Colours Of Fear

By idkninjago

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"I was expecting a lime green celebration", My words were crisp. "And I was expecting to be a ninja again", K... More

i can only give you everything I've got
i can't be as sorry as you think I should
but I still love you more than anyone else could
all that I keep thinking throughout this whole fight
is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
this splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
the last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
first kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
Celebration!!
the weight of water, the way you taught me to look past everything
PSA M8'S
the final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
we have got through so much worse than this before
what's so different this time that you can't ignore
you say it is much more than just my last mistake
and we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
IMPORTANT
the first time that I felt connected to anything
way you taught me to look past everything I had ever learned
final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
and I don't know where to look
words just break and melt
scene two; act one
and I'll use you as a warning sign
that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
and i'll use you as a focal point
so i don't lose sight of what i want
and i've moved further than i thought i could
but i missed you more than i thought i would
author's interruption
and i'll use you as a warning sign
that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
and i found love where it wasn't supposed to be
talk some sense to me
OH
and i'll use you as a makeshift gauge
of how much to give and how much to take
scene three; act one
train this chaos turn it into light
i've got to see you one last night
before the lions take their share
leave us in pieces scattered everywhere
A /N
babs
just give me a chance to hold on
Factoids
give me a chance to hold on
just give me something to hold onto
Apology
it's so clear now that you are all that i have
Update
scene three; act two
love of mine, some day you will die
but I'll be close behind
i'll follow you into the dark
no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
just our hands clasped so tight
waiting for the hint of a spark
scene;act
oh tell me you love me, i need someone.

please don't let this turn into something it's not

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By idkninjago

POV Lloyd's

Lloyd: How's the new house going??
Read, 9:45am

Jay: Great.. How's you and Kai?!
Read, 10:30am

Lloyd: Haven't talked to him since New Years. I guess we're better of as friends
Read, 10:45am

Jay: I vv much shipped you ):
Delivered, 11:30am

I stared at my phone. It gave off a slight buzz and then settled down.

My feet hung over the side of the bed and my blankets covered half of my body.

Still my room was decorated with ninja posters and lights from the better times. Where Kai and I actually talked.

After New Years he never came back from New Zealand. ( come on pride m8).

I felt a pain from my left side. It was from work with all that heavy lifting.

Well, more arguing for a job. I haven't been able to get one ever since the ninja's split up.

We had failed and I guess that was enough of 'dress up' for us. It was time to live an actual life.

The air was crisp and cool on my bare back. I pushed myself up and out of bed.

The apartment was bare. I had an amazing job as a lawyer until I made out with the witness and she had to go run her mouth.

I smiled at the alarm clock as it read 12:00pm.

"Shoot", I grabbed a tee shirt and some jeans.

I was expecting Jay to come over at 12:30. He's usually late for everything so I had about an hour under my belt.

My phone buzzed a sharp ring.

"Hey there it's Lloyd, speak", I held the phone with my shoulder up to my ear.

It was Kai. His voice was shaky.

"H-hey I've gotten myself into big trouble", he sounded like a mustard yellow.

I paused and looked at the clock, I had two minuets to talk.

"I'm in jail and need bail money", He turned to a peachy orange.

My phone dropped out of my grip and my hand were held to my face. I was bursting with blue.

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