Colours Of Fear

By idkninjago

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"I was expecting a lime green celebration", My words were crisp. "And I was expecting to be a ninja again", K... More

please don't let this turn into something it's not
i can only give you everything I've got
i can't be as sorry as you think I should
but I still love you more than anyone else could
all that I keep thinking throughout this whole fight
is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
this splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
the last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
first kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
Celebration!!
the weight of water, the way you taught me to look past everything
PSA M8'S
the final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
we have got through so much worse than this before
what's so different this time that you can't ignore
you say it is much more than just my last mistake
and we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
IMPORTANT
the first time that I felt connected to anything
way you taught me to look past everything I had ever learned
final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
and I don't know where to look
words just break and melt
scene two; act one
and I'll use you as a warning sign
that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
and i'll use you as a focal point
so i don't lose sight of what i want
and i've moved further than i thought i could
but i missed you more than i thought i would
author's interruption
and i'll use you as a warning sign
that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
and i found love where it wasn't supposed to be
talk some sense to me
OH
and i'll use you as a makeshift gauge
of how much to give and how much to take
scene three; act one
train this chaos turn it into light
i've got to see you one last night
leave us in pieces scattered everywhere
A /N
babs
just give me a chance to hold on
Factoids
give me a chance to hold on
just give me something to hold onto
Apology
it's so clear now that you are all that i have
Update
scene three; act two
love of mine, some day you will die
but I'll be close behind
i'll follow you into the dark
no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
just our hands clasped so tight
waiting for the hint of a spark
scene;act
oh tell me you love me, i need someone.

before the lions take their share

94 12 1
By idkninjago

POV Lloyd

    I held his clammy hand as he slept next to me in the passenger seat of the black leather car seats. His hair greasy and messy from the lack of showering. Still amazingly perfect though.

"Did you get him?", Jay spoke through the car phone.

"Yeah".

"Meet you at your place?", he wondered.

"Sure".

Regret isn't exactly the word I'd use to put on how I was feeling about the way I treated him. It was more guilt then anything. He tried everything to get better, but nothing ever actually helped.

"Good sleep?", I asked him as I parked the car.

Jerking his neck up he nodded and scooted up in the seat he was lounging in.

"I'll pay you back", he was hoarse from the deep sleep he was recently in.

Shaking my head I placed my hand on his thigh. That made him shutter and twitch his head to stare at me.

"I got you out of that place to tell you one thing and one thing only", I paused, "I love you Kai".

Kai opened his mouth to speak but couldn't. He was speechless and stunned.

"It's been so long. You sent me to jail-", I interrupted him.

"I got you out too", leaning into him we exchanged breath.

Kai shoved me away from him. He was irate with me and opened the car door to walk away.

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