Kash POV :
I woke up and got up from the couch as I folded my cover that I slept with to discover it was now 2 in the afternoon .
I needed some time to myself last night , Lee had a nigga so fucked up right now I didn't really know where my head was at, at this point .
I walked towards the kitchen as I went inside the fridge grabbing a protein shake
I untwist the top as I gulp it down in 2 minutes top then I threw it in the trash as I went to take a leak
After brushing my teeth and washing my face off , I went upstairs into the bedroom to see the bed nicely made and the place looking decent
I figured Lee must've took her and Javier somewhere earlier , but I didn't really care she's a grown ass woman and I can't tell her what to do she barely listen anyways
I went inside my closet as I hopped on some gray sweats and a white T with my all white G fazos then I grabbed my keys to Porsche and made my exit
I needed to do a pull up real quick on somebody I knew who could give me some good advice since Mase was no longer here to do that
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Lyric POV :
I couldn't believe Kash basically cussed me out last night and decided to sleep on the couch instead in bed with me
I knew he was mad but I just didn't want to believe he would be this mad about it
I needed to get out of the house today being that Kash was still in there but I figured by the time I get back he will be gone
I was beginning to believe I really had to move on and leave cus I wasn't seeing things changing no time soon
It hurt me so much to think what it would be like if I actually leave and how Kash would feel about it
A part of me is telling me he won't even care if I leave but he would if I was to take Javier with me , he would flip
"So what should I do?" I asked Tasha my hairstylists as she put my new sew in , in .
Being that I didn't have a lot of friends and Nikki was really my only friend I talked to Tasha for advice since my mother is always on Kash side with everything and I have no one else to talk to since Nikki went M.I.A on me
"Well girl I think you guys really need to sit down and just talk face to face , express to one another how ya feel and try to work it out before you take matters into your own hands." She suggested .
"But that's exactly what I say trying to last night, talk. But all he did was cuss me out and basically told me to leave him the hell alone. So now I just feel like since he doesn't wanna talk what more can I do?"
She sighs
"Well being that this isn't my relationship and its between you two , I feel you should do what's right for you and Javier. So if you feel as if leaving Kash is the right thing at this point then who am I to tell you right from wrong."
I nodded as I took in her words
Is this what I really want to do ? I asked myself in my head
"Well my master piece is done, take a look girl." She says as she passes me the hand mirror
I took it from her as I observed and suddenly fell in love with the new hairstyle
"Girl you always slaying my shit." I say smiling
"Ya know how I do."
"Thanks girl." I say as I pull out a couple hundreds as I gave it to her
"Thank you." She says grinning
"And thanks again for the advice , I'll see ya soon."
"Okay girl , later." She says as I made my exit hopping in my Mercedes Benz Kash bout me last year
I turned up the music as B.E.D by jacquees blasted thru the speakers as I was on my way to get Javier from my ma
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Mama Davis POV :
I just woke up from a 20 minute nap after putting Javier to sleep until I heard him fussing and crying which awoken me from my sleep making me go towards his nursey room
I was glad I was now living in my own lil 2 bedroom apartment by myself
I am so blessed to have a great daughter like Lyric for giving me such a nice place to rest my head at and have some privacy to myself
So I didn't mind watching Javi at all being that, that is my grandson and his mother bought and furnished this apartment for me
That is the least I can do
I walked into Javier's room as I went towards the crib to discover him not in there
"Oh my god!" I started to panic as I begin to look everywhere around the room , then back to my room , the living , to discover him no where to be found not even the bathrooms nor the kitchen
I was scared and worried as hell where the hell a 8 months old baby could be
I collapsed on the couch as I buried my head in my hands crying my eyes out when I got a text to my phone
Snake 🔪 : I warn you
"Oh god ! Please protect Javier from harms way, please god." I cried
As I continue to cry with my face buried into my hands I heard a knock on the door but I went against getting up and opening it instead the person open the door their selves
There stood Lee with worry eyes as I observed her with red puffy eyes still having tears falling down my cheeks onto my chest while clear snot was dripping down my nose onto my lip
I look at her and said no words as she runs over to me making me bury my face again
"Ma , whats wrong?" She says taking a seat next to me rubbing my back trying to console me
"I'm so sorry Lee , I'm soo sorry." I cried
"Ma , talk to me what happen??" She says confused to why I was apologizing
I shooked my head as lean back in forth while I still covered my face , avoiding her to look into my guilty eyes
"Ma?!" She screamed starting to get upset herself from me avoiding her response
"He TOOK HIM!" I cried out
She gasped .
"Where is he, ma I'm not in the mood to play, where's my son?!" She says standing up running towards his room
She ran out the room realizing he wasn't in there , and begin to run all around the house like it was maze she was stuck in
"He haves to be in here somewhere." She says to herself trying to believe it
I continued to cry in my sorrows as I heard her begin to scream and cry at the same time finally having her break down in front of me on the living room floor
"I'm so sorry Lyric , please forgive me?!" I cried as I got up going towards her trying to comfort her but she pushes me away
"Where the fuck is my son and how did this happen?!" She yells at me directly in my face
I was stunned but I knew she was hurting more than I was at this point and my stupid mistakes from the past was now back to hunt me
"He took him." I softly said once again
"Who?!" She yells
"Matthew." I said all in low
"What?!Why?" She asked
"I used to work for him and-"
SMACK !
Before I could even explain to her what happen she gives me a hard smack on the right side of my face back handing me as I fell towards the floor grabbing onto my side
"This is all your fucking fault. How the fuck did he take my son from you just like that did you even put up a fight?! She yells at me in my face hovering over me as she rants
"I didn't know , I was sleep when it happen." I cried as I remain on the floor to avoid anymore abuse from my own daughter
"Why the fuck would you fall asleep when you suppose to be watching him?! I swear.." She begins to laugh but not out of humor out of disbelief and sadness
"I swear your the worst mother a child can ask for , because of you my son has been kidnap all because of your fucking stupidity. I won't you gone , pack the shit that you came with and don't come back I hate you with all my heart and soul , I should've never let you back into my life nor my family , your pathetic and fucking disgrace. You got an hour to pack to shit and go and don't even think about coming back , we'll be better off without you, I promise you that." She says as she walks pass me going towards the door
I remain on the floor still as I cried until I could no longer cry
Everything that she said cut me so deep it felt like I had nothing left in my body as if I could no longer breathe
I knew I was a fucked up mother in the past but I was trying so hard to regain my respect from Lee and my past only made it worse then what it already was
"I never wanted to hurt you." I said aloud to no one in particular but was referring to Lee as if she was still here
I was now back on my own and with no one by my side ...