Can't Say - Jung Hoseok

By park_pabo

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"you're not going to tell her, it's something you shouldn't say. it's something you shouldn't even think twic... More

part zero - preview
part one - introductions
part two - the destroyer of geometry
part three - parenting class
part four - flower boys
part five - a secret admirer
part six - the librarian
part seven - the three dollar bet
part eight - friendship
part nine - bad things
part ten - a date with a friend(s)
part eleven - heart beat beat beat
part twelve - company
part thirteen - make it up to him
part fourteen - nothing to fear, nothing to hide
part fifteen - daydream daydream
part sixteen - new parents
part seventeen - where does the pain go once the rain stops
part eighteen - regret
part nineteen - boundaries
part twenty - the punch of a lifetime
part twenty one - the comfort of a nurse bed
part twenty two - the universe picks favorites
part twenty three - bright lights
part twenty four - a true friend's heartache
part twenty five - a sister's suspicion
part twenty six - a word of advice
part twenty seven - a false identity
part twenty eight - stay by my side
part twenty nine - another incident
part thirty - heal
part thirty two - a happy ending
part forever - epilogue
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part thirty one - together forever

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By park_pabo

you couldn't but smile after seeing jimin and hoseok shake hands like that, it was like the universe was finally balanced and in place. just seeing the way jimin looked made you happy, he was finally forgiven for his wrong doings.

jimin looked over at you and gave you a reassuring smile, a smile just screamed how thankful and joyful he felt about his apology. of course, the actions he committed would forever be in his history, but for now, it was pardoned.

jimin wiped his nose with his sleeve and sniffled, "are you really okay with us just being friends like this?"

hoseok nodded his head and smiled, "of course."

jimin scratched his head in embarrassment, "why on earth did i ever bully a nice guy like you?"

"because you're stupid." jungkook said, earning a glare from his friend. jungkook only snickered as taehyung elbowed him laughing.

"shut up, jungkook," jimin fired back, making jungkook smirk at jimin for not fighting him back.

"no balls, chimchim," taehyung giggled, but soon hid behind jungkook as jimin threatened him with a hand motion of smacking the shit out of him.

you smiled the whole way through the visit, looking at your friends with such endearment made you become a better person. you've also realized that through meeting hoseok, you've become a happier person. you hardly cursed, you weren't as snappy, and not to mention you smiled way more often. maybe something about him made you have a change of heart.

"we better get going," jungkook announced, "it's getting dark out."

"are your parents home?" jimin asked.

"yeah, they'll kill me if i don't show.." jungkook scratched the back of his neck and walked up to jimin, in an instant the small boy's head was being rubbed by the tall boy. "don't do stupid shit like that again, okay?"

"okay, okay!" jimin grumbled, swiping jungkook's hand away. jungkook's only response was a somewhat relieved look.

"it's good to have my best friend back."

"i never left, kookie."

"mhm, whatever." jungkook flicked jimin's forehead before leaving.

you and the rest of the people in the room started laughing as jimin yelled in annoyance.

"why is he always like this to me?!" jimin whined.

"relax, hyung, you know jungkook loves you~" taehyung smirked.

jimin only huffed, "he better."

you and hoseok exchanged glances at each other, hoseok looking directly at your gorgeous eyes. you looked out the hospital window and did notice how dark out it was getting, you puffed your cheeks and grabbed hoseok's wheelchair from behind.

"we should get going too."

"eh?" hoseok looked up at you, "me and you are going?"

"well duh," you chuckled, "to your hospital room of course, i've already contacted your family and they're glad i'm in charge of you."

"aigoo~" hoseok pouted his lips, "i can take care of myself, (your name)."

you only rolled your eyes and headed him towards the exit, "says the guy that ended up in a wheelchair."

"i'm not helpless, (your name)!"

"hush, hobi," you turned your back and smiled at jimin, "goodnight, pabo."

jimin smiled back at you and waved, "goodnight."

taehyung stood there awkwardly and looked back at you and jimin, "uh-"

"tae."

"yeah?"

"you should probably go home and feed your dog," you giggled as taehyung nodded, as if forgetting he had a pet in the first place. taehyung proceeded to say goodbye and left the hospital room.

--

once everyone left, you and hoseok made your way down into the hall towards his hospital room. you had rolled him all the way there since his back was still in pain due to what happened earlier, it made your heart ache just thinking about it, but that was over now and everyone was forgiven.

of course everyone's relationship with one another will be different, especially hoseok and jimin's, but you just knew deep down that it will be positive and a new beginning.

once you had entered the room, you and hoseok stopped in front of his bed and were quiet for a few seconds.

"so...(your name)?" hoseok spoke up.

"hm?"

"how're we gonna get me on the bed?"

you pouted.

"i actually have no idea," you said honestly, "i might not be able to carry you on there."

"it's fine," hoseok grinned and tried to get up his seat, "i think i can make it to my bed atleast."

"but your back-"

"it's fine." hoseok shook his hand at you and actually managed to make it to his bed. you were amazed after seeing him succeed, he was able to lay on the bed as you covered him in the soft white covers.

you tucked him in, nice and snug as he sighed happily and closed his eyes and smiled. you couldn't help but yet again stare at him. even at night, in such a dark room, he was still glowing. his long eyelashes attracted you, and not to mention the cute beauty mark on his cupid's bow. as the moon shone brightly into the room, your eyes traced the soft glow on his cheeks and how naturally flushed they were.

"ooh," hoseok cooed, "i never would've thought that you would be so attracted to me like this, even after everything's back to normal."

"shut up," you elbowed him laughing.

hoseok smiled and took your hands in his, "(your name)."

you gulped and the sudden gesture, making your heart race as you felt his soft hands. you looked down and noticed how he was holding your hands, tender and gentle. he held them as if you were frail, but the grip was strong enough to want to protect you.

"y-yes..?"

hoseok looked deeply into your big, gorgeous eyes. it was as if everything in the world had stopped, and the only thing he can see was you. his breath hitched as he put on a classic smile of his on his face.

hoseok leaned in towards you, sitting up as his hand traced down your jawline. after the seconds of you being your flushed self, he finally was able to speak.

"i never would've imagined things would come to this."

"what do you mean?"

"us forgetting each other, us finding each other, and," hoseok smiled with sincerity, "us falling for each other all over again.."

you smiled as you noticed how red his cheeks were, "you know what's weird though, hobi?"

hoseok tilted his head at you as you propped yourself onto his bed, looking down at your feet. the moon was shining bright enough for you to look amazing, and for the first time, you were the one glowing instead of hoseok.

"what's weird?"

"to tell you the truth," your eyes met with his, "we never really fell for each other all over again."

hoseok swallowed as he sat a bit uncomfortable, "what?"

you suddenly realized what you had just said, and turned quickly to face him as you placed your hand on him. "not like that! i just mean.. well.."

you grinned as you realized why you were saying those words, "it's because me and you both were slowly falling for each other, and neither of us even admitted it to each other until we got our memories back. but that doesn't change anything, because i realized that when i was dating jimin,"

you leaned in and pecked hoseok's soft lips, "i couldn't go a day without thinking about you, because i had liked you so much."

hoseok sat there in shock, his lips still feeling that tingling sensation from your short peck.

"i guess i just always knew i liked you, but i was too caught up with jimin to admit it. i'm sorry-"

in an instant, hoseok grabbed your small frame and engulfed you in a hug. "(your name).."

"yes, hobi?"

hoseok couldn't help but start balling onto your shoulder, "aish! why're you like this to me? you're making me so happy right now, you know that?!"

you giggled as you wrapped your arms around his neck, "i forgot how much of a sissy you were."

"stop ruining the moment, (your name)!" hoseok sobbed, hugging you tighter in his arms.

you allowed hoseok to cry on you for a few seconds, feeling how tightly he was holding you. hoseok had never wanted to let you go, you were too important to him.

through all the tribulations, heart breaks, and hospital visits, you and hoseok had managed to make it through your last school year, and falling for each other after three years of not knowing who each other were. and to be honest, it felt amazing. you fixed jimin and jungkook's broken friendship, you and taehyung were able to make amends with each other, and of course, you were able to find your boyfriend.

"hoseok-ah," you called, using his first name properly as you were serious, "i love you."

after a few moments of silence, hoseok only replied by tightening his grip around your waist,

"i love you too, so, so much, (your name)."

--

seokjin sighed as he was starting to realize he was missing his one true pairing so much. he hadn't seen you and your friends for about a week, since you all wanted to take a break to take things in and forget about school.

that, and taehyung and them wanted to skip.

it ticked seokjin off as he noticed that that was something students would do, but he knew why of course. the principals had told him and the teachers who had you, hoseok, taehyung, jungkook, and jimin in their class about the current situation. that being jimin and hoseok hospitalized after the argument between the two.

but what made seokjin happy, was that he knew that it was definitely over you.

seokjin smiled, just thinking about it, making him jump and hold his magazine in the air. "yes! oh my goodness, i am so happy!"

seokjin stayed standing there, smiling like an idiot. well, that was until a certain librarian just so happened to whack the parenting teacher on the side with a book.

"stop standing there, you look stupid." yoongi groaned, finally finding a seat by the nearest table closest to him.

"excuse me?! i look gorgeous!" seokjin pouted, crossing his arms.

yoongi only replied by moving his hand back and forth, signalling he didn't care. both heads turned towards the sound of a chuckle entering the room.

namjoon had his coffee cup in his hand, and a pair of geometry books in between his arm and torso. his hand was stuffed into the pocket of his pants, he had adjusted his wide frame glasses.

"are you two ever going to stop arguing?" namjoon grinned as he took a sip from his coffee cup.

"i don't know, are you and seokjin ever going to get married?" yoongi smirked proudly at himself as he managed to make the math teacher spit out his coffee.

"oh my goodness," seokjin whined, "do you talk to your mother with that mouth?"

yoongi paused, putting a serious look on his face, "well, how else am i supposed to talk to my mother?"

seokjin in an instant was about to smack the hell out of the bleached blonde until namjoon pulled him back from committing anything towards him. seokjin was heated at this point but yoongi just laughed it off at his friend.

"this is so stressful," seokjin whined and stomped his foot.

"aw, it's okay, man," namjoon patted his back, "if it helps, (your name) and hoseok are here today."

seokjin had his arms crossed, and it took him a while to register what namjoon had just told him. "w-what did you say?"

"i have them for first hour, remember?" namjoon smirked, tilting his head down to seokjin's level. "looks like they've saved the best for last."

the parenting teacher suddenly had a huge smile on his face, one that everyone had missed since for a week. seokjin quickly looked at the clock as his ears had heard the sound of the bell. he squealed excitedly as he hurriedly grabbed his books and clipboard, "later shit heads, i'm seeing my otp!!"

namjoon and yoongi watched as the girly teacher happily left them alone in the teacher's lounge. after namjoon had took a sip from his coffee, the blonde librarian chuckled.

"what?"

yoongi leaned his body against the chair, placing his small legs onto the table, "that's two dollars now."

namjoon chuckled while taking in another sip of his coffee, "i guess you're right."

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sorry for not updating in a while! i was nervous that this story was getting boring so i haven't been posting :cc ! but i hoped you enjoyed this chapter, and have/had a happy thanksgiving 💕💝💝❤️🍥💟!!

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