A/N: So not much to say but i may be stumbling in writers block, for this fanfiction: Don't worry I won't stop writing, I'm going to do my best to write at least once a week. So instead of taking a break from writing, i'm going to. For the first time write my own (non fanfiction) story. Now I'm not going to be very focus on my first own (non-fanfiction) story, it probably be very horrible but, i'm going to write it because it usually helps me get of writers block. I'm not going to force you to check it. I'm just lettin you know what's up :) Question: Does anyone have methods how to get out of writers block? Just askin.
Also! Thank you to any of you guys that vote for Unearsable Memories on the VKwattyaward;) means alot. I'm hoping on the others that win is truths of silvers :D She makes amazing VK fanfictions. Okay i'm done with this long author note...heh..sorry for the long talk.
~For pea-sakes i don't even know your name!
How did I ever gotten myself in this position? In my past time did I ever kill someone to deserve this horrible Karma. Maybe... maybe i was monster that didn't care for human life. No, wow, I can't even manage to believe my own lies. I didn't deserve this, but why was I taking this crap. Was I ever like this? Letting a person walk all over me? I don't know. I wish I knew who i was in my past time but yet...I'm so afraid. What if i don't like what I see? What if I found out that my parents really did abandon me. I don't think i can't handle the disappointment. I rather not know than be hopeful that they loved me in my own oblivious mind.
On the other hand, i'm not sure i can take this abuse any longer. It has to stop. I may not know so much about myself but I do know that somewhere in my heart i wasn't someone who let anyone stomp over me. Sara...her name came like acid in my mouth. Someone needs to stop her. The way she goes on her on will, killing without a single thought, is an animal that needs to be put down. So what should I do...kill her? A bloody smile came across my face. Yes, that sounds like a good idea but i'm not that stupid. She's a pureblood; I'm her slave, nothing more...
I slowly got up from the ground where the pureblood left me. She would be waiting for me in the mansion. My enslaved mind and body was disgustingly eagered to go find its master but I stood my ground and waited for my soul to take control...at least for a little while. Until i can think of a plan how to be free..
Once i had control, crawled out from under the bridge and went up the sidewalk; instead of going back to the mansion, i'm going to take a nice stroll. On second thought the stroll wasn't so nice. I barely could stand up like a normal person. My stomach was begging to crouch down on the ground and rest. C'mon, I thought vampires could heal quicker than this I groaned to myself. Yeah, unless I had good supply of blood in the body which was nearly all gone from the beating.
Okay, Rin, One foot after another. You can do this!! Its like the first time you walk...wait...i can't even remember my own baby steps...Forget this, i look like a stupid penguin waddling around. I made it to the next block and it was the cemetary...Well isn't this convenient, i can pick out my grave spot. I walked in the dark, gothic cemetery already feeling the chills run down my back. I may be a vampire but that doesn't mean i find, bats, cemeteries, dead bodies, coffins comforting. If any of you stereotypes thinks that is a vampire favorite hobbie, well you greatly mistaken.
I made my way through the the tombstones; it was all so creepy. Can you believe people actually come to visit these dead bodies? Don't they know they are not here anymore, their dead. Like right now there is women in a yellow & white polka dotted dress. Doesn't she know that it's way too cold for her to be wearing that. She casually sat on the tombstone as if she was waiting for someone. She looked sad and lonely...maybe she would like some company...
When I reached her, she looked up with a shining smile. Her feet covered the name of the tombstone as she stood in front of it.
"It's good to see you!!" I was going to introduce myself with a formal handshake but this women dived into a hug! I couldn't feel her touch at all. It was as if she wasn't hugging me but from the looks of it she was trying to. Let me just say beforehand I never met this dylessional women in my life.
"Um, Yeah it's good to see you too" I said awkwardly. What's wrong with this women? why is she so happy? She's in a freaking cemetery!
"So um what are you doing here?" I asked feeling embarrassed for just talking to a complete stranger.
"Oh...er...I was waiting for beautiful girl that looks just like you!" She grinned. Okay, i think i just met a pedophile.
"I'm not pedophile if that's what you're thinking" She deadpan. Wow, she's a pedophile and can read minds!!!
"So who's this girl? Is she dear to you" I asked.
"Yes, very much. She's my daughter. I've been waiting for all these years and now she's finally come" She smiled. All these years? I'm hoping she's just exaggerating.
"So what's kept you from seeing each other?"
She stood quiet for awhile. I was about to take back my question, maybe i was being too nosey.
"I...left her alone with a huge burden. I knew she wasn't angry with me for leaving her but she couldn't bare to visit me again. It hurt her too much" She frowned.
"Well, thats weird. It's not like you're going to leave her again are you" I said with a shrug. The women quivered and then broke into tears. I was taken back by the sudden out burst. What did I do?!
"Why don't you remember me! Look at me! Don't you know who I am" She cried. I reached out and tried to calm her down. Then my fingers slipped through. She was a cold mist. I jumped back two feet away. Who the hell is she?
"Rin, I love you so much. Please don't forget me" She whispered as crystal tears fell from her light green eyes. Like a fog she slowly disappeared.
I folded my arms backing away further from the grave. I must have lost a lot of blood...yah...that's why i'm seeing things. I'm just delusional. There is no way that women was there and suddenly just disperse in thin air. I kept backing away from the area until my back hit something hard behind. I let out a loud yelp.
"AH GO TO THE LIGHT GHOST" I shouted leaping in the air like scared cat. I put my fist up while closing my eyes. "Bring it on I ain't afraid of no ghost" I whimpered.
"What are you doing here, vampire?" A deep voice that sound all too familiar spoke. I slowly lifted my arms and met with icy gray eyes. My own eyes nearly bulged out of their socket...It..it's the HUNTER!!
"What are you doing here" He repeated his voice becoming more angrier.
"What i'm not allowed to be in a cemetery! And what are you doing here" I snapped switching the tables. He clenched his jaw while tightly grasping a bouquet of white flowers.
"Who died?" I asked slowly.
"Like you don't know" He sneered with so much hate as if i was the murderer.
"I don't know. I don't know why you even think I would" I said. This guy acts like I've known him. I have never seen him before in my life except our first encounter at the ball.
"I see...since your a vampire with your filthy pureblood, you don't know who I am or who you use to be" He said spitting venom in every word.
"First of all!! Get this in your head. I don't know who you are, what you did, what you do for a living besides hunting vampires, I don't even know what you do first thing in the morning and For pea sakes, I don't even know your damn name but you seem to know mine!" I ranted. I know i'm just asking for a wooden stake pierce through my heart for screaming at the most dangerous hunter i've ever seen; he's just so frustrating, he's a hyprocite, and crazy! How the hell am I suppose to know who died?
"Zero Kiryu" He spat. Zero Kiryu...that name it sounds familiar but so foreign. I tried to think of that name, hopefully it help me remember who this guy is. A large headache erupted in my head. Zero Kiryu...that name. I can feel tears begging to escape but i quickly push them back.
"Who exactly are you though?" I groaned. The more that I look at this hunter, my brain pounds against my skull. who is the man? Who is he!
"You honestly don't know who am" He growled. I was going to shout in frustration that i already told him i never seen him before but all i can do was moan. He such an eye soar. Whoever he is, I don't want to know...I don't want to know.
"Rin, we went cross academy together at one point, did that mean anything" He pulled my wrist, causing me to collide to his hard chest.
"Cross Academy? What are you talking about?"I groaned. My knees began to feel weak and unsteady. The need for blood was growing; i pushed it down but it was like trying swallow sand. I need to go back to the mansion, I need Takuma. I pushed away from the hunter, only to have my whole body go numb. A warm hand slipped around my waist, keeping me steady then my body was lifted.
"Hey...put me down, ...I have to go back to the mansion" I said my voice becoming raspy.
"Hn, not when you can hardly stand up, you're coming with me. Since you're one of Sara's followers, the hunter associations have lot of questions to ask you" He said walking out the out the cemetery with me over his shoulder. I swear I couldn't be in the worst position. I'm being taking to the Hunter association and worst....this guy smells really good!!!! I tried to put myself to sleep before my thirst could get any worse. Usually when I sleep i don't have the desire to drink, but when I wake up from it, i become a real beast.
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