FEELINGS IN MADNESS...a Journ...

By piinkwolf

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this book is my days your nights my madness your silence our dilemma a saving grace mysterious faces screams... More

A MINDFUL JOURNEY(pink floyd)
ENTERTAINING ANGELS(casting crowns)
JUST BECAUSE(pink floyd)
ALL ALONE IN HER ROOM...(sleeping with sirens)
SOMETIMES AND LULLABIES(bread)
Distortions(social distortion)
CHRISTI(Bon Jovi)
I'LL PRAISE YOU(casting crowns)
WHAT FAITH CAN DO(kutless)
Blue October
memories fade(Rebecca st James)
epiphany(staind)
A whiter shade of pale
My fear
dream girl
thoughts to an angel
Never talk to her when drunk
a gentle thought
SENT BY RAVENS
Finding Chinese
Highly sensitive people
Doubt
Suicide
Thinking Errors
Self injury
Pandy Post
Pandy Post 2
Period Misconceptions
A Poem
Silent Lucidity
Vaginal Care
IDENTITY: the ever changing definition
Darkness
The Rhwanda Genocide
How To Be Chinese
My son was a Columbine shooter
to this day...
harbour

A life without love

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By piinkwolf

TODAY I FELT ALONE. TODAY I FELT THAT YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME....
Today I felt that I really screwed things up by telling you that I loved you.
Today I felt scared because I thought you had left me.
Today I got on my knees and prayed to God that you wouldn't go away.
Today I cried because I felt I did something wrong.
Today I thought about you even more.
Today I wished you have a great day.
Today...I fell in love with you a little bit more..I'm thought about you a little bit more. I prayed for you more.
Yet all day you were gone, I looked for you thru-out wattpad. Hangouts..yet I couldn't find you. As my tears fell you magically appear..you kissed my swollen eyes..you wiped away my tears.
Do you ever wonder how it was I could even consider falling on love with you??
It was easy. Far easier to love you in secret then to admit my love to you...the chose to tell you "I love you" instead off keeping in the dark places in my mind.
I've opened my heart to you because you are amazing..
Adalaine Marie Guardian Shepherd with We Care found We_Care works page.

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