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I hear the lightwoods telling Alec the bad news. I can hear him crying. I feel really bad for him. Yeah Izzy means a lot to me but not as much as she means to Alec. I feel a tear fall down my cheek. I wanna do something about it I really really do but there isn't anything I can do. Alec is usually the problem solver. But this is about helping. I wonder if a rune would help. Probably not. I think about things I could do but don't come up with anything. Gosh Alec means the world to me and if he is gonna be depressed so am I. I hate seeing my boy like this. Did I just call him my boy? I kindave like it though. I continue to think about a way I could help when it comes to me. I can call Magnus!!!
I pick up the phone and call him. I explain everything and he says he'll come over and see what he can do. But not for free. Wow nice. What a donkey...if ya know what I mean.I really need to check on Alec but I don't know if his parents are still in there. I want us to be alone. I know what you're thinking. No I am not gonna go and make out with him. I wonder what that would be like. No stop it Jace that's weird!
Maybe I am just curious. The emblem 3 song curious song comes to mind. Curious watcha gonna do something something. Not good with lyrics really. Maybe I am just curious. But I'm not gonna use Alec as my little sex experiment. He would hate me forever. He probably doesn't even have feelings for me! Maybe I am just wanting him. Woah not in the way ya think. Or maybe I do want him? I sigh. I don't know anymore. It feels like my world is falling to pieces.
I hear the lightwoods leave. Finally! But what am I gonna say to him? Hey sorry your sister might have cancer. I don't even know!!!!!!! I do know I am not gonna say that though!!!! I get up and walk out and start walking towards Alec's room when something pulls be back into my room and shuts the door.
It's Izzy. She looks furious. " He told you didn't he?!", She yells.
"Told me what?"
That he's gay! And you totally freaking ignored him!!! How could you do that Jace?! To your best friend??", she continues. Oh God I didn't mean to ignore him. I was just sad!!
"Izzy I was sad about you!", I say. She rolls her eyes. That is one of the reasons. But not the only one.
"Yeah freaking right Wayland! Tell me the whole truth!!!", she yells. I take a deep breath. I am really gonna confess.
"I think I'm in love with him."
CLIFF HANGER WITH A SIDE OF CONFESSION! Whatcha guys think so far? Am I doing good? Please comment and rate!!! Thank you guys for reading!!