READ THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE BOTTOM!!!!
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I am a little worried.
I mean. I hate him.
But at the same time, I don't.
Damn this is complicated.
I want to know what's wrong. I will ask Neil.
I pulled away from the crowd, away from my friends. And went backstage.Making sure Adam isn't around, I grabbed Neil's arm.
"Woah! Hey, it's just you. Brad told me you were here. I almost didn't believe him."
"I am here. Neil, can we talk somewhere else?"
He put on a serious face."Yeah, back here." he lead me to a small hallway.
"Neil, what's wrong with Adam?"
"I don't think I should be the one to explain. You should ask him. But not right now."
"Is there anything you can tell me? I just, I hate this, but I just want to make sure he is okay."
"Mmmm, I don't think so."
"Okay, thanks anyways. Did you have fun up there?" I asked changing the subject.
"Yeah, I guess. Not as fun as it used to be though."
"Yeah? Well you did great. I have to go okay, tell the guys I said hi."
"I will, thanks for coming tonight!"
I walked off to find Amanda, Aveline, and Kaylynn.
They were over by the dressing room knocking on the door.
"Hey, Amanda, I am going to be in the car."
"Okay." she whispered back.
Once I found the car, I got in and nearly fell asleep by the time they came back.
"Oh, my god. That guy with the blonde hair, is so hot." said Kaylynn
Aveline wasn't with us because she came by herself, probably expecting a ride home from Adam.
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Once they dropped me off, I went straight into the house.
"Hey, Ariel." said Shadow.
"What's up Shadz?"
"Nothing really, just listening to music."
"Greenday. Cool."
"Yeah. So what's up? How ya been?"
"Eh. Could be better I guess. But it could be worse too."
"Yeah. You wanna talk? No, let's sing!!!!!" she said.
Every once in a while, we strum a few chords and sing some random works.
"Yeah, I guess so. Actually, I want to here how this song sounds." I had been working on some songs lately, and I hadn't gotten any feedback from any one.
"Okay."
I went to go grab my my song book. I showed her the page I had been writing it on.
"This looks really good. I bet it sounds better though."
And she started to play it. And then she sang it.
Even her voice reminds me of Adam.
"Hey, actually, I am kinda tired. I am going to go to bed."
"Alright." she handed me the book, I left off to my room.
I dont need him.
I don't need him.
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