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Louis' POV
I looked down at the beautiful boy who was staring intently at the screen. Me and Harry had arrived back at his in record time and we were now watching Love Actually. I bit my lip as I studied Harry's face, his bruises were starting to.darken and his eyes were cold and lifeless.
I clenched my fists, how could someone do this to.Harry? I swear next time someone comes near Harry I will kill them " Are you okay Haz?" I asked whilst pulling him into my side, he looked at me and tears. formed in his eyes as he shook his head.
I leaned my face towards his and wiped away one of his tears with my thumb, he slowly inched his face towards mine and my eyes flickered down to his lips. Before I could even look back up again Harry crashed his lips onto mine, it was not a sweet and innocent kiss. It was one full of want and need.
He crawled onto my lap and began straddling me as he ran his hands up my shirt, he pulled away fRom the kiss and began on my neck " I love your tatoos Lou" he whispered against my skin. " they're so beautiful" I let out a slight moan as his hot breathe hit my neck.
" wanna take this somewhere else?" he asked, I placed my hands firmly on his shoulders and gently pushed him back "Trust me Harry I do but im not gonna take your virginity for two reasons, your not ready and I know this isnt the real you. You're just trying to take your mind off it" I said.
He slowly got off of me and walked off into another room. I guess I just fucked that up..
Harry's POV
I looked at Lou and slowly got off him, I turned around and began walking towards my room. Once I got inside my room I closed the door and sat against it, I placed my head in my hands and began to cry.
He was right of.course, I knew I wasn't ready and I just wanted something to take my mind of it. Why did I always fuck things up, I ruin everything I touch. I don't deserve to be here, I got up and walked over to the small bathroom that was in my room.
Maybe I should try something new I thought, I grabbed my razor and took out the blade.I let the tears fall as I fell back into old habits...