< Chapter 3: He’s The One >
♥ Jamie’s POV: ♥
I ran my fingers through Justin’s soft, luxurious hair, watching him sleep peacefully, his head resting on my lap as I looked at him. With my other hand, I stroked his face gently and lovingly, tracing the outline of his lips and all the rest of his perfect features.
Leaning down, I kissed his forehead and accidentally let a smile slip from my features. I almost wished he would wake up so I could stare into those amazing, brown eyes of his and see him smiling back at me. He would find a part of my face to kiss and touch me comfortingly, the way no other man could do. He’d whisper sweet things into my ear and I’ll remind him that I love him, even though I’m sure he doesn’t doubt I do.
“Did he fall asleep already?” a voice tore me from my thoughts and I looked up to see Phoebe carrying Jason in her arms, a teasing smile on her lips.
I looked at Justin and then back at her again. “He’s pretty tired,” I shrugged.
“Is he?” Phoebe asked, tightening her grip on my son, who kicked at the air and cooed.
“The whole Ryan thing is stressing him out. He’s worried about him,” I sighed, caressing Justin’s cheek.
“Oh, because Allison’s moving?” A saddened look plastered across her face and she sat down across from me.
“Yeah,” I whispered. “I wish she didn’t have to go but, then again, it’s a great opportunity for her father.”
“Poor Ryan,” Phoebe shook her head before lifting Jason up so that his feet were on her lap. Jason stared back at her in confusion and she began to make funny faces to try and make him laugh. He babbled cutely and reached out his tiny hand to grab Phoebe’s nose, causing her to giggle. “Can I please keep your baby?” she teased. “He’s sooo cute!”
I laughed, watching the two of them bond. “Sorry, but I wouldn’t give him up for the world.”
“You two are great parents, I’ve got to say,” she winked, kissing Jason’s cheek before wrapping him in her arms again.
“Thanks, but it’s always nice to have help too so… Thank you for babysitting while Justin and I had some quality time. You have no idea how helpful that is,” I said honestly, meaning every word.
“It’s no problem at all, I love this little guy,” Phoebe spoke to Jason in a baby voice. I watched them for a while longer before feeling Justin stir in his sleep. I switched my gaze from Phoebe playing with the baby to my sexy fiancé, who sleepily flickered his eyes open, blinking a few times before focusing his vision on me.
“Did I fall asleep?” he yawned, his voice groggy yet somehow seductive. He looked like a confused little puppy, and I just couldn’t help but kiss his cheek.
“Yes you did, doofus,” I giggled, playing with his hair as he smiled at me, making my heart melt.
“I’m sorry.” He spoke with a soft, gentle voice as he rubbed his eyes as if it’ll take away the drowsiness he felt.
“You know I don’t mind,” I caressed the side of his neck. “You look hot sleeping anyway.”
“I look hot no matter what I do,” he smirked, reaching both of his hands out to cup my cheeks and pulling me down so that my lips met his. We shared a slow, passionate kiss that rose the hairs on my body and I felt myself blush deeply. No matter what I do, I can never get used to Justin’s kisses. As cheesy as it sounds, each and every single time we kiss feels just like the first time.
I know that because I still remember the first time we kissed. I still remember how it felt like to know my best friend loves me back. I still remember the uplifting, unexplainable warmness in my heart when his lips touched mine for the first time ever. I remember how happy I was, I remember the energy running through my veins and that’s when I knew Justin has to be the one. I knew right away that he was my knight in shining armor, the wind beneath my wings, the apple to my pie, the straw to my berry and I just knew he’s the one I want to marry.
There’s not a single thing I wouldn’t do for this boy, and I’ll spend my entire life trying to prove it to him if he ever forgets it. I’m never lying when I say that no man has ever made me feel so loved, so special, or made me feel like I was the most important thing in anyone’s life. I’ve loved him from the start and I didn’t even know it. I just thought of him as my best friend because that’s all he was until our hearts allowed us to discover the amazing truth. We’ve had each other’s backs from the start. And I can’t wait to become Mrs. Bieber and spend the rest of my life with the only person I can ever imagine myself with. Ever since I was little, I’ve always wanted to have a princess moment, where my prince would sweep me off my feet and show me a world I’ve never seen before. To show me feelings I’ve never felt before. And show me a life I never thought I’d be living.
Then there’s the way that Justin reminds me how much he loves me and transfers all his love for me through even one simple kiss… I’ve got to say—it drives me insane. I’m pretty sure I’m dreaming, and that scares me so fucking much because I don’t ever want to go through the day where I wake up and find out I never confessed my feelings, he doesn’t feel the same way and therefore that means there’s no baby Jason to raise together as what people call the ‘perfect couple’.
It’d be a huge understatement to say I’m head over heels and blinded by love because I’m just so much more than that. I’m at a point where I can drop dead any second now because I’m oozing happiness from every single inch of my body.
“Mmm,” Justin breathed, pulling away from our kiss and locking eyes with me. “I love you so much, baby.” He slid his thumb gently across my cheek, stroking it gently. Within every I love you, I fall deeper and deeper in love with him.
“I love you too, Justin,” I pecked his moist, tempting lips and wrapped him in a hug, squeezing his body into mine and closing my eyes to savor the moment. I felt his arms embrace me, providing warmth instantly as he hugged me back. He placed a kiss on the top of my head and sat up without breaking the hug. His hands ran up and down my back as he dipped his head to my neck, placing firm kisses on the skin.
I slowly opened my eyes and saw Phoebe staring at us, a smile on her face and, upon getting caught staring, she blushed sheepishly and stood up.
“I’m going to go feed Little J,” she said, and Justin pulled away to look at her.
“Thank you,” Justin and I said at the same time and we looked at each other simultaneously before bursting with laughter. Phoebe giggled and rolled her eyes before leaving to the kitchen.
“Jamie,” I heard Justin’s angelic voice calling my name and I instantly locked eyes with him. He grabbed my left hand and fondled my engagement ring, his gaze focused on the object as he slipped into a daze. There was sudden insecurity in his eyes, making my heart drop.
“What’s wrong?” I asked, already sensing his hesitation.
He sighed, still looking at the ring on my hand. “Answer me honestly, baby, okay?”
“Okay,” I whispered, waiting for him to ask his question.
He looked me right in the eyes and asked the simple question. “Do I make you happy?” he murmured, scared of what my answer would be. My heart skipped a beat and I suddenly became a little worried. Where is he getting all this from? What did I ever do to cause him to question the strong love I have for him?
“Justin... I would think you’d know the answer to that by now,” I sighed quietly.
He tore his gaze from me and leaned back on the couch. “Right,” he whispered. “Sorry.”
“No, but—… Why are you asking me this?” I prompted, desperately wanting an answer. “I mean, you know very well that you’re the reason I’m happy in life. Of course you make me happy. You’re my everything.”
“I’m your everything?” he asked shyly, his cheeks flushing red. I guess that, after all we’ve been through together, he still hasn’t gotten used to the way I make him feel either, just like it is for me.
I kissed his lips quickly and smiled at him. “Of course,” I nodded happily.
He blushed even deeper and grabbed one of the couch pillows to hide his face in. I giggled as he scooted away from me playfully, and I decided to crawl after him. He kept moving away from me and, just as I reached out and grabbed his arm, he fell down to the floor, taking me down with him. I landed on the ground on top of him and we both laughed our heads off until Justin decided to grab my ass, causing me to let out a sudden gasp. He took my gasping as an advantage and shoved his tongue down my throat, tightening his grip on my butt and grinding his body with mine. My eyes bolted open and I let out a helpless moan, digging my nails into both of his shoulders and kissing him back harshly until he, too, let out a deep, husky moan, knocking my hormones all over the place. I wrapped one leg around his waist and created further friction to his groin, feeling his crotch bulge against mine. He traveled his hands down my thighs and supported me by the back of my knees, pulling me closer and closer to him, wanting no space whatsoever between our bodies. We breathed into each other’s mouths, our tongues licking the life out of one another until Justin pulled away and trailed kisses down my chin, to my neck and then my collarbone. I panted in slow, deep breaths and, suddenly, there were footsteps approaching us.
“Oh my god!” Phoebe practically screamed, shielding Jason’s eyes. “I’m gone for two minutes and you guys are already having sex?!”
I blushed a vivid red, pulling away from Justin so he could get up. Once he did, he helped me up from the floor and we both looked at Phoebe’s frightened face.
“Relax, we weren’t having sex,” Justin grinned, walking towards Phoebe and making a hand gesture towards Jason. Phoebe handed the baby over to his father and Justin kissed his son’s cheek before engaging into a baby-talk (one-way, if I must add) conversation with him, acting as if nothing happened.
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I came out from my night shower and dressed myself in my pajamas before walking into Jason’s room to check up on him. Upon seeing he was in a deep sleep, looking as comfortable and cute as ever, I relaxed myself and gently shut the door before striding back into my own room. I sat down on my bed and checked my phone, replying to texts I had gotten from Phoebe, Chaz, Megan and my mom. I then killed around ten minutes on Twitter before there was a knock on my door and Justin slowly stepped inside.
“Hey,” he smiled shyly at me, his cheeks blushing, making him look way too adorable.
“Hi baby,” I giggled, suddenly losing interest in my phone. Can you blame me? My sexy ass fiancé is standing right in front of me.
“You feeling okay?” he asked, walking towards me and taking a seat next to me, wrapping my body into his arms.
“Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?” I furrowed my eyebrows.
“I don’t know, I was just making sure my girl feels happy today.” He kissed my cheek at least five times before nuzzling his nose against my jawline. “I love you.”
His words sent shivers down my spine—the good kind, of course. He’s just so sweet and I honestly don’t know how to deal with it anymore.
“I love you too,” I whispered in his ear, making sure the words echoed throughout his thoughts. He smiled and held me tighter, his large hands firm on my hips.
“I have an interview tomorrow…” he trailed off, “then a concert.”
I raised my eyebrows in surprise. “Really?” I gasped, clearly shocked. Believe it or not, Justin hasn’t done concerts and interviews in more than 2 months. Ever since Jason’s birth, Justin’s been given quite a long break to help me with our baby and to just be a good father and be there for us. He obviously kept in contact with his beliebers, tweeting every now and then and letting them know what’s going on while the thousands of girls asked for him to post pictures. I found it really sweet how the fans don’t even mind that Justin’s a father now because Jason’s just too tiny and cute to be declined. They’ve respected our privacy and understood the fact that their idol wouldn’t be doing concerts or interviews for a long while. It was only natural…
But now? To hear that, after months, Justin’s ready to go back to being a pop star? I didn’t expect to hear that so soon.
“Yeah, really,” Justin trailed a few kisses down my neck. “Are you mad?”
“Mad? Why would I be mad?” I asked, though a sharp pain remained in my stomach—that feeling I get when I know he’s going to leave and I don’t know when I’m going to see him again. I had to deal with this pain ever since he was first starting out his career and I have to say—I missed my best friend while he was out traveling the world. Like I’ve mentioned before, Skyping, calling and texting is just not the same.
“Because I’m leaving… Again,” he muttered. “I don’t want to leave but my fans haven’t had new stuff in way too long. I have to do a couple of shows and—”
“–I understand, Justin, I do,” I interrupted him. The room then suddenly fell quiet for a while and we welcomed the comfortable silence. I felt Justin’s grip faltering around my waist until he completely released me and fell back on the bed.
“When can we tell them?” he spoke out loud, his gaze locked on the ceiling.
I looked back at him. “When can we tell who what?”
“My beliebers,” he answered. “When can we tell them that you-know-what?”
I continued to stare at him in confusion until it suddenly clicked. “Oh! That? It’s up to you,” I smiled lightly at him. “You can even announce it on that interview you’re doing soon.”
“You sure? Are you ready?” a smile also found its way onto Justin’s handsome face.
“I’m ready if you are,” I giggled.
“Okay then,” he smirked. “We’ll go tell them. We’ll go tell them that we’re getting married.”
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WHEEEEEEEE!
Okay I really need to stop with the coffee…
LOL. HEY GUYSS.
I decided to give you all a very cute #Jastin chapter because this book started with quite some drama and hesitation so I wanted to reward you with something your heart can’t take because it’s just too cute right before everything starts crashing down and all your dreams are crushed ;)
Dun, dun, DUUUUNNNNN!
Heh, but what did you guys think of the chapter? Jastin gon’ tell da world they gettin’ mawwied.
I have problems.
Aaanyway, I actually snuck a line from this song into the chapter but I think it describes Jastin so much so listen to it, if you dare. It’s called “Perfect Two” by Auburn and it’s on the sidebar too if you want to hear it.
:)
- Nina xx