General POV
"Shutanginabels ano na naman bang gulo tong pinasok ko!" Halos mapangiwi na sigaw ng lalake sa loob ng kanyang opisina.
He was still trembling. How could he not.
Because of the sound he made natataranta namang pumasok sa loob ng kanyang opisina ang Sekretarya.
"Boss is there something wrong?" Nag-aalalang tanong nito sa kanya.
Napabuntong hininga na lamang ang bakla dahil sa pagkairita. Hindi kasi maalis sa kanyang isipan ang tawag na kanyang na natanggap kanina.dumagdag pa rito ang naging usapan nila ng kanyang Ate.
"Everything."umpisa nya.
Ronnie looked at him confused.
pilit iniintindi ang nais nyang iparating.
Again he just sighed saka marahang hinawi ang imaginary bangs sa kanyang noo.
Well alam naten na all out ang bakla pagdating sa kanyang pagkatao ngunit hindi sya ang tipo ng tao na madaling mag-open up nang nararamdaman o iniisip sa kung kani-kanino lang.
"Nothing. Just get back to your work." Ani nya saka ibinaling ang tingin sa kanyang Wrist watch.
"I'll be right outside Boss let me know kung may kailangan ka." Ronnie stated saka lumabas ng kanyang opisina.
Muli syang napabuntong hininga.
'I miss you' again narinig na naman nya ang boses na iyon sa kanyang isipan. It's been years but the trauma and nightmare are still there. He unknowingly touches his chest.
"Why can't I just forget it." He whispered. Closing his eyes. Muli syang naupo sa kanyang swivel chair at napadantay sa ibabaw ng kanyang mesa.
He can't help but overthink and worry.
He decided to call his Anchor. The word 'Psycho' flashed on his screen.
After a few ring ay sumagot na ito, awtomatikong napairap ang bakla.
"Ciao!" Masayang bungad ng tao sa kabilang linya.
'Here goes nothing' Bulong ni Deemetrio sa kanyang isipan.
He clears his throat .
"Hey psycho-" He started bigla namang natawa ang tao sa kabilang linya. Masyadong war freak ang kapatid nyang ito kaya naman binansagan nya itong psycho.
"Is this how you talk to me after helping you out?" She said, bigla tuloy natahimik si Demetrio.
"Yeah I guess- Bruhang to." Again rolling his eyes. This is how there usual conversation goes.
Mag aasaran saka magkakapikunan. As much as he wanted to pissed her off. He doesn't have the energy to do so.
"Oh please! Stop that Grumpy attitude of yours- by the way Mamita just called she said were having a welcome party next month- since you just got married. I really love to meet that infamous wife of yours." She teases him the latter again just rolled his eyes.
'Oh please just shut up' bulong nya.
"Yie- I heard that woman is a lioness hard to tame. Nagsex na kayo?"
"Shut up!"Inis na banta nya, natawa lang kausap nya sa kabilang linya, nang makabawi ay biglang sumeryoso ang boses ng kanyang kausap sa kabilang linya.
"Perché hai chiamato?" [trans:So Why did you call?] hindi alam ni Dee kung matatawa ba sya oh ano dahil halata mong napi-feeling nanaman ang ate nya sa pagsasalita ng ibang lenggwahe.
"Italian ka ba?" He joked Natawa naman ang tao sa kabilang linya.
"Baket?" She asked.
"Pure Ita Half Alien."
"Hoy! Bakla ka wag mokong maganyan ganyan huh!"
"Geez. Napaka pikunin."
They're the closes in there family kahit among bangayan nilang dalawa. He knows she will always back him up.
His Ate is a hopeless romantic Director slash Author that goes by pen name Turtle. She owns alot of business but still chose to become a writer.
She doesn't have anyone but him and there family. She always told him love will find a way for him. Which he finds hopeless no one can save him.
"I'm writing what's up?" She finally ask.
"Sa tingin ko nakabalik na sya-" He paused. She gasped.
"What did you say?!" She frantically shouted.
"Nakabalik na sya-"
"That fucking bastard! Anong ginawa nya sayo? Sinakyan ka ba nya?" Worry is evident on his sister's voice.
"N-No." There's a long paused bago muling magsalita si Demetrio.
"Then what happen? Baby brother tell me. I can't let it happen again. Hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili pag naulit ulit ang nangyare noon."
"Tumawag sya- Nahanap na nya ko." He heard her gasped.
"I'll handle this. Wait for me to come home." They continue talking. His sister is like this Ranting and assuring him that it'll be fine.
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It's already 2pm malapit nang matapos ang kanyang trabaho. Ni hindi na naisipang pang kumain ni Demetrio.
He was too engrossed with his work when his phone rang. He sighed saka tinignan kung sino ang caller. The word 'CHELSEA' flashed on his screen.
He shrugged his shoulder saka tinatansya kung sasagutin ba nya ito. 'Why is she calling now?' He whispered.
It was none other than his other half.
'Oh yeah great! Another miracle.' napapailing na bulong nya sa kanyang isipan, after a minute ay sinagot na nya ito.He clears his throat.
"Yes?" He answered.
Hindi maiwasan ni Demetrio ang pamulahan ng mukha ng maalala ang kaganapan ng umagang iyon.
"Are you busy?" She asked.
Demetrio just rolled his eyes. To be honest he just wants to stay away from this merlat. Kung hindi lang nya kelangan ang share nito Hindi naman talaga sya papayag sa kagustuhan nito.
This woman is too delectable. Even him can't resist.
'Hell yeah I am, so stop bothering me! Lalo akong natetempt sayo eeh!'
Mga lintayang gustong bitawan ng bakla, pero dahil alam nyang sensitive ang merlat he will simply comply. He's sparing her today.
"Again are you busy?" He snapped.
"No, I'm Demetrio."Aniya,trying to calm himself dahil ang totoo nyan eh naiinis talaga sya sa kanyang sarili,well kahit minsan hindi naman talaga sya naapektuhan sa kahit sinong babaeng haliparot na nanglalandi sa kanya.
But this Chelsea,Well she's an exception.Dahil kahit i-deny pa ito ng bakla,alam nya sa kanyang sarili na attracted na talaga sya sa dalaga.
May kung anong 'hiwaga' kasi ang merlat sa kabilang linya na hindi nya maipaliwanag.
"No that- what I mean is are you free already? Or nasa meeting ka parin?" She ask, medyo napangiti si Dee dahil sa naging sagot ng Asawa, as expected not a fan of his sarcasm.
"I know silly, I was just teasing you. Why'd you call? by the way kumain ka na ba? and yes kakatapos lang ng meeting ko. why?" He said, trying to sound concern again.
Well it's no biggie kung tatanungin nya ang merlat kung kumain na ba ito di ba? After all they're married.
"Uhmmm- Ano kasi andito ako ngayon sa isang kainan malapit sa hotel. Lumabas ako sandali nabored kasi ako- A-Ano...andito ako sa isang bento shop actually." Medyo napairap si Dee sa narinig sa kabilang linya.
'Sabe na ehh may kelangan kaya tumawag.' Naiiritang bulong ng konsesya nya.tsk tsk.
"So? Do you want me to get you there or what?" He ask,after all ito lang naman ang inaasahang marinig ng merlat sa kabilang linya.
Demetrio knew how to penetrate woman.
He's gay remember. Gay's Instinct.
"H-Hindi na- Gusto lang sana kitang yayain kumain. But I don't think it's a good idea. Huwag nalang pala." Bigla atang nahiya ang merlat dahil sa naging sagot nya
"No I insist pupunta't pupuntahan rin naman kita. Namiss nya ko aminin Chos- well since tapos nako. Sure I'm on my way."
"Ahmm- s-sige just call me kung malapit kana. I'll order yours."
"Mn. okay." He smiled.
For now isa lang ang nasa isip ng Bakla.well actually it's a question, What's happening to my hart hart ba?
Sandaling Dumako ang kanyang mga mata sa suot suot na singsing, His wedding ring.
Medyo napailing sya.
'Damn Thoughts' Aniya sa kanya isipan.Trying to calm his heart,may kung ano kasing kumakabog sa kanyang dibdib.
'Shit.'
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A/N: Medyo mahirap irevise tong part nato I wanted to add and remove something kaso ang hirap mag edit if your using your mobile lang. Feel free to share your thoughts tho-