I will be ending this book at Chapter 50 , so things are about to start happening and a lot is about to be thrown at y'all , you ready ?
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Lyric POV :
I was glad I was finally back home with my family , Javier , mama, and Kash.
After everything that happen in Miami I sat down and told Kash.
I look him in the eyes as he hunches over on the edge of the bed shaking his head .
"Please say something." I begged breaking the silence .
"What am I to say? You basically let the nigga feel like he had a shot so he went for it." He says so harshly .
I gasped .
"But it wasn't nothing like that, I swear!"
"Yeah," he gets up, "well I'll be back."
"Kash please can we just talk this out like adults?"
He looks at me giving me a blank stare .
"Later , aight. I'll gotta handle something real quick." He says as he looks at his buzzing phone .
I sighed as I held my head down while tears begin to form at the brim of my eyes .
"Does this mean your done with me?" I asked so softly from all the pain and hurt I was now feeling that I caused him to feel .
"I don't know." He says as he leaves out the bedroom leaving me there to cry in my sorrows.
Lord what have I done ??...
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Devin POV:
"I can't believe she hates me." Says Korean as she keeps crying her eyes out reffering to her mother .
I pulled her closer to my chest as she lays her head on me while I rub thru her hair kissing the top of her head .
"She doesn't hate you , she's just hurt, she's going thru some things and she needs some time for her to recover from the pain. It hurts her to see that her child was rape by her own father, shit I would've been too." I said shaking my head as I could only imagine how disgusting and disturbing that is .
She shakes her head .
"No , you don't understand she made me do it with him." She says .
I twisted up my face as I looked down at her .
"What??"
"She made me have sex with him-"
"I know what you said but why?"
"Because he was planning on leaving if he couldn't have me and my mother at the same time, and we needed him he was the only one who was working and my mom couldn't keep a job to save her ass so I had no choice."
I was silent as I looked into her red puffy eyes that's fill with pain and hurt , then I spoke .
"That's not true Korean, you had a choice you could've left you shouldn't had to sacrifice your virginity to a sick bastard like him, and your mother shouldn't even had approve of that shit." I said starting to get frustrated with this conversation .
"No woman deserves that shit, nobody." I said shaking my head as I clenched my jaw .
"Where was I gonna go Devin? I have no other family members I know other than my mother. And I didn't wanna be a foster child going from house to house who knows how many times I would've been touch and raped if I did." She says .
I shook my head as I stayed silent .
"I sacrifice my body for me and mother, and even doe I didn't want to do it, I did. My mother just hates that he wanted me more then her so she hates me."
I continue to shake my head as I heard my phone buzzing like crazy .
I leaned over as I look at caller ID seeing it was Lincoln Hospital calling .
"Hello?"
"Yes hello, may I please speak to Devin Stones."
"This is he." I said cautiously into the phone as I was confused to why they was calling me .
"Hello sir , I'm sorry to tell you the bad news but Nicole Williams , who is known as the mother of you guys daughter Melisa Stones."
"Yes yes , what happen??!"
"I'm sorry to tell you sir but Nicole Williams was murdered today in you guys home."
"WHAT?!WHAT. THE. FUCK!!" was all I could manage to get out .
"How?! Wheres my daughter?? Is she okay?!? How did this shit happen?" I bombard all these questions
"Your daughter is just fine sir she hasn't been hurt and there is no signs of her being touched , she's just in a very depression stage seeing her mother get shot in front of her face but she's with Nicole's mother as we speak, there still here in the waiting room."
"I'm on my way as soon as possible." I say ending the call .
"What happen?" Asked Korean as I start getting up hopping on some clothes while dialing for a uber to pick me up and take me to the airport .
"Nicole's been murder."
She gasped .
"Oh my god, how? Oh my! Is Melisa okay??"
"That's what ima found out and she's good, look I gotta leave." I say putting on my true religion sweater
"Okay, I'm coming too." She says getting dress
I quickly stopped her as hold her by her face
"No, I want you to stay aight this shit is too much for you and I ain't tryna pull you into my situations right now especially when you got your owns."
"But we can work this out together Devin."
"I smiled, I loved the fact she wanted to be apart of my problem and help out .
"I need you to stay here and work things out with yo moms, come on promise me Korean."
She was silent for a second .
"Promise me, soon as I straighten all this shit out I'm coming back for you , me and Missy." I said as a matta fact .
She nods her head slowly .
"Promise?" She says .
"Promise." I say as I kisses her soft lips then I slowly broke it as I heard the car downstairs honking its horn .
"I gotta go, I'll call you when I land."
"Okay, I love you Devin."
"I love you too." I said as I made my exit .
I need to get home ASAP!