I don't know where the the lord has gone, but I know that he is there.
with all that is going on in my life I wonder if he is there at all
But how can I go on?
if he isn't there as my comfort.
and you aren't there for me to rest my head on your shoulder
I blame myself for being so arrogant
and blind to the fact that we were breaking rules everyday just to talk.
and now I am banned from your caring arms
all hope is gone for me
I don't think I can go on like this anymore.
I will have to stop myself from living in order to carry on.
but can I stop this pain that runs so deep into my very core?
can I go on living like you are going to be fine, and not go back to old habits?
can I slash my anger upon everyone that has tried to pry us apart for so long?
I wish I could, but it is wrong in my heart and mind.
OH LORD WHERE HAVE YOU GONE?
I need your help to carry on and hold stead fast until Dawn arrives and we have been delivered.
however until that day I will still question you.
until that day my heart will feel the pain of every one I have ever talked to.
until that day I will have to go on living.
but in my heart and mind and very soul one question resonates through.
Can I go on like this?