If You.. (COMPLETED)

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she is leaving.. and i can't do anything.. my love is leaving.. like a fool, I'm blankly standing here.. why... Plus

Intro
Present Day
First Encounter
Unfulfilled Love
Senior Year
Jealousy
Friend?
Blossoming Love
Secret Love Story
Start of Something New
Promise
Jeju Island Trip (Part 1) - Love Hurts
Jeju Island Trip (Part 2) - Truth or Dare
Jeju Island Trip (Part 3) - I Choose You
Jeju Island Trip (Part 4) - Surprise!
Breaking Apart
Old Friend
Hyolyn
Coming Home
Fluttering Feelings
Baekmi's Wedding
The Truth
Good News
Where is Suho?
Begin Again
It's Official
Birthday Gift
I'm Sorry
Yes, I Do
You Are My First
I Will Kill You - (Part 1)
I Will Kill You - (Part 2)
Be With You
Kim Jun Rong
Finale (Part 2) - The End
Announcement!
Announcement New story!
BTS x BLACKPINK

She's Leaving

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Park's Residence
It's been 5 days they not seeing and talking with each other, she's been receiving tons of calls and text messages from Suho but she just ignored and delete it. Her both eyes swollen because she's been crying all night and dark circle start to appear on her eye bags due to lack of sleep. When she think back of what happened she will cry nonstop, locked herself in the room and not eating. Her parents and Chanyeol worried looking at her condition, she look depressed. Every time they ask her to join them for breakfast, lunch or dinner she will refused it.
Mrs. Park: I'm worried about your sister, I've never see her act like this before. She locked herself up in the room and refused to eat. I don't want her to fall sick, she need to get out from her room and eat something at least.
Chanyeol: I try persuade her many times but she locked the door and won't let me go in mom.
Mr. Park: give her some space and time to think, I'm sure she will be fine. Did Suho try and talk to her?
Chanyeol: I'm sure he did but I don't think so noona will reply his call or text. She hate him dad after what happened.
Mr. Park: did he really sleep with that girl? I thought he loves rongie.
Mrs. Park: he take care and loves rongie, how come this things happen?
Chanyeol: mom..dad..I'm not sure about that but I will go to his house today and ask him.

Kim's Residence
Suho inside his room lying down on his bed thinking of her, he call and send her lots of text messages but she didn't reply any of it. He feel stress out and throw away his phone. He cover his face with the pillow and scream as loud as he can, tears coming out from his eyes. He take his phone on the floor and take a seat at the bed. Someone knock the door, he wipe his tears and open the door.
Suho: you?
Chanyeol: yes, it's me can I come in?
Suho: please come in.

Chanyeol take a seat on the chair and Suho sitting on the bed. Suho look down on the floor and silent, Chanyeol looking at him, hold his anger and try not to beat him. He want to talk about what happened that night and if possible settle the problem between them.
Chanyeol: how are you?
Suho: not good..how's Chorong?
Chanyeol: not good, she's not eating and only stay in her room.
Suho: I'm sorry..
Chanyeol: you sorry for what?
Suho: (silent)
Chanyeol: hyung..tell me honestly what happened that night? You are my best friend and Chorong is my noona, I need to be fair and square here.
Suho: (take a deep breath) that night after Kai told me Hyolyn came with her friends I went to see her and brought her to the kitchen. I was about to ask her not to cause anymore trouble and leave my house but she ask me to forgive her for everything she ever done to me. I feel surprised and relieved because she said she want to study abroad and won't disturb me anymore. You also know how she always disturb me and cause trouble all this time right? So for the sake of me and Chorong I forgive her. After that I still remember she poured drinks for both of us and she said it was the last time we will see each other, I drink the whole glass. I start to feel dizzy and sleepy, I said to her I want to go to my room and rest. She helped me, at first I refused and try to find Chorong or anyone of you but the dizziness get worse, I almost fainted but she bring me to my room. The next thing I know you all in my room, you punch me on my face, Chorong is crying and feel angry with me and Hyolyn accuse me forced her to sleep with me. I was so confused chan..I didn't cheat on her, you know how much I love your noona. I'm not that kind of guy who sleep with other girls for my own benefit, I've waited for 4 years to get Chorong back in my life, how can I just do crazy and stupid things like this chan. This is the truth of what happened that night, you know that I never lied to you even our friends and especially Chorong.
Chanyeol: (take a seat next to Suho) did you call or text her? Did you explain like this to her?
Suho: i try call and text her many time until i lost my count, not any single call or text she replied me. She hates me chan..she hates me..
Chanyeol: she's still angry with you give her some space and time to cool down.
Suho: I'm afraid it's too late for me to make things right because she is leaving and go to London in 1 week. I don't want to lose her chan, I love her so much.
Chanyeol: i try and talk to her.
Suho: you not hate me? You help me?
Chanyeol: I know it's not your fault, I can see you really love my noona. It's just when i saw you on the bed with her I can't control my anger that's why I beat you before you give explanation, for that I'm sorry. I know Hyolyn will do anything to make you become her boyfriend, you need to be careful next time hyung. My noona easily get hurt and hard to forgive people who hurting or trouble her. I try to help but I'm not promise it will settle okay?
Suho: you really a good friend and brother, I'll understand and thank you for helping and believe in me. I appreciate it so much chan.

Park's Residence
It was late at night Chanyeol in front of Chorong's room hoping that she will open the door because it's been days they not talking with each other. He brave himself and knock on the door.
Chanyeol: (knock the door) noona..noona..can you open the door please, I need to talk with you.
Chorong: (silent)
Chanyeol: please noona open the door.
Chorong: (getting irritated and open the door) what you want?
Chanyeol: noona..can I come in? Please..
Chorong: come in.. (close the door)

They both sitting on the lazy chair outside the balcony, Chorong close her eyes and start the conversation.
Chorong: what you want?
Chanyeol: I'm worried about you noona, you not eating well. You've been crying all night and you losing so much weight, don't be like this noona.
Chorong: don't mind about me, straight to the point what you want to talk about?
Chanyeol: it's..it's..about Suho hyung..
Chorong: stop it chanie!!! I don't want to hear anything about him..
Chanyeol: please noona listen to me first he is not what you think he is. He loves you and it's not his fault, it's Hyolyn plan to ruin your relationship. You have to trust him noona, he will never lie to you.
Chorong: I don't care chanie! I'm not angry if you still friends with him but for me I gave up. I don't want to get hurt anymore, he break my trust and promise we made. I don't want to hear his name and get involved with him okay? I hate him so much.
Chanyeol: you have to calm down and listen to his explanation, he is not guilty noona. That crazy girl sabotage him, hyung doesn't know anything what happened that night.
Chorong: enough!!! If you love and care about me stop talking about him.
Chanyeol: noona..
Chorong: get out from my room..
Chanyeol: please noona..
Chorong: get out!

Chanyeol get out from the room and Chorong close and slammed the door. She went to her bed and cry again, hearing his name make her heart hurt so much.

Next day..
Park's Residence
It was 9am in the morning Chorong done shower and went to the kitchen for breakfast. She start to feel hungry after not eating for few days. On her way to the kitchen she saw her parents on the dining table and greet them.
Chorong: mom, dad good morning.
Mr&Mrs Park: good morning.
Mrs. Park: oh dear you lose weight, please take care of your health.
Chorong: (silent)
Mr. Park: how are you?
Chorong: I'm fine..
Mrs. Park: eat your breakfast, eat more since you not eating that much this few days.

They eat their breakfast in silent, Chorong finish her food and start talking.
Chorong: mom, dad I need to tell you something.
Mrs. Park: what is it dear?
Chorong: I want to go to London earlier than we originally plan before.
Mr. Park: can I know why?
Chorong: I want to get used with the environment and lifestyles over there before I start my study. I'm not happy stay in korea right now, I need new place to start my new life and achieve my dream to become a doctor.
Mrs. Park: you're not happy? Rongie-ah..
Chorong: I'm sorry don't get me wrong here, what I mean is I'm happy with both of you and chanie, it's just my personal problem make me think like that.
Mr. Park: we understand what you trying to say, my daughter is growing up now you have the right to make your own decisions and we as your parents respect and follow your flows. When you want to fly to London?
Chorong: thank you for let me make my own decision mom, dad. In 2 days time dad.
Mr. Park: okay, I will arrange the ticket for you.
Chorong: thanks dad.
Mr. Park: anything for my lovely daughter.
Mrs. Park: did you tell Suho about this?
Chorong: (taken aback with her mom questions) no..please don't tell him.
Mrs. Park: at least you tell him you are leaving Korea my dear.
Mr. Park: your mom is right don't let him hanging without knowing anything about this.
Chorong: please mom, dad I don't want him to know that I'm leaving. Please..
Mr. Park: okay..okay..as you wish.
Mrs. Park: you look good together he's a good boy rongie, he loves and care about you.
Chorong: mom..please don't..
Mrs. Park: aishh..this girl..okay.

Starbucks Cafe
Farewell Party
Chorong and the girls gather around at the cafe for the last time, it was her last day in Korea before she fly to London tomorrow morning. Plan by the same age friends Bomi and Eunji, they all look sad and not ready to let go their unnie. Chorong smile looking at their sad faces, she look at them one by one.
Chorong: girls..why you all become silent all of sudden? Usually all of you will talk nonstop and sometimes making me headache.
Naeun: unnie..why you must go to London earlier than you supposed to be?
Namjoo: I know the reason, it is because of my brother right unnie? I also angry with him, you not deserve to be treated like that unnie.
Chorong: (startled)
Hayoung: namjoo unnie shutttt..(whisper to Namjoo).
Namjoo: sor..sorry unnie I didn't mean too bring up about my brother. I'm sorry..
Chorong: it's okay..
Bomi: rong unnie..it was hard for us to let you go. Can you delay you ticket and fly 2-3 days before you start your study?
Eunji: please unnie..we want to spend more time with you.
Chorong: girls..I'm sorry my dad already bought the ticket and I will fly tomorrow at 11am. The main reason I go there early because I want to open new chapter of my life. New country and environment, meet new peoples, learn their culture, enjoy my life as a student and most important thing is I want to achieve my dream to become a doctor. I hope you girls understand, give your support and blessed my new journey. That will be more than enough for me and appreciate it so much from each and every one of you. Bbom-ah you as the second eldest here please take care and protect them, be more serious in handling problems and you can always ask them to help you. Appreciate each time you spend with Baekhyun and love each other. Eunji please take care of my Chanie, I'm not around to scold him so guide and lead him to be more responsible. Love him with all your heart because she loves you too much. Naeun-ah if you have a problem don't keep it to yourself, you can always share with them and ask their opinion okay? Namjoo get more involve in school activities, make more friends and take care of your health. Don't forget to complete all your assignments on time. Hayoung you are the youngest among us study smart and enjoy your life as a high school student. You still young, don't get involve with love for now, take it slowly because if he loves you he will wait you no matter how long.

They all crying listening to Chorong last advice for them, it was hard for Chorong too but she must act strong in front of them. She don't want them to feel worried for her, she hold her tears and try to calm them down.
Bomi: you know us very well unnie, how can I live my life without you.
Eunji: unnie..
Naeun: don't forget us here unnie, we're gonna miss you.
Namjoo: don't worry unnie I won't let myself get into trouble while you are not here. I will finish my assignment on time. Did my brother knows about this unnie?
Hayoung: I keep your word unnie. Please do keep in touch with all of us here.
Chorong: happy to hear that from all of you and of course we will keep in touch with each other. You all are my sisters for life who make me happy and headache at the same time. He doesn't know about this and I really need your help to keep this as a secret between us.
Girls: okay unnie..

They did a group hug, it was their last time together complete as 6 girls of best friends.

Park's Residence
She start to packing all her clothes and other things inside the luggage. Finished with all that she take a rest seat while looking at her pictures with Suho. The picture taken during their holiday at Jeju Island, at school, during their dates and many more. She take all the pictures and gift from him put it inside the box, she keep the box below her bed.
Chorong: no more memories of you and me, from now on I will try to forget you even it is hard to do I have no choice (mumble and crying alone).

Incheon International Airport
9.45am..
Park's family arrived at the airport, Chorong went to the counter drop her luggage and checked in. She get the ticket from the counter and went to her family who is waiting for her not to far from the counter. They all take a seat at the empty chair and waiting for the call for boarding the plane.
Chanyeol: noona, are you sure you don't want to let Suho hyung know about this?
Chorong: no..don't ask me again.

Chanyeol sigh and not satisfied with her, Chorong can't be stubborn and high ego sometimes. That's the bad attitude Chanyeol don't like but he need to accept it. He ask permission got to toilet, he take the phone from his pocket and call someone.
Chanyeol: (dial someone's number) hello..hyung! Where are you?
Suho: home, sleeping why?
Chanyeol: sorry to inform you last minute, I'm at the airport right now with my parents and Chorong noona.
Suho: okay..you're all going somewhere?
Chanyeol: hyung..Chorong noona fly to London today. Hurry up come to the airport now, her flight in 1 hour. Hope you can make it before she left.

Kim's Residence
After receiving call from Chanyeol he feel someone stabbed straight right into his heart. He don't know what to do, he will lose her forever and this is the end of their relationship. He feel weak to walk and just sit there like a dumb person.
Kai: (open the door without knocking) hyung..come on take shower and we go to the airport now. Namjoo told me Chorong noona is leaving and fly to London.

Kai grab his shirt and push him inside the bathroom,  Suho quickly take a shower and within 15 minutes both of them now inside the car on the way go to the airport. His tears coming out, he wipe it and drive as fast as he can.

Incheon International Airport
10.15am..
She bid a farewell to her parents, Chanyeol and the girls. She surprised to see Baekhyun, DO and Sehun come to the airport. She look at the girls and they all look down afraid of Chorong get angry with them. Looking at all her friends who come to say goodbye to her make her happy and sad at the same time. Inside her little heart saying hopefully Suho will come and see her for the last time but recalled back on what happened that night she forced her heart and mind not to feel and think that way.
Chorong: I don't know when will I comeback here but I will keep in touch with all of you. Mom, dad I'm gonna miss you both and don't work too much, take care of your health. Chanie, take care of mom and dad while I'm not around okay? Be a good boy and don't forget to study. You boys and girls take care each other back in school okay. Last but not least thank you for coming here I really appreciate it so much. Take care and till we meet again next time. See you guys soon.

When she about to walk in the counter for bag and self check up, she can hear someone screaming her name. She knows the owner of the voice, she suddenly feel nervous, weak, sad and angry at the same time.
Suho: PARK CHORONG!!! stop walking!

*play the background music..
He's been running from the parking area to catch the time, he made it to the airport and saw Chorong walk into the check in bag counter. He scream her name and ask her to stop, he stop from running and walk slowly towards her. He turn her body around and facing him.
Suho: why you not telling me you're leaving, why?!
Chorong: nothing to tell and I'll already make my own decision. Im leaving..leaving for good.
Suho: how dare you leave me without my knowledge and as what I can see I'm the last person to know, why?! (Tears falling from his eyes). You know how much I love you! You don't know how much pain I carry for not able to talk and explain everything to you! You don't know how suffer my days without you!
Chorong: I know how much you love me because I love you too before that thing happened! I'm in pain and suffering too because you hurt me! You hurt me KIM JUNMYEON!!! I don't want you to know I'm leaving because I hate you! I hate you so much! (She cry while talking).
Suho: rong-ah..it's not my fault..
Chorong: please stop Suho, forget about it and let it be. Sorry to say this but we're no more in a relationship. I hope someday you can find other girls who is much more better than me.
Suho: please rong..you are the only one for me. Don't end our relationship like this I can explain (pull her into his embrace) I love you rong..I love you so much.
Chorong: (her heart flutter hearing Suho words) I'm sorry I can't continue our relationship.

She pull herself from his embrace, she wipes his tears and hers. They look at each other eyes, Suho hold her hands tightly. Chorong pull her hands slowly and tidy up his jacket.
Chorong: thank you for everything you've ever done to me, I really appreciate it.
Suho: no rong..don't..
Chorong: I'm leaving..

Suho grab her hands, she say her sorry and walk away. He slowly release his grab and she's leaving him..forever...

Inside the plane..
Chorong: I'm sorry oppa for leaving you like this, I guess we're not meant each other. I hope you doing fine without me and go achieve your dream. I pray for your happiness, I will always love you and no one will ever replace you in my heart (talking inside her mind while crying).

Chanyeol is driving Suho's car and send Kai, Namjoo and Suho back to their house. Everyone in the car silent and not talking at all. Chanyeol and Kai keep looking at Suho who is keep silent from the moment Chorong left him until now looking outside the car window meanwhile Namjoo who is sitting next to him fall asleep.
Suho: She is leaving and I can't do anything, my love is leaving like a fool..I'm blankly standing there
I'm looking at her, getting farther away she becomes small figure and then disappear..
Will this go away after time passes? I remember old times I remember you..If you it's not too late can we get back together..If you struggling like I am can we make things little easier..I should've treat you better when I had you..how about you? Are you really fine? Guess our break up is setting, I should forget you but it's not easy..I remember your shadow, our memories that I secretly put inside my drawer..I take them out and reminisce again by myself..Why I didn't know the weight of sadness that comes with the word breaking up? (Talking inside his mind)

He cry while holding on to his chest where his heart is..
Suho: (crying while talking) I love her! I miss her! Arghhh..!!! (Punching his chest many times).
Chanyeol: hyung stop it! You hurt yourself!
Kai: Namjoo-yah stop him!
Namjoo: oppa! Stop please! (Hug suho).
Suho: help me I can't live like this..I can't.
Namjoo: you can..I know you can, stay strong. We are here to support you oppa.

Suho cry on Namjoo's arm, he cry until he feel more calm and finally stop.

P/s: life is not fair for everyone..sometimes it takes everything by taking your love one from you..💔

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Longest chapter I wrote! Phewww...😅
Feel free to comment and votes! Happy reading✌🏻️

-Gracey87-

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