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ethan's pov
My eyes shoot open from my sleep, feeling a hand palm me through my briefs. I look up to see Carter hovering over me, our lips inches apart. She looks down at me, her eyes filled with lust.
"C-Carter. Wha-what are you doing," I barley get out, trying to keep in my moans.
She shushes me, lowering her head and placing wet, sloppy kisses onto my neck surely leaving marks.
"C-Carter," I moan. I slip my hands into her shirt, feeling her. She quickly grabs my wrists, roughly setting back onto my sides.
"No touching," she whispers. Her lips softly attaches to mine, and I kiss back instantly. Her tongue swipes my lips, asking for entrance. I open my lips letting her in desperately.
Her fingers hook at the waistband on my shorts, slowly and teasingly pulling them down.
Her lips come off mine, slowly inching her way to face my bulge.
Her hazel eyes make eye contact with mine, before fully pulling down my pants, making my length visible.
Carter doesn't hesitate to begin, as she places both her hands on it, stroking it at a fast pace. Her lips attach to the tip, making me moan.
I watch her as she bobs her head up and down, making me a moaning mess. I grab a fistful of her hair, unable to keep myself from touching her, like she said I couldn't do.
I throw my head back once becoming undone. She sits up onto her knees, making sure I could see her before she swallows the cum in her mouth.
She climbs onto me again, kissing the corner of my mouth, then backing away a few inches.
"Ethan," she whispers.
"Ethan,"
"Ethan!"
I jolt up, when a slap is hit onto my cheek. I look around puzzled, seeing Carter looking at me confusingly.
"You okay there, bup?" She chuckles, sitting on the bed next to me.
"Uh-yeah," I shake my head and sit up completely.
"You know you were moaning right?" She grins, tilting her head to side.
"No I wasn't," I say quickly.
She laughs, "Okay.. whatever you say." She gets up, opening my door and running down the stairs, but not before telling me there's breakfast, as well as guest at our home.
I sigh, getting up off the bed and going into the bathroom to take a quick shower.
I can't believe I had a wet dream about my bestfriend.
She doesn't have feelings for me, so why would she ever think of giving me a blowjob?
I strip from my clothing, and turn on the water to where it's not too hot but not too cold either. I step in, letting the warmth take over my body. I let out a satisfied sigh, and start to shampoo my hair, and do all the shower things people do.
I deeply have feelings for Carter, and the thought of her finding out makes me scared for some reason. I'm scared she'll put me down, and tell me we should just be friends. I'm scared she'll love someone else at the same moment I confess my feelings toward her. But most of all, I'm afraid that whatever we have now will be ruined once we break each others hearts, or something.
She means the world to me, and I honestly don't have the confidence to tell her at all.
I would be crushed if she were to ever put me down. I'll admit, I did think I loved Lacey, but she was kind of my distraction from Carter.
When I found myself liking Carter more and more, my fears were threatening to come true. And that's when I asked Lacey to be my girlfriend, of course. She was basically a distraction, but when I found out she was cheating on me, I felt almost relieved. It was only like I was losing a friend more than a girlfriend.
And yes, telling Carter that I think I loved Lacey was a bad choice. But I couldn't help it. I did think I loved Lacey, I did. But, I'm only at a young age, I don't even fully understand what love is.
Long story short, Lacey was to make Carter jealous. And let's just say, it didn't work.
I turn off the water from running, and get out of the shower. I ruffle my hair with a towel, before wrapping it around my waist.
Exiting the bathroom, I walk over to my room, shutting the door. I change into an outfit, and dry off my hair completely, before running down the stairs, hearing many voices talking.
I spot Carter talking to someone who looked very familiar, but I couldn't see who she was because her back was faced toward me.
"Ethan, sweetie," my mom comes out of no where, startling me.
"Yeah?" I ask, glancing over Carters direction once more.
"Where's your brother?" She asks, raising an eyebrow.
"I don't know. Maybe sleeping," I shrug.
"Okay, well go say hello to our guest, why don't you?" She starts to walk off but I call for her, "Yes?"
"Why are people here?"
"You forgot?" I give her a confused look, "Cameron came back from collage for a bit. Go say hi," I nod.
I walk over to Carter, and she spots me walking towards her way. She points at me, and the girl she was talking to turns around.
"Ethan!" Cameron says, coming in for a hug. I hug back instantly, "Hey, Cam" I chuckle.
"How are you? Haven't seen you guys since what? Last Christmas?"
"I've been good," I tell her.
We continue conversation, catching up on one another's lives, when I realize that Carter has disappeared somewhere, and that more people probably want to talk to Cameron.
"I'll talk later Cam," she nods going over to talk to our cousins, and aunts and uncles.
I walk through the kitchen, and open the back door that leads to our backyard. There, I see Carter sitting on the cement floor, near the grass as she pulls a couple grasses out, and throwing it back onto the ground.
I walk up to her, taking a seat right next to her on the ground. She doesn't make eye contact, nor does she admire my presence.
"What's wrong," I ask, knowing something's up with my bestfriend just by her body posture.
"I need some advice," she mumbles.
"For what?"
A sigh escapes her lips, "There's this guy," once those words leave her mouth, my heart stings, and I wish I hadn't came out here. "He's a very... special guy. And.. I love him a lot," she says.
I stare at her, my cheeks becoming hot from the tears threatening to spill out, but I don't let them. I'm embarrassed.
"But, something is kinda telling me I can't have him," she mumbles, resting her head on my shoulder.
"Is that 'something' your mind?" I ask her, leaning back a bit, holding myself up with my arms. I lay my head onto hers, letting out a sigh.
"Yes," she whispers.
I stay silent for a couple seconds before saying, "Don't listen to your mind. Listen to your heart. Everyone knows that," I chuckle.
"Yeah," she lightly chuckles back.
I bring my hand up to touch her hair, and doing so brings my wet dream into memory again. I still can't believe that shit happened. It felt so real. Now, I can't help but think,
What if it was real?
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HEY YALL END OF CHAPTER 11
I DECIDED TO MAKE A WHOLE CHAPTER ON ETHANS POINT OF VIEW AND ITS SOOOOO MUCH EAISER WRITING FROM HIS POV
Hope you enjoyed this chapter, please don't kill me from the dream part lol. 😂
I normally don't write smut but yolo ✌🏻️
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