon Minter did not expect. Who in there right mind would be calling at that time, he had just gone to bed after a long night off filming and editing. He did not even bother looking at who was calling, his vision blurry because he just woke up and he did not have his glasses on.
"Hello"
"Is your name Simon?" someone on the other end off the line asked, making Simon worried and confused, who was this and why was he calling
"Yeah"
"There was an accident, you were the last person that this person called, we need someone to tell us who's phone I'm using" Simon was quick to take the phone away from his ear and see who's phone this was
"Harry, you have Harry's phone, why do you have his phone" Simon asked as he was starting to panic a bit, what was happening, where was Harry, what had happened.
"Can you give us his full name?"
"What happened?" Simon asked again, his voice shaking
"Sir, we need a full name"
"Harry Chrisopher George Lewis, now tell me what happened" Simon said, trying to keep calm, but he had a terrible feeling and the person on Harry's phone refused to tell him anything.
"Can you give us a date of birth"
"WHAT HAPPENED, IS HARRY OK, I NEED TO KNOW IF HE IS OK" Simon almost cried as he screamed down the phone
"Sir, we just need these infronations and then we can tell you"
"24th of November 1996, now tell me, is Harry OK?"
"Your friend was in a car accident, we are taking him to St Mary's hospital"
"Is he alright, can you please tell me if he is alright" Simon cried
"I suggest you come here quickly"
"What does that mean, answer me, IS HE OK?" Simon screamed down the phone, but the line had gone blank. Making Simon scream and throw a glass that he had on his table at the wall.
"JOSH, JJ, VIKK, WAKE THE FUCK UP NOW! WE NEED TO GO, HURRY THE FUCK UP" Simon screamed as he ran down the hall, he needed everyone to wake up now, they had to go now, Harry needed them, there was something major wrong and Simon wanted to brake down, he felt a lump starting to grow in his throat and he wanted to cry, but he had to hold it together.
"What the fuck Simon, its 7am, fuck off" JJ moaned as he came out to the hall where Simon was screaming
"Harry was in a car accident, I will not fuck off, we need to go now" Simon spat back at JJ, he did not have time for this, he wanted to go right this minute.
"Shit" JJ muttered as he ran back into his room to get dressed, or that was what Simon was hoping for anyway.
"What did you just say? Vikk whispered as he came out into the hall, hoping he had heard wrong, Harry was fine, he had to be fine. Right
"Go and get dressed, we need to go" Simon whispered as tears were starting to spill,
"Si, is he alright, tell me he is OK"
"I cant Vikk, I cant, please go and get dressed" Simon said as he tried to wipe away the tears, Vikk was starting to tear up as well.
"I will go find Josh, we need to go, you both should get dressed" JJ then said as he walked past Simon, squeezing his shoulder, for some comfort, Simon and Vikk just nodded and both went to get dressed. While JJ went to wake up Josh
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The ride to the hospital was tense, the four Sidemen did not say anything, what was there to say anyway, they all just wanted to know, and the mood could be cut with a knife, everyone was tense.
"We should call Ethan, Tobi and the Cal's" Vikk suggested, not earning a reply from anyone.
"Guys, we need to let them know" Vikk said again, but there was still no reply, JJ sat silent in the front seat, Simon had his head burried in his hands and Josh was drving
"Fine, I'll do it myself" Vikk muttered pissed off
"St. Mary's remember that" Simon whispered out
"What"
"He got taken to st. Mary's"
"OK" Vikk whispered as he picked up the phone to call up Calfreezy, he could bring everyone.
"Vikk. What the hell, its 7:15 in the morning?"
"Harry is at the hospital"
"What the fuck are you talking about, he is here, asleep"
"Go check if you are sure"
What the hell Vikk, I saw him go into his room last night, he was fine, he was perfectly....... SHIT"
"Cal"
"He is not here, were are you, what hospital?"
"St, Mary's"
"I will wake up the rest, see you in a bit" Cal almost yelled down the phone and Vikk could here him scream at Callux before the line went dead.
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Everyone was there now, they were all together, hoping and praying.
Tobi was holding his cross and the others saw his lips moving, but they could not hear any words.
Simon had his head in his hands, just looking down on to the ground.
Vikk and Josh sat quitly, fiddeling with there fingers and trying to stay calm, but they both just wanted to brake down as they had no idea what had happened. Both not sure if they wanted to find out, no one had been there to talk to them yet, and they had been there for over 30 minutes.
Callux was just holding his stomach, claiming that he was feeling unwell. He was stressed, but they all where, the tense air in the room could have been cut,
Cal, Ethan and JJ were all just looking out the window, it was a beautiful morning outside, but they all feared that this beautiful day would soon turn sour.
"Does anyone want any coffee or anything?" JJ asked the group, but no one could reply, they were all quiet, they were worried, every single one off them was scared, scared that he would never be the same, scared about what he was going through, he was alone, he would need someone with him. They did not want him to be scared, they did not want to be scared any longer. This was torture for the boys, and they could not do anything but wait.
"Harry Lewis" a quiet voice asked and all eight men shot up
"Can we see him now?"
"Is he alright?"
"What happened?"
Hopefull voices off the men asked the young nurse who had been sent out to get them.
"Follow me, please" she said softly, as if she was trying to not give anything away, Simons heart started to sink. The knot was building up in his stomach and the lump in his throat was coming back, everyone was nervous, everyone was quiet as they walked down the hall, into a room where they saw a doctor and three nurses standing. With some chairs around the room
"Sit down boys" the doctor told them softly, making Simon, Vikk and Callux tear up, this could not be happening.
"Is Harry alright, please tell me he is alright" Calfreezy begged
"I'm so sorry, we did everything we could, but there was nothing that we could do for him"
"Please no, please dont say it" Tobi begged as he grabbed the cross he was wearing around his neck.
"I'm so sorry for your loss" eccoed through the boys head as Simon fell to the floor in tears, Josh grabbing him ad he tried his hardest to comfort Simon, but he just broke down as well. Everyone was in shock, tears were falling.
"Please, I cant lose him, he is my best friend" Cal begged as tears flooded down his checks
"We did everything we could, we tried everything"
"YOU SHOULD HAVE TRIED HARDER!" Cal screamed back as he was wrapped up in a hug by JJ.
"I cant do this"
"We are gonna get through his Cal" JJ said as he cried
"I dont want to get through his, I just want Harry, I want Harry back" Cal cried as he fell to the ground
"We all want him back" Simon managed to choke out as he held on to Josh and Ethan.
"He cant be gone, he just cant" Vikk cried as everyone looked up. Pain in there eyes, there was nothing that they could do now, baby Bog was gone from there lives, they would never see his smile again, they would never hear his laugh or see him angry.
"He never knew how much I loved him" Cal then cried out
"He knew, he knew how much we all loved him, he must know"
"I never got to tell him how much I do, I need him to know" Ethan broke down.
"You are gonna be OK, we all are" JJ tried to say to Ethan, but not really beleving it himself
"I DONT WANT TO BE OK, I WANT HARRY" Ethan screamed as he started to cry harder, everyone was broken, there was nothing that could fix this, the young boy was gone.
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No one wanted to leave the hospital that morning, everyone was in shock, this could not be happening, the youngest off the group
Gone, at just 20 years off age.
It hurt, it hurt like a knife had just been driven through the hearts off them all, they would not be fine, how could they, Harry had just been killed by a careless driver who ran the through a stop sign.
The day had turned, it was no longer a beautiful day, it was a sad day, a horrible day, a day that none off them wanted to be living.
Harry was gone, forever and would never return to them, and that hurt, it hurt them to think about, because they never wanted to forget there youngest, he would always be apart off them, a part off there lives and a part off there group.
Harry Lewis was gone, but they would never forget him.
He was unforgettable, and they all loved him.