Italics = thoughts
Trigger warning – sexual assault
(For anyone who's already read the dream I'm deleting that part and just saying that she had a nightmare because yeah anxiety)
Dinner had past and it was now 7:00, everyone had 3 hours to just hang out with anyone in their cell division. And of course Finn stayed in his cell, Millie went to Grace and Sophia's cell and Jaeden stayed in his cell with Romeo.
Jaeden asked Romeo to stay with him, and that he just wanted to talk. Romeo agreed and asked what he wanted to talk about,
"Millie"
Jaeden said a bit too plainly, causing Romeo to sit up and look right at him
"I swear to god man if you like her I'm gonna–"
"I don't like her dude chill, I just wanna know why you're with her. Not that it's a bad thing just that I'm curious about you two. What are you gonna be doing with her?"
Jaeden said cutting Romeo off
"Oh um well, you don't know why I'm in here do you?"
He asked laying back down looking at the ceiling
"No, why are you in here?"
"Multiple counts of sexual harassment, multiple counts of sexual assault, multiple counts of rape & the beating of two 15 year old girls"
Jaeden say straight up after hearing this from Romeo and looked at him like he was crazy
"Oh, and I sexually harassed my gym teacher"
Romeo added on casually, making Jaeden's eyes go wide
"So, what are your intentions with Millie then?"
He asked in an almost scared tone
"To get as far as I can"
"...and what do you mean by that?"
"Look Jaeden she's a dumb Brit– she's super easy and she's already all over me. She thinks that I actually 'love' her and all that bull. Girls are so stupid."
Jaeden stayed silent waiting for Romeo to continue
"It's so easy to just take advantage of a girl, but the farther you take it with her, the more fun it gets."
Jaeden was almost ready to run out of there and ask a guard why he wasn't in the all boys division
"So basically I plan to rape Millie. It's gonna be super easy"
Jaeden didn't know what to do besides keep asking more questions
"Why?"
Was all that he could get out
"It's simple man, I just ache for that 'true love' feeling with someone, and when I don't feel it with them forcing them to have sex with me is the next best thing. I mean it feels pretty good, you've done it with Sophia right?"
Romeo asked getting a little too personal
"What? No, neither of us want to do that kind of stuff yet, We're just kids"
Jaeden explained
"But like if you ever do want to screw her you should really force her into it, girls are super hot when they're all freaked out, screaming and crying for you to stop. It's a blast man"
At this point, Jaeden was sure that Romeo was not only a juvenile delinquent, but a psycho too
"Uh, I need to use the bathroom"
Jaeden said getting up and making his way to the door
"Okay cool but look, if you tell anyone about this and I mean anyone. Just know that I've put a few kids in comas before when they tried to snitch on me..."
Romeo said trailing off letting Jaeden excuse himself to the bathroom. He was actually going to go to Finn's cell but now he wasn't so sure
Jaeden got into the bathroom and splashed his face with some water trying to clear his mind.
Shit, what am I going to do? Tell someone, Finn? No no no, I can't do that he'll find out and snap me in half like a twig. And I definitely can't say anything to Sophia because she'll also just go running to Millie. Am I just gonna let this happen? I mean he's probably not gonna actually rape her right? And even if he does she'll definitely resist and someone will surely hear her. I should be okay, if I just keep quiet and act like that whole thing never even happened—
I should be fine.
In this case, Jaeden was only thinking for himself. And not for Millie...
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Back at Grace and Sophia's cell, Millie and the two girls were playing cards since they didn't have much else to do.
"So, Millie, what do you think of Romeo"
Grace asked starting up a conversation
"Uh, he is the best boyfriend ever!"
Millie squealed emphasizing the word 'boyfriend'. Making Grace nudge Sophia and wiggle her eyebrows at her
"And what makes him the best 'boyfriend' ever?"
Sophia asked clasping her hands together and resting her chin on them
"It's that he doesn't talk much, all we really do is makeout and it's so nice! My lips practically belong to him"
Millie replied happily
"And didn't you just meet him yesterday?"
Sophia added
"And that means?"
Millie said starting to get a little mad
"You don't know him, Millie"
"And how the fuck would you know that, bitch?"
Millie snapped back at Sophia
"Okay okay, Sophia I think you should go get a drink of water while Millie and I have a chat"
Grace said breaking the two up before someone raised a hand, Sophia huffed and left for the bathroom
"She does have a point Millie..."
Grace trailed off
"What do you mean?"
"I looked at his records Millie, he's in here for Multiple counts of sexual harassment, sexual assault, rape & the beating of two 15 year old girls. And who knows what else he's done"
Millie was fuming, she was ready to slap Grace into another dimension
"Why the fuck does everyone here like to lie about my boyfriend?! Huh? Do you have some type of fling with Finn? Take him, I couldn't care less! Just leave Romeo and I alone, we don't need your bullshit drama in our lives"
Millie shouted storming out of the cell, only to realize she had no where else to go but back to her own cell.
Sighing she slowly walked back to her cell, which unsurprisingly didn't take long at all since Grace and Sophia's cell is right next to hers anyways.
She opened the door to see Finn passed out on his bed, then she noticed what looked like almost half a box of cigarettes scattered all around the cell. And all of them were used.
"Finn what the hell?!"
Millie shouted causing Finn to jolt up from his bed, almost falling off of it completely
"Oh, I see that you're back"
Finn said groggily
"Did you smoke my cigarettes?!"
"Only a few"
"Finn there's like half a box gone!"
"Well I didn't have any booze so your cigs were the next best thing"
"Why would you need booze?"
"I drink whenever I'm dep— never mind, Millie. I'm going back to sleep and don't wake me in the morning I don't want any breakfast"
Finn said turning over on his bed laying back down
"I just don't want you smoking this much Finn, you just had your first hit today and it's not good for you to use up so many at a time"
"You're no good for me, Millie."
Finn harshly spat
"Well fine then, I'm going to bed!"
Millie said not getting a response out of Finn, she quickly changed into her pajamas and went to bed.
What if, what if Grace, and even Finn are telling the truth? Grace is right I don't know Romeo that well, but I don't know anyone here that well. What if, what if Romeo actually does try something
(Long story short Millie has a nightmare about Romeo sexually assaulting her that I've decided to delete the dream already because I think it got a little too real and once again, anxiety.)
Millie woke up in cold sweat, her face covered in salty tears. She had the sudden urge to just wale out, after that dream she felt all kinds of things that she never wanted to feel.
She felt violated, harassed, used, and much worse. She let out some sobs covering her mouth hoping not to wake Finn, but she did.
"Millie?"
Finn said tiredly
"I-I'm sorry Finn, please just go back to
s-sleep"
Millie replied shakily, it was obvious she was crying
"Oh my god Millie, Are you okay?"
Finn said jumping out of his bed and rushing over to Millie. Now usually she would push him away but Millie really needed someone right now.
That's why when Finn put his hand on her shoulder to comfort her, she pulled him in for a hug. Pulling Finn onto her bed she cried into his chest and he eventually started to pet her hair in an effort to soothe her.
Finn didn't know why Millie was so upset, he never thought that Millie could even get like this. She comes off as such a strong and independent girl, not the one you'd be helping in the middle of the night.
Finn wondered if she had night terrors or something like that, but he wasn't about to ask as he saw it as rude. He just let Millie cry into his chest as he ran his hand through her hair.
Damn, was her hair soft. Just another feature to add to the list of reasons of why Finn is already falling for Millie.
Suddenly a large crack of thunder came from outside of the window startling the both of them. Then they just looked at each other in the darkness, both silently admiring each other.
Finn looked past Millie's tear stained cheeks and saw her cute little nose and her gorgeous brown eyes. He could fall into those eyes any day.
Millie was taking the time to look at the features Finn had that she hadn't noticed before. Like his incredible jawline or his cute freckles. Gosh, she wish she could flash back to when she was feeling that jawline.
No! What was she thinking she has a boyfriend who loves her– but he was the one in the dream, he was the one in the dream who, who assaulted her! Millie tried to convince herself that she only had the dream just because of what she was thinking another before she fell asleep.
Millie was finally able to stop her crying but she didn't move her head from Finns chest just yet, she found him, comfortable.
Finn took notice of this too but he didn't stop petting her hair, he continued on as he heard Millie's now soft and calm breaths.
And the two may or may not have feel asleep like that ;)
A/n
Holy shit even I like this book and I never like my own work.
Now I even wish I still did video edits because I'd make one for this book xD
Okeiiiii
That's all folks¡