As you're folding your cloths to put them back into your bag under your bad you start to feel more sleepy per second. The training today was dificut, extermely dificut actually, even Eren had trouble doing it. As you're just about to fall asleep you hear a loudish bang at the door.
Jean joked that he would come to your cabin tonight, but you didn't think that he was serious.
"Oh fuck" You whisper under your breath as you scramble to the door quickly, trying not to wake everyone up in the rest of the cabin.
As you open the door you see Jean standing there smiling at you. "What the hell are you doing" You whisper. Closing the door behind you quickly, trying to make it as quiet as possible. "It's like 2 am!?" You exclaim.
"And what are you doing up at 2am huh?!"
"Touche," You say smiling while crossing your arms and against the door that's behind you "Anyway" You continue "What are you doing here?!"
"I wanted to see you!" He says, all the well keeping his massive smile there on his face. "Let's go to the pond again!" Jean says excitingly, surprising you at the same time that he didn't wake up the whole girls dorm.
You let out a massive sigh, trying to act angry for once, but it's impossible, you smiling once again"I can never be mad at you" You say, turning around and opening the door quietly "Give me two seconds"
"Okay, " Jean replies, before you shut the door and very quickly run over to your bed and grab your bathers, the only ones that you could find where some old ones that you have been dreading to wear. They are ones that your mother gave you, they have multicoloured spots on them and they were actually really comfortable, but the only thing that was stopping you... Was that it was a bikini.
Now bikini's are good and all, but you didn't want him to see your scars. the scars that were all over your body from the abuse that both your father and mother used to do to you.
But at this time you didn't care, you just needed to get out of there before any of the other girls woke up and saw you leave, because most likely; since we have graduated and are now 16, they will think that you are going off to have sex with Jean.
And no, you're not, like yeah you like Jean... a lot... But he'll never like you back in that way, you're only friends with him, nothing more and nothing less... yeah he saved your life but that doesn't mean anything... does it.
you ignore everything going through your mind as you shake your head, trying to get the thought of Jean out of your head for one second and start to leave the room until you hear a sound behind you, almost like someone getting up.
You quickly whip your head around to see a cabin full of sleeping girls.
"Thank fuck" You whisper and continue to leave the room.
You put your hand on the doorknob and twist to open it quietly before quitting and turning back around to close it once again.
You look at Jean and see the same exact smile on his face "Ready?" He asks you.
"Ready" You reply back with the same amount of enthusiasm as what he had.
(BACK IN THE CABIN BEHIND YOU)
"Where do you think she's going," Sasha says loudly, sitting up so everyone in the room knew she was awake.
"Probably going to fuck her boyfriend," Mina says loudly, also sitting up and making eye contact with Sasha.
"That's none of our business guys," Mikasa says rolling back over and ignoring the girls that were before her "Just let the girl be"
(BACK TOO YOU)
"Oh my god," You say excitingly "We're finally here," You say smiling before going to the edge of the pond, taking your shoes off, then your top.
"Yeah, not to mention the weather's beautiful," Jean says staring at you get dressed, you always got dressed in the same area with your back turned to Jean, but when you weren't looking, he would sneak a peak at you every once in a while. You look up and see the sky beautifully lighten up by the surrounding stars "Look Jean" You say, pointing your hand up to the sky, leaving only one hand to cover yourself with "The sky" You say with a smile across your face.
"It's," Jean says quietly, but just loud enough for you to hear him "It's wonderful"
You quickly put your bather bottoms on and bra, along with your top you were just wearing while he was captured by the beautifully arranged sky. "Done", You say turning around and putting your hand up on your hip, almost as if you're in a modelling pose.
"Oh" Jean says pointing at my stomach "Haven't seen you wear a top with your bathers before"
"Yeah" You sigh "Just don't like my stomach"
"Let's not get down huh? We're here to have fun" He says, running over and grabbing my hand before running to the line of rocks that were almost next to be. You and Jean used them for jumping pads if you haven't already guessed. "1"
"Wai-"
"2"
"JEAN"
"3!" Jean yells, jumping off the edge of the rocks, pulling you with great force with him. You let out a high pitched scream as you hit the water and you quickly bob up, only to be met with Jeans face only centimetres (Probably less) apart.
You both didn't move, you just stayed there staring into each other's eyes.
His eyes were beautiful, the way they glowed in the very little light that was shining down on us provided by the stars and moon, the way they didn't care, it- no sorry, HE was perfect and there was no denying it.
All you wanted to do was slam your lips into his, taste what he tastes like, feel what it feels like to kiss your beloved, and by the looks of it, so did Jean.
Jean slowly moved his hand up towards to cheek and grabbed it gently, tilting his head to the side as he did so. "Y/N" Jean whispers.
"Yeah"
"You're beautiful, you know that," He says with that same smile that is always on his face.
You feel a blush take over your face, the only thing you want to do is hide, but you can't, you're stuck staring into the eyes of your first love on the edge of blushing to death (And yes that's a thing)
"I could say the same for you," You say, trying to cover up your embracement. Jeans eyes only got more intense with a stare when you said that, this making this almost 100% clear that he wanted to kiss you, and you both knew it.
"Fuck it," Jean says, throwing himself at you basically. A pair of lips are pressed against you and all you can do is smile, smile knowing that he finally did it, smiling knowing that he felt the same way toward you then what you felt to him.
After a while the kiss got more intense, Jean starts asking to enter and you accept with ease. Slowly but surely you both start making out and roaming other's bodies, hungry for more.
You jump up onto Jean to get a higher angel to him. You put your hands on his cheeks as he holds you up using both of his arms, leaving you free to do whatever you want.
You part the kiss and start heading down his neck, sucking and licking at any chance you got. Jean's hands roamed your body, feeling almost like butterfly kisses on your back. You pull your mouth away from Jean's neck and see that you've left a massive black and purple mark on his neck. You smile gently as you trace your thumb over the mark.
With Jean still carrying you, you rest your head on his shoulders and stare at the mark that you gave him. You let out a little giggle and Jean turns his head towards you.
"What?" He questions, you lift your head off his shoulder and put your hands on his cheeks before giving his a quick gentle kiss.
"Nothing" You say smiling as you rest your forehead on his.
"Are you not mad that I dragged you into the pond?" He says with his eyes staring back at yours.
"No" You say gently as you feel your eyes start to get heavier and heavier. "Not really, all in good fun I guess" you say as your voice slowly gets slurred during the sentence.
"You okay?" Jean asks in concern.
"Training, that all, it's hard"
"Here" He says as he picks you up and carries you out of the water, you wrap your arms around him tighter as you leave the water. He gently puts you down on the empty grass next to the pond and sits next to you.
You feel as if you're about to pass out, but you look up at Jean for one last time, his eyes staring at yours. "Good night bitch" He says lovingly and plants a kiss on your forehead before you completely fall asleep.
- BONUS -
You open the doors to your cabin full of sleeping girls quietly hoping not to wake anyone up. But you see a whole bunch of girls staring at you, you knew they knew, you know what they were going to ask.
You sigh in defeat. "Yes we're dating"
All the girls in the cabin let out a loud yell of excitement. We hear a loud bang on the wall coming from Levi's room "If you brats don't shut the fuck up, you'll all get 6 extra hours a day of cleaning for a month" Levi yells.
All the girls start to crowd around you and start to ask you questions, but the only thing that was really on your mind was Jean, and you had no idea why.