Words a Mother Never Heard (W...

By NikkiDAllen

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A young woman who was always the life of the party, quick to tell a joke, always smiling and happy, tragicall... More

Please Allow Me To Tell You About Nichole
Help Me From Myself
Unanswered Harshness
I Want
Puzzles
When Nichole was Little
The Tears Of A Clown
Being Me
Fury
Who Is That Person
Nichole And Random
Droplets
What If
I Don't Feel Anything
Suicide
A Letter To Herself
My Secret Lover
Trust
You
Allow Me
Features
Nichole (Cole) and Jason
Flirt
You Are
Have You Ever Been Weak
Ten Touching
Uncle Randy & Aunt Jody
Suspicious Lover
A Betrayed Heart
Tearing Me Apart
Loneliness
Nichole and Jamie
What Will He Choose
Another Goodbye
Inevitable
Feverish
Nichole and Jamie cont.....
Baby Cousin
End Of Time
What Do We Gain
Please See
Listen
When The Candle Stops
The Struggle I'm Losing
Short Poems
Repeating
Friends
Letting Go
Painfully Honest Love
A Nightmares Living Hell
Beautiful Blindness
Not So Fast
I Found
I Love Myself
Thank You
Friends And Family
My Big Brother
My Brothers
Gram
Author's Note
A Mother's Memories
Dream
Kindred Spirits
Soar
A Lover's Dream
Our Angel
I've Awakened Senses
Dec 29, 1980 - March 30, 2004
Day Dreaming
The Clock
Perils Of A Teacher
Please
You
What Do You See
Uninvited Pain
Who Would Have Thought
Remember
Our Love
Children
Sleeping
Him
Confined
Hole In My Heart
Feelings
It Could Have Been
What Happened
My Prince
Unknown Author
Letter From Heaven
Unknown Title #2

What Is This

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By NikkiDAllen

I love you

My sweet prince.

The light at the end of my tunnel.

The driving force in my life.

My eyes are growing sleepy

And my thoughts are mixing together.

Thoughts of my future, my present and my past.

I am in Love.

Truly in Love.

But is the feeling returned?

What am I loving?

The words?

The lips?

The kiss?

The kiss, soft and sweet, Perfect.

The arms, protecting and calming.

The man

An all around splendid being.

Great and amazing in so many ways.

Thoughts of equality.

Does he love me as much as I thought he did?

As much as I love him?

Rhetorical questions, I ask only myself

Not expecting an answer.

Untied knots, and unanswered questions.

Glancing at the blue blanketed sky,

Peering at the glowing stars,

Wishing, praying,

I sleep.

I dream.


I wish with all my heart that she was here to be able to stare at the stars in the sky again. I look up and tell how much I Love and miss her all the time.

This poem was not dated, I can only guess by its words that is was written after one of the times he cheated on her, or after one of their many fights.

Today I am finding it hard to write this without crying, maybe it's because of the changing seasons, I don't know. If only she would have come to one of us and talked about her feelings that were swirling inside her. You know, IF can be such a big word sometimes, don't you agree?

I realize that my thoughts and opinions are only mine own but, I can tell you one thing for absolute sure. Love should not hurt, it should be the most wonderful feeling in the world. There is a saying that says, "Love is Gentle and Love is Kind", I think this is one of the truest things I have ever heard.

I wish you all only happiness and gentle and kind Love. If you are not experiencing this kind of love, maybe it is time to take a step back and ask yourself why.

Please vote. Thank you.

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