Colours Of Fear

By idkninjago

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"I was expecting a lime green celebration", My words were crisp. "And I was expecting to be a ninja again", K... More

please don't let this turn into something it's not
i can only give you everything I've got
i can't be as sorry as you think I should
but I still love you more than anyone else could
all that I keep thinking throughout this whole fight
is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
this splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
the last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
first kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
Celebration!!
PSA M8'S
the final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
we have got through so much worse than this before
what's so different this time that you can't ignore
you say it is much more than just my last mistake
and we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
IMPORTANT
the first time that I felt connected to anything
way you taught me to look past everything I had ever learned
final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
and I don't know where to look
words just break and melt
scene two; act one
and I'll use you as a warning sign
that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
and i'll use you as a focal point
so i don't lose sight of what i want
and i've moved further than i thought i could
but i missed you more than i thought i would
author's interruption
and i'll use you as a warning sign
that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
and i found love where it wasn't supposed to be
talk some sense to me
OH
and i'll use you as a makeshift gauge
of how much to give and how much to take
scene three; act one
train this chaos turn it into light
i've got to see you one last night
before the lions take their share
leave us in pieces scattered everywhere
A /N
babs
just give me a chance to hold on
Factoids
give me a chance to hold on
just give me something to hold onto
Apology
it's so clear now that you are all that i have
Update
scene three; act two
love of mine, some day you will die
but I'll be close behind
i'll follow you into the dark
no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
just our hands clasped so tight
waiting for the hint of a spark
scene;act
oh tell me you love me, i need someone.

the weight of water, the way you taught me to look past everything

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By idkninjago

  Lloyd fluttered his eyes open. In my hand I held a lit cigarette and Lloyd's slick iPhone 6 whatever.

"Morning Green Boy", I ruffled Lloyd's hair and laughed to myself in a deep lower toned voice.

Lloyd looks startled to see him and I still in the same position we had gotten comfortable in late last night after talking and arguing.

"Why do you have my phone? And why haven't we moved to the bed?", He looked around the room wide awake and alert.

The windows were filled with morning dew and fog from the A/C blowing up on it.

"Just looking at you and Jay's messages. Seems like here I'm a 'rotten no good hoodlum'. Hmm.. That's interesting because last night I was an amazing boyfriend, according to your dream", I rested my head on my tensed up hand.

"Listen that was", I interrupted Lloyd.

"A day ago", My lips quivered. Not from sadness or nervousness but just from anger. I guess.

Lloyd snatched his phone from my hand
and collapsed back onto my flexed body. He laid his head on my abs and turned on the flatscreen tv.

"Jee, no explanation there I guess", my voice sounded so arrogant.

Lloyd just shook his head and curled up tight against my muscular body stealing my
body heat.

"Sorry for even trying to be here for you", I sighed annoyed with Lloyd's attitude towards this discovery.

"It's your fault for snooping around in my business, just so you could get hurt and start a goddamn argument", Lloyd muttered quickly.

I couldn't believe what I had heard. I blurted out, "I fucking hate arguing! It makes me
feel like I'm being beaten a thousand times by a hammer because I always know that the
other person will win".

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