Tear In My Heart

By amtbooks

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Eighteen year old Grace Howell is a huge fan of the CW television series "Supernatural". Especially Castiel... More

Chapter 1: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 2: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 3: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 4: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 5: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 6: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 7: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 8: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 9: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 10: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 11: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 12: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 13: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 14: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 15: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 16: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 17: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 18: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 19: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 20: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 21: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 22: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 23: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 24: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 25: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 26: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 27: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 28: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 29: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 30: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 31: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 32: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 33: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 34: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 35: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 36: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 37: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 38: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 39: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 40: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 41: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 42: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 43: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 44: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 45: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 46: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 47: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 48: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 49: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 50: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 51: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 52: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 53: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 54: (Third person)
Chapter 55: (Third Person)
Chapter 56: (Third Person)
Chapter 57: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 58: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 59: (Third Person)
Chapter 60: (Third person)
Chapter 61: (Third person)
Chapter 63: (Third person)
Chapter 64: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 65: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 66: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 67: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 68: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 69: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 70: (Third person)
Chapter 71: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 72: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 73: (Third person)
Chapter 74: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 75: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 76: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 77: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 78: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 79: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 80: (Misha's POV)
Chapter 81: (Grace's POV)
Chapter 82: (Grace's POV)
Author's Note:

Chapter 62: (Misha's POV)

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By amtbooks

*two weeks before wedding*

In the late hours of the night, I lie on a bed in the hotel I am staying in for a while, trying to fall asleep. I'll be staying in Texas for a comic con- one of the last ones until the cast has a bit of a break. I should be back at least a week before Grace and I's wedding.

I eventually feel my eyes closing and, soon after, doze off....

I jolt up out of the bed, gasping for air and unable to breathe.

"What is happening?!" I think.

My lungs feel like they're closing up and I look in the mirror only to see my face turning blue.

I dial 911 as quickly as I can and manage to whisper, "I-I can't..breathe.."

I drop the phone and try to calm down. An endless stream of tears fall down my cheeks as I'm left nearly dying on the hotel room floor.

Thankfully, minutes later, several ambulances show up at the hotel. I'm rushed to the nearest hospital. On the way there, they attach an oxygen tank to my mouth to help me breathe.

It helps. My heart rate slows down a bit.

*a couple hours later*

I wake up from my unconsciousness only to see I'm lying on a hospital bed, with a cannula that wraps around my ears and perches on my nose- it's attached to an oxygen tank.

"He's awake." I hear the nurses tell a doctor.

"Mr. Collins..we have some updates on your medical situation. What happened was, your lungs filled up with liquid. We've ran multiple tests and all results have leaded to one thing...thyroid cancer in your lungs. Now, no need to be worried-you'll be okay. However, the condition of your lungs will need further tests to see if you are healthy enough to live a full life." a doctor tells me.

It's all too much information to take in. How will I tell my family? Friends? What about my Gracie? I might not even be able to live a full life?

I become sad, frustrated, and angry at the same time. My emotions overwhelm my senses so I just take a deep breath and fall back into a deep sleep; while dreaming of Grace.



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