Josh's POV
Harry has been gone for almost a week now, and I'm starting to crave him, I miss him so much, I wish I had just gone with him, but I've not met his family yet, or not as his boyfriend, I've met them loads off times at events and all that, but then I was just one off the Sidemen, now I'm his boyfriend, and I'm not even sure if they know about our relationship. my parents don't even know that me and Freya broke up, and how can I bring myself to tell them that I broke up with her for Harry. But I'm so exited that he is about to arrive, he told me he would land at 12pm, so It should not be to long as it was already 1pm.
"hey Josh" Harry yells as he comes barging in the door
"hey, I missed you so much" I say as I wrap him into a hug, I did miss him so much, but I understand why he goes home so much, he has a lot off family and friends over in Guernsey that he wants so see and hang out with, and it's not as easy for him as it is for everyone else in the Sidemen, we can just drive home and see our family if we want to, but he has to get a plane or a boat to get there so he is there for a few days at a time.
"how are you, did you miss me?" Harry asks me as I hug him for a long time, I don't really want to let him go anytime soon
"no not at all" I say, trying to be funny but Harry does not laugh, he just shakes his head and smiles
"liar, I can see it on your face, you have been hugging me for 5 minutes now, but it's OK because I love you" Harry tells me as he gives me a quick kiss
"fine, I missed you so much"
"knew it"
"but I need to talk to you about something" I tell him as I sit him down on my bed and I myself sit down in my chair
"you sound serious, is everything OK?" Harry asks and I can see that he is worried
"I was just wondering about something and I want you to tell me the truth"
"I never lie to you" Harry said shocked
"I never said that you did, babe listen to me first OK?" I say to him as I take his hands into mine, and Harry just nods as he looks down to the floor, I lift his chin up and kiss him, making him ease up a bit
"did you tell your family about us?"
"no"
"when are you going to do that?" I ask him
"I don't know, when I can work up the nerve to do so I guess, I don't know how to tell them that I'm bi and now in a relationship with a boy after I had been with Katie for almost 3 years, and they all liked her a lot, so I'm not sure when or even how I'm going to do it" Harry rambles on
"Harry, I've not even told my parents that I broke up with Freya, so you are a step closer than me" I tell him and he just looks at me stunned
"but it's been almost 6 months, when are you going to tell them?" he asks me
"I don't know, me and Freya were together for so long, she is like a family to them, they all wanted me to propose to her"
"everyone thought that you were solid and then we happened" Harry whispers, he still blames himself for the brake up, because he kissed me before I managed to brake up with her, and she walked in, and all the yelling that happened in the house that night was enough to last me a hole year, Freya screamed at Harry, and then screamed at me, and then at us both before she ran out, only to come back with some off her friends the next day to get all off her stuff and scream at me some more.
"hey, none off that, I love you, I know what you are thinking about, and don't, because I love you and only you" I tell him as I pull him into a hug
"we need to talk to our parents" Harry then said as we broke apart
"I know, we need to tell them, because I don't want to hide this anymore, I want to be able to hug you and hold your hand out in public, I don't wan to take part in this hide and seek game anymore" I say as I just nod
"I'm going to make my coming out video, we can announce our relationship later, but first I need to tell my family"
"I'm proud off you, I'm going to call my parents as well, better to get this over with quickly"
"how long should we wait until we tell the fans?" Harry asked as he stood in the door, he was ready to go and talk to his family, even if he was going to do it via skype.
"should we say a month, let everyone get used to this first"
"deal" Harry said as he smiled, then he walked out off the door with his phone pressed up against his ear, I'm so proud off him for actually calling them, and now it's my turn to do the same.