I think im done.
done with being alone.
done with fighting.
done with pretending
done with hiding behind fake faces.
I think i am dying.
i think my heart just wants to stop.
i think my soul is shattered.
i think i have broken
every bone in my body,
your trust in me,
and my trust in myself.
I have lost myself
I have lost my war
I have lost all who loved me.
I have lost my courage, and strength to fight for what i believe.
I have lost so much over the past three months, but I started losing it all when i first thought that i had lost you in the hurricane of emotion that followed me having my heart broken, and caused yours to bleed. Oh my friend that is more than a friend please stop torturing me. Please stop trying to take your own life, and look to the lord. because if you go a large piece of me will go too and i fear that it may be to large for time to heal.
~Amen father in heaven