Jaime's POV
I woke up in my bunk and groaned because there so uncomfortable. I felt a body move next to me and I completely froze. I slowly looked next to me to see Katie laying naked next to me, then last night all came rushing back to me. fuck fuck fuck.
I bumped into Katie at a random bar last night, we got talking and I guess it just went on from there. The one thing that makes it worse was that I wasn't drunk or anything, it just.. happened. I feel like a complete douchebag right now, I've completely screwed everything up. I sat up slightly then I felt Katie stir a bit. She opened her eyes and smiled, I gave her a weak smiled back.
"Morning handsome, I had fun last night" She smiled.
"Yeah.." I trailed off.
"I'm hungry, lets go get some food" She suggested, I just shrugged my shoulder. She then got dress as did I then we went to the front of the bus, scared for what the guys are going to say, or do for that matter.
Unfortunately all the guys were sitting at the table, I was hoping they weren't there so I could quickly get rid of her but nothing goes easy for me. When they saw me with Katie next to me they all gave me the dirtiest looks ever, I just looked down in shame. Tony looked like he was about to kill me because he cared for Ellie so much. I heard Katie's phone buzz, she looked at it and smiled.
"I have to go Hime baby, my friend is outside to pick me up, call me sometime, I had so much fun" She smiled and winked. I cringed when she called me 'baby'. She went to kiss my lips but I moved my head so she kissed my cheek instead. Then she left. I let out a breath that I didn't even know I was holding.
"What the actual fuck Jaime?!" Tony shouted loudly at me, if looks could kill I would be a dead man.
"I fucked up, I know" I sighed.
"Did you even think about Ellie's feelings at all?" He shouted and clenched his fists. I've seriously never seen him as angry as this in all the time I've known him, he looks so scary for such a shy guy.
"I'm so sorry, I don't know why I did it" I said in shame.
"I could seriously kill you right now" He growled angrily and walked off to his bunk to calm down before he did something he would regret. I just stood there like a complete idiot, Mike and Vic just looked like they were ashamed of me, which I knew they were. I sighed heavily.
"I fucked up bad didn't I?" I asked to no one particular, I knew the answer anyways.
"You sure did" Mike replied plainly.
"What do I do now?" I asked helplessly.
"You have to tell her Hime" Vic said.
"It'll kill her though Vic" I said sadly. It's true though, if I tell her that I slept with my ex girlfriend she will be heartbroken.
"If you don't, one of us will Jaime and it'll be worse if she heard it from someone other than you" Vic told me and I knew he was right. I then heard a loud crash coming from the bunks which startled all of us.
"I'll go calm turtle down" Mike sighed as he left to the bunk area.
"H-how do I tell her Vic?" I asked desperate for Vic's advice, he's always good with words.
"That's what you have to figure out buddy" He patted my shoulder, that's not useful at all. Then I had an idea, I might be a bad idea but I need to tell her before she finds out from someone else..
Ellie's POV
I woke up with my face feeling stiff from the dried tears on my face from last night. I hated what I did. How do I tell Jaime?
I got off my bed and went downstairs. There was no sign of Megan anywhere so I guessed she was still asleep. I headed to the lounge and sat on the couch. I really fucked up this time. I then heard a knock on the door. Who's coming to see us so early? I pulled myself up off the couch and went to open the door. I looked through the peep hole before and saw the one person I can't face right now, Jaime. What is he doing here? Not that I'm not happy to see him but I can't. I still opened the door though and I faked the best smile I could.
"Jaime! What you doing here?" I smiled and hugged him, I had to act normal or he would get suspicious.
"I came to see my two favourite girls and we have a few days off so I thought why not?" He smiled slightly, but he seemed a bit on edge.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"N-nothing, can I just come in?" He asked avoiding my question, I knew there was something wrong but I'm not going to push him for an answer. I opened the door wider for him to step through, he took his shoes off and we went into the lounge to catch-up. I'm going to tell him, it'll kill me inside if I'm not honest with him. I took a deep breath and was just honest with him.
"Babe I need to tell you something!" I said nervously as we both sat down.
"What's wrong?" He asked concerned.
"I-um" I paused thinking of how to say it without him getting mad or upset, "Jaime, I kissed Alex last night" I said. I couldn't look him in eyes, I felt ashamed. He didn't say anything so I looked up and his face was a mixture of sadness and guilt?
"Okay.. Well I guess it's my turn to be honest" He took a deep breath, what is he so worried about, I just admitted to kissing another guy and he's not mad?
"Ellie, you have to understand that this was a complete mistake and it meant nothing" he said, okay now I'm worried about what he's going to say, he looked terrified.
"I slept with Katie last night" He blurted out. I froze and everything seemed to just stop in that moment, did I just hear him right? He slept with his ex girlfriend. Then anger instantly washed over me.
"WHAT?!" I shouted, "you slept with your ex girlfriend?" I asked angrily.
"I'm so sorry but to be honest you kissed Alex so you can't get that mad" He said. Was he being serious right now? That just made me furious.
"Sleeping with your EX girlfriend who you know I hate is way worse than kissing some guy!" I spat at him angrily. I can't believe he did this to me and what made it worse was that it was with her. After all we've been through together, he chooses to treat me like this? I felt sick knowing that he cheated on me. I feel like a complete idiot knowing that I stressed and cried so much over me kissing Alex for nothing. I then said something I seriously couldn't imagine saying to him ever.
"I can't do this anymore Jaime" I said cutting the silence between us. His face suddenly went pale.
"What? No, no you can't do this Ellie, I love you!" He begged, taking my hands in his.
"Obviously not enough to cheat on me with your slutty ex" I spat and snatched my hands away from his, his eyes were filled with sadness, good.
"I said I was really sorry, even though I wasn't drunk it still meant nothing to me" He said desperately, he then froze realizing the mistake he just said.
"Wait what?!" I shouted, "you weren't drunk, so you knew exactly what you were doing, it wasn't a drunken mistake?" I growled. He just nodded his head in shame.
"Get out" Was all I said.
"But El-"
"GET OUT!" I screamed loudly. He nodded slightly and went to the front door, I slowly followed him, he opened the door and left.
"I hope you're happy with her Jaime, we're over!!" I shouted after him and slammed the door quickly so I didn't have to see his reaction. As soon as the door slammed I completely crumbled to the floor and burst into tears, I lifted my knees to my chest and cried my eyes out.
I've just been cheated on.
"Mummy, why are you crying and why was there so much shouting?" Megan asked looking worried and making me jump, not noticing that she was there. I quickly wiped the tears away and tried to compose myself before speaking.
"Just had a little fight baby, but I'm okay, I promise" I stood up and cuddled her. I couldn't tell her the truth. I then got my phone out and called someone who I knew would comfort me, it probably wasn't my best idea but I needed someone.
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About 10 minutes later I heard a knock on the door. I got up and opened to the door. I smiled slightly when I saw Alex standing there.
"Come here" He said sadly and pulled me into a hug. I told him everything that happened over the phone, that's when I started crying again. After a few minutes of crying into Alex's chest I pulled away and told him to follow me into the lounge.
"How you holding up gorgeous?" He asked.
"I-I just don't know what I did to make him do that" I said, it still not sinking in what happened.
"Ellie you did nothing wrong, as much as I love the guy he's a complete dick for doing that to you" He said softly.
"I was so scared to tell him that we kissed, then he blurted out that he slept with her and I felt like a complete idiot of even worrying about it in the first place" I said feeling the tears run down my cheeks.
"Ellie, I know it's hard but you deserve so much better than him" He said wiping the tears away and pulled me into another tight hug. Alex always made me feel happy and safe, he wasn't anything like Jaime but I felt safe.
"Stay here tonight, I don't wanna be alone?" I asked quietly.
"Of course! Me, you and Megan can have a chill day together, how does that sound?" He asked with a warm smile, his smile makes me melt. I nodded my head and smiled.
"Sounds perfect" I replied and cuddled to Alex chest feeling a little better.
I may or may not be developing feelings for Alex.. maybe this is a good thing for me, maybe he'll help me forget about Jaime?
Don't kill me! it'll all work out in the end I promise x