This chapter is about depression and if you are very sensitive about this im sorry and please note that if you are going through depression or anything bad then I belive and love you and support you all the way. (btw dark and tom have gone somewere like idk were but there not really in this chapter sssoo ye).
Sams pov
I was walking back from the shops since we needed food and I said I'd get some and it was just a normal day yo know birds are singing people just walking by nothing out of the ordinary well ... until 'they' came up to me who is they? you ask .They are these 3 16 year old boys who are called george,leon and billy, they pull me into an allyway and throw my shopping bags somewere they then shove me to the ground " hey there sam ready for another beating?" Billy says as he picks me up by my shirt coller leaving me dangling above the ground .billy was the one who normally hurt me and george and leon normally would either help him or hold me for him billy started to punch my face furiously (I just relised I had the bigger letters thing on woops) I was used to this and there was no use to stop it he then threw me onto the ground and kicked me all over leon and george joined to after a while of being beaten they stopped and billy shouted "see ya faggot" and walked of with leon and george laughing behind him I layed there for a bit till I got the strength to move I got up slowly and picked up the shopping luckily nothing broke and walked back it with my hood up to hide my face from the bruises and the rain.
Antis pov
I heard the door being closed and saw sam walk in and place the shopping on the table "thanks sam you are a lifesaver" I say to him but he just ignored me sam seemed to have been a little different these pass weeks and it worrying me "are you ok" I ask with a worried expression he mumbles "fine" and walks off somewere with his hood still up im starting to get worried and slightly confused I go look were sam is he wasnt in his bed room I looked around everywere exept our bathroom and when I was about to open the door I hear sobbing I put my ear against the door and listen it sounds like...SAM! I quickly open the door to find sam on the floor with his sleaves rolled up with a razor nearly touching his arm his eye was puffy and red while tears rolled down his face he looked up at me with sadness and slight guilt " sam what are you doing?!? "I ask as I kneel down next to him "I-i-i was" he couldnt speak due to the amount of crying he was doing I hugged him and said " its ok calm down and just relax then tell me" I wisper as I stroke his head .after a couple of seconds he calms down and started to explain "a couple of weeks ago I ran into these 3 boys there names are billy george and leon and they started beating me up for no reason and they said ifmi tell anyone i will regret it so I decided to keep it a secret until I just couldnt take it so today I thought was gonna be the last time I was beaten up so I decided to start cutting myself " he teared up and I wiped away the tears and hug him he hugs me back and sobs into my chest saying "im sorry im so sorry" I stroke his head and say "its ok its ok but please tell me of somthing like this ever hapens ok" he nods and I tell him to have a little lay down in his room and so he does
|NNUUU THE FEELS T^T anyway so this story will continue and dark and tom will be in it YYAAAYY anyways I hope you enjoy and ill see all you in the next chapter BBAAII|