Warning: it will be boring 😒😭
Y/N's POV
"I'M KILLING HER Y/N! OKAY?!" I heard Amber yell and I groaned in my sleep not knowing what she talking about.
"Huh?" I hummed loudly and she stomped into the room where I was.
"I am fucking killing Camila Cabello when we get back okay? No matter what you say I'm still gonna do my own damn thing." Amber crossed her arms and I saw Erica walk in sleepily scratching her stomach as she yawned.
"What's going on?" She asked looking down at me and I shrugged tiredly.
"God you look so warm I just wanna snuggle." She pouted and I giggled rubbing my feet together before looking at Amber.
"What did Camila do?" I asked in a frown and she showed me a picture that privately sent by Dinah.
It was them on a dance floor as Lauren held her closely- wait a minute... Is she touching my babygirl's ass? Wait..Camila is hella close to her face-
"What the fuck is this shit?" I asked with a frown and scrolled through Dinah's text messages.
"That's what I'm saying!"
Dinahsaur💖: I'm not tryna be a bitch and call my best friend out but do you think this looks wrong? *inserts pic*
Dinahsaur💖: I mean you did tell me to tell you anything that happens between C and L..?
Amburnn🔥: ....Does that look wrong? What kind of question is that DJ? Are you blind? Would you be dancing like that with someone else if you were dating someone???
Dinahsaur💖: Well they are best friends Amb ?
Amburnn🔥: Lauren still has strong feelings..you can't be just friends with someone you once loved and that person still loves you smh
Dinahsaur💖: Uhm..E and Y/I (Your Initials) are best friends
Amburnn🔥: Because Erica's a weird bitch who acted like she didn't care but it bit her in the ass and now she's alone..LMAO that's funny poor her
Dinahsaur💖: You're so fucked up 😂😂
Amburnn🔥: Anyways Y/NN focused more on the band than her. She got over her after a year..well almost a year. Erica remained the same. She acted like she didn't care so she could let Y/N move on boop bop.
Dinahsaur💖: That's quite cute actually
Amburnn🔥: Yep it may sound that way but it wasn't fun mending up Erica's heart. Fucking DANISH bitch cried for days I HAD TO COOK FOR HER 😭😭 I love her stupid ass tho.
Dinahsaur💖: Just her ass?
Amburnn🔥: Bitch bye I do not see Erica like that 😷
Dinahsaur💖: Okay okay ! We totally got off topic! Should I talk to Mila and see what's going on?
Amburnn🔥: idk I'm going to tell Y/N tho what if Mila doesn't tell her? Y/N should at least know what went down.
Dinahsaur💖: I don't think anything happened tho they were just really close.
Amburnn🔥: It don't matter..you're not supposed to dance with your ex like that
Amburnn🔥: Asjksjs especially when that ex is still in love with you smh
Dinahsaur💖: I get it I'll talk to Mila tonight tho...only if she doesn't pass out before I say anything.
Amburnn🔥: Kkk
Amburnn🔥: Omg
Amburnn🔥: KK** BITCH IM BLACK HOW IS MY OWN PHONE RACIST TO ME??
Dinahsaur💖: 😭😭😭😂😂😂👏🏽 omfg I'm laughing
"You guys are fucking weird." I spoke and she smiled innocently at me.
"I know tanks." She smiled before taking the phone and I looked at Erica who was now underneath my blankets rubbing her cold feet on mine.
Something she does before falling asleep it was quite annoying sometimes but it was her. I looked at her more intently and thought back on the text messages. So did she care? It would make sense to leave me alone when she was the one who cheated. Relationships like that rarely work out.
"What?" I caught her whisper as her eyes were closed and I cleared my throat forgetting I was looking at her.
"Uh nothing sorry I zoned out." I chuckled lightly and she smiled sleepily before cuddling into my arm.
"Time to text Camilaaa." I heard Amber say and she poked me with my own phone.
"You live for drama don't you?" I shook my head and she shrugged.
"Not really but I just wanna look out for you, you're my sis too she'll catch my hands if she has to." She said looking at her nails and I sighed chuckling lightly.
"I trust Camila I know she wouldn't do something with Lauren." I said and she hummed an "mhm" as she looked through her own phone.
Papi😋: Good morning baby 😘
"Really good morning baby? Tell that bitch off-"
"Hush Amber." I rolled my eyes and looked at my phone.
Babygirl💋: I have such a huge headache but hi baby ☺️
Papi😋: What did you do last night?
Babygirl💋: We all went out for Lauren's birthday.. She got wasted lol idk where she's at now though.
Papi😋: You sure you don't know where she's at?
Babygirl💋: I'm suree? You okay?
Papi😋: Yep I'm allll gravy
Babygirl💋: 😂Okay weirdo lmao
Papi😋: I thought you didn't like drinking that much?
Babygirl💋: I don't really but it was Lauren's birthday and everyone was drinking with us.
"She a lie Dinah said they all split up and Lauren and Camila stayed together."
"Just shut up Amber."
Papi😋: Dinah wasn't with you tho? She and Amber were texting last night.
"Quit bullshittin'! Just call her out already."
"Fine! Fuck."
Papi😋: Camila what happened between you and Lauren last night?
Babygirl💋: Nothing?? We didn't do anything besides drink and dance.
"Give me the damn phone-"
"AMBER NO!"
Papi😋: Well in my opinion you two were too close for my liking Cami.
"Amber give it back!"
Babygirl💋: I'm sorry babe it wasn't like that..Were you there? Are you in town?!
Papi😋: No I'm not in town Camila there's a couple pictures circulating and I didn't think they looked right.
Babygirl💋: Nothing happened between her and I, Y/N
Papi😋: So she didn't flirt with you at all? The truth comes out when you're drunk
Babygirl💋: I can't control her mouth baby I'm sorry she did.
Papi😋: Did YOU flirt back?
"Amber fucking stop." I was starting to get mad and I didn't like that.
"Just wait!" She yelled texting my girlfriend while I tried taking it from her.
Babygirl💋: No Y/N and if I did it wasn't intentional.
"Ha! So she could have flirted back!"
Papi😋: Hm
Babygirl💋: If you don't trust me then just tell me smh
Papi😋: I do trust you Cami I just don't trust her and what she can do.
Babygirl💋: Tbh I really don't wanna have this conversation again. I just wanna be happy with you and stop this fucking hangover.
"AGAIN? Y/N!"
"Shut the hell up! Erica is sleeping and yes again." I huffed snatching my phone away and walking out of my room.
Papi😋: Just know if something happens in any kind of way Lauren is getting hit with either my fist or my car.
Papi😋: That ass is mine babygirl not hers.
Babygirl💋: Yes daddy😏
"Guys! Let's get this show on the road! We have a YouTube interview in an hour." Rob yelled and I sighed knowing I had to wake Erica up and a cranky Erica wasn't good.
"Damnit." I sighed and walked back into my room.
"Er, hey come on we gotta go-"
"No." She grumbled kicking her legs and stuffing her head in my pillows.
"Erica don't make me do it."
"If you tickle me I will tare your dick off." She mumbled loudly into my pillows and I internally whimpered at the nonexistent pain.
"Fine just let me- yep here we go."
"No." She pouted as I took her in my arms and carried her out.
"Let's go!" I smiled and they looked at us before shaking their heads.
"Thank god Erica isn't acting like a bitch-"
"I will pop all of your soccer balls Nat the break your leg while at it." Erica grumbled against my chest and I giggled lowly as we walked down the hall.
"Be nice." I whispered and she sighed holding onto me with a yawn.
"Y/NN must have some angel arms because you sure look blessed in them." Amber commented to Erica with a roll of her eyes and Erica sighed heavily.
"I'm just trying to sleep shut up." Erica mumbled and we walked out of the elevator.
"Go to the van I'll check out of the hotel." Rob said and we nodded as we started to leave but then noticed paparazzi outside.
"Just hurry up." Natalie said in a protective manner and we nodded as Jorge opened the van door for us.
I held onto Erica tighter and she smiled lightly against my chest as we walked out and they instantly started to snap their pictures.
"Hey girls how is your day going?"
"Good thanks."
"Is Erica your girlfriend Y/N?"
"Nah." I laughed and set Erica in the van before waving politely at them.
"Amber! We've seen you getting cozy with Jaden Smith-"
"Nope. I'm single as shit guys I met him once." She laughed and hopped in the van.
"Bye!" We yelled and they kept snapping their pictures.
"Ugh they may be nice but I dislike all of them." Amber got comfortable in her seat and Erica put her head in my lap.
"Yeah sure just be quiet." Erica whispered as I ran my hands through her hair.
"Loser."
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Camila's POV
"Fuck." I sighed and got up from my bed to go to the restroom.
Quickly taking a shower then stepping out and getting dressed in some skinny jeans and Y/N's black tee shirt. I walked out of my room with damp hair and made my way to the kitchen to get some pain killers.
"Hello Camilaa." I walked past Ally and she handed me a piece of bacon.
"Hi Ally." I mumbled as my head started throbbing again which made me quickly pop the pills in my mouth.
"Hurts huh?" She giggled and I smiled at her bubbly self.
"Yeah-"
"Camz!" I heard Lauren's voice exclaim at me and I sighed looking at her.
She was the reason why Y/N and I were starting to argue a little and I didn't like it one bit. What Y/N and I had was one of a kind.
"Yeah?" I asked not wanting to really talk to her.
"I-I'm so sorry! It's like I had no control of my words-"
"Okay shut up come on." I said cutting her off once Ally started looking at me weirdly.
I took her into my room and I sat down on my bed while Lauren sighs heavily,
"Camzi I swear I didn't mean to ruin it again, it was like I had no control of my mouth and I said this shit. I tried being your friend but I guess my drunk ass got in the way again." She huffed irritated with herself and I looked down at my feet.
"I don't wanna ruin anything with you and Y/N-"
"Trust me you're not I know what I'm doing. The only way it'll be ruined is if we did something and we didn't all you do is flirt and I don't. That's your doing not mine plus Y/N is actually really understanding so we're fine." I said crossing my arms and she sat next to me looking into my eyes.
"Look I may have meant what I said last night but I really do wanna be your friend. I rather have you as my friend than nothing at all." She said and I looked down at my feet again as she stared at my features lovingly.
"I just miss you sometimes that's all." She whispered mostly to herself and I bit my lip.
"And I used to miss you too." I shrugged and she looked at me more intently.
"C-Can I ask you a question though? I may be not so friendly but I just need to ask."
"What?"
"If Y/N wasn't in the picture would you give me another shot?" She asked and I felt myself tense up because I honestly didn't know the answer.
I didn't know and I hated myself for it.
"Us another chance?" She asked once more and I bit my lip and shrugged.
There was no point in lying when she knew when I was lying anyway so I shrugged.
"I don't know exactly." I mumbled and she gave me a small smile.
"Camz." She whispered and I looked at her while she stared into my eyes.
"I won't tell anyone you know? And I'm not trying to push you either I just need an answer."
"Maybe." I answered and she looked at me with the softest look she's ever given me.
"But I don't know I see myself with Y/N more than I see myself with you and I know it hurts but it's the truth."
"I know." She says with a small smile and I returned it.
"I won't try anything Camz but do you love me in any way?" She asked and I took a deep breath and looked at Lauren once more.
I examined her features and smiled, "I love you," I paused so I could get my words right, "I love you because you are my first love and that's how it's going to be."
"I'll always love you Lauren always but not in the way you want me to." I said and I watched her eyes shine a bit before going dull a little.
I knew I broke her heart a little but it was the truth I didn't think I could ever love her the way I loved Y/N again.
I leaned in kissing her cheek and stood up as she looked at me with a longing look. Before I walked out she spoke,
"I love you so much." She sighed and I looked back at her once more.
"I know Laur." I whispered and walked out of my room ready to start my day.
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Hope y'all enjoyed and if you didn't then there's always a next chapter.
Have a great day or night beautifuls x
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