Colours Of Fear

By idkninjago

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"I was expecting a lime green celebration", My words were crisp. "And I was expecting to be a ninja again", K... More

please don't let this turn into something it's not
i can only give you everything I've got
i can't be as sorry as you think I should
but I still love you more than anyone else could
all that I keep thinking throughout this whole fight
is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
this splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
the last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
first kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
Celebration!!
the weight of water, the way you taught me to look past everything
PSA M8'S
we have got through so much worse than this before
what's so different this time that you can't ignore
you say it is much more than just my last mistake
and we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
IMPORTANT
the first time that I felt connected to anything
way you taught me to look past everything I had ever learned
final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
and I don't know where to look
words just break and melt
scene two; act one
and I'll use you as a warning sign
that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
and i'll use you as a focal point
so i don't lose sight of what i want
and i've moved further than i thought i could
but i missed you more than i thought i would
author's interruption
and i'll use you as a warning sign
that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
and i found love where it wasn't supposed to be
talk some sense to me
OH
and i'll use you as a makeshift gauge
of how much to give and how much to take
scene three; act one
train this chaos turn it into light
i've got to see you one last night
before the lions take their share
leave us in pieces scattered everywhere
A /N
babs
just give me a chance to hold on
Factoids
give me a chance to hold on
just give me something to hold onto
Apology
it's so clear now that you are all that i have
Update
scene three; act two
love of mine, some day you will die
but I'll be close behind
i'll follow you into the dark
no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
just our hands clasped so tight
waiting for the hint of a spark
scene;act
oh tell me you love me, i need someone.

the final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

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By idkninjago

  I waited for Lloyd to cry pity after I had yelled at his comment.

"Fine god dammit Kai!! Just look at my fucking phone and pan through the messages!! You
can check all the dates and look at all the fucking times!!", Lloyd stood up and threw his silver phone at me.

I just stared at him cry and walk away to his bedroom. As much I didn't want to hold the silver phone in my hand and glide my finger down on the screen, panning through each messages he's ever sent, I did anyway. I searched through his phone like a detective. This one contact in particular caught my eye.
It was named ' Lil<3'.

Lilly: Hey Lloyd!!
Read, 10:45am

Lloyd: Heyy<3
Read, 10:47am

Lilly: Whatcha up to Green jerk?<3
Read, 10:50

Lloyd: Fucking Kai's over.. Ugh I hate him.. He just can't take a goddamn hint.. Whatever..
Delivered, 10:52am

My wife? Dating Lloyd? I pushed my tensed body off the couch and shyly opened Lloyd's bedroom door.

"Your straight?", I spoke tenderly.

Lloyd didn't even look up to see me pound his walls with my fists and kick his bed frame.

"Goddammit!! Why'd I ever fucking trust you?!", My teeth were gritted together, moving back and forth.

"Because you're a fucking jerk", Lloyd smiled that cocky smile at me.

Usually that'd make me smile but now, I was such a deep brick blood red. The anger
was pulsing through my veins.

"Ah!! Fuck you Greenboy!! Fuck you!! Go fucking die fuck face!!",  I intentionally spit in Lloyd's face.

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