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Its funny how a tiny incident can change your whole life and who you are. A few months before, I couldn't even have imagined me climbing the tower. I was hugely scared of heights or so I believed.
I don't feel that phobia anymore. I don't feel anything at all. And it feels good to finally let go of something.
As my breathing gets steadier, I lie down on the tower and look up at the sky.
The darkness doesn't scare me too.
But the loneliness does.
"Teddy, you there?", I ask at the sky. And nothing moves for a second. "Ted?" I ask again and there is a twinkle.
It's a tiny star.
Standing closely between two big stars.
My family.