Dean's P.O.V.
FINALLY!!
i step out of my car smiling up at the building
i have been waiting for this day, for a while now
a place for a chance to start over
to make new friends, who don't know anything about my past life
and a chance to be independent
college!!
i want to work on cars and this place has a great mechanic program, that will help me get jobs int he future
but there was just one problem...
i look back at the car
looking at a sad sammy in the passenger seat
i turn around bending down to look at him through the window
"c'mon Sammy, you promised you wouldn't be like this, if i let you help me unpack" i told him patting the top of the car
he nods his head and gets out wiping his eyes slightly
"sorry" he says looking at the ground
i roll my eyes and ruffle his hair
"c'mon, you should be happy! You don't need your annoying big brother around anymore" i tell him smiling
he just rolls his eyes smiling, hitting me on the arm
he helps me grab my suitcases and stuff and we head to the front desk
i tell sam to wait by the front door of the building
he sits on a bench with my suitcases
and i walk up to the front desk to see an old lady with an annoyed look on her face, as she's trying to type on her computer
"hi" i tell her giving her a small smile
she takes another 10 seconds to ignore me
the she looks up at me
"what do you want?" she asks rudely
my smile quickly fades
"i-i-uh-was just wondering where my room was, they told me to come here" i told her, watching her closely, she looked like she wanted to stab me
honestly she kind of scared me
but all the fear went away as soon as she answered back
"well they should keep their damn mouths shut!" she says as she gets up, grabbing a bunch of papers
i smiled
she didn't want to kill me, she's just a grumpy old lady, who probably hates her job
she turned back around handing me all the papers
i looked at her name tag...Karen
i decided to mess with her
it's the least i could do for the way she treated me
"thank you so much, Karen. Say? Did anyone ever tell you that you have the prettiest smile?" i told her
she just rolled her eyes
"i gave you your papers, now get out of here" she says looking back at her computer
but i don't move
i just stare at her
with a big grin on my face
she then rolls her eyes more and looks at me again
"what?!" she asks annoyed
"what are you looking at?" i ask gesturing towards the computer
"none of your damn business" she says looking back at the computer
i step back with my hands up
"oh, i'm sorry, your right" i say
i pick up my stuff but before i go i tell her
"i'll let you get back to watching porn now" i say walking away
i hear her gasp and yelling back
"why you little punk!!" she says
"love you too Karen!" i say waving back to her
"who's Karen?" sammy asks standing up from the bench
"no one" i say as i grab my suitcases from him
we look around for my room, and finally find it
E7
i walk into my room to see if my roommate was here or not
he wasn't
but i didn't mind
i then told sam that i wasn't going to unpack yet
i was honestly tired
the drive was about 5 hours long
and i'm just tired
sammy's staying down here with our old buddy ash for a few days
he's friends with Bobby and Ellen
and we've known him since we were kids
so i trusted him to take are of sammy just for a few days
i originally didn't want him to come on this 5 hour trip, because it would be a hassle to get him back
but ash didn't mind
and sammy insisted he'd be there
and i can't say no to those damn puppy-dog eyes
sam walks over and sits on my bed looking around sadly
"what?" i ask him, sitting down next to him
"will you be ok?" he asks me
"yeah, sure sammy, this place isn't so bad, an-" he cuts me off
"i'm not talking about the college" he says looking at the ground
"well, what do you mean then?" i ask him, already knowing pretty much what he's going to say
"Castiel" he say looking up at me
i look down t the ground, trying not to think about it
think about him...
"you haven't said anything since..." he says, drifting off
the memories start to come back to me
*Flashback*
"Dad? Your home?" i ask him looking around seeing everything is packed up in boxes
"w-what's going on?" i ask him
"dean, i'm sorry, i should have told you sooner" my dad says gesturing to all the boxes
"w-were moving?" i ask my heart breaking slightly
i can't leave here
i love it here!!
"yeah, but look! you're old enough to make your own decisions dean, if you want, you can stay with Bobby, but..." he says looking away slightly
"sam's coming with me" he says
"what? no you can't separate us, it will crush him...and me"
"i'm sorry dean, but it's either you leave us or you don't, it's up to you" he says turning away
i run up to sammy's room i was about to open his door when i hear crying
i stop and knock on the door quietly
i heard him trying to stop crying
so i opened the door seeing him sitting on his bed
"sammy?" i ask hhim
slowly walking towards him
he looks up at me with tears streaming down his eyes
"i-i'm sorry dean, i'm so sorry" he says getting up and hugging me
i hug back a little confused
but i wait for him to keep talking
"you shouldn't have to choose between me and cas, dean i am so sorry" he says hugging me tighter
i push him away a little bit, looking at him confused
"sammy, what are you talking about?" i ask him
"we're moving" he says
"i know" i tell him back, still confused
"i know you either got a choice to stay here, or stay with me...and i know you're going to choose me, cause you always do" he says looking down, starting to cry again
"but you don't have to dean, you have cas here, and i know how important he is to you, so please don't let me ruin that for you" he says looking up at me with tears in his eyes
i hug him again, telling him
"sammy...cas and i..." i hesitated
he pulled away, wiping his eyes and looking at me confused.
"what?" he asks
"cas and i aren't really together anymore" i tell him sadly
"but aren't you at least friends?" he asks me
my heart breaks slightly because the answer to that question was so quick
"no" i tell him
he looks at the ground again
"hey..." i tell him ruffling his hair
"i'm going with you, and that's finale, now...you wanna go get some ice-cram?" i ask him, trying to change the subject
it worked and the next day we moved
and all i could think about was cas
he'll probably be happy that i left
it will definitely make it easier on him
i felt my heart shatter at these words
"by the way dean" my dad said from the drivers seat
"we all have new numbers, because, it will help with my work, ok?" he asks
i just nod my head at him, not even caring at this point
i felt completely numb
i feel like i lost a part of me
and now, it's gone forever
*Flashback over*
"yeah, sammy, i don't really want to talk about cas, ok?" i tell him
he looks down again "ok..." he says
i smile at him and ruffl his hair
"we've had enough chick flick moments this year, got it?" i tell him chuckling slightly
he smiles at me and rolls his eyes
"ok sammy, i need you to get ready, Ash will be here to pick you up soon" i tell him
"i'll miss you" he says hugging me
i smile down at him
i am truly lucky to have a brother like him
after we say our goodbyes i walk him down to ash's car
"take good care of him, ash" i tell ash
"will do partner, have fun" he says
"i will bye guys!" i say as they drive off i hear sam yell out the window
"JERK!!" he says
i smile and yell back
"BITCH!!"
i see him smile and wave
i wave back until i couldn't see them anymore
i was alone now
this is where it all starts
i walk back up to my room and plop down on my bed
i decided to take a small nap, before i unpack
my roommate wasn't here yet anyways
i woke up a little while later and i saw a suitcase on the other bed
my roommate must be here!
i look around the dorm and don't see him
suddenly i smelt something terrible
but familiar
i smell the shirt i was wearing and cringe
i needed a shower
might as well try it out
i the middle of my shower i heard someone come in the dorm
so i finished and came out
i wrapped a towel around my waist and walked over to my bed to grab some clothes
i heard my roommate behind me, so i turned around
until i realized who it was
my eyes widen and i drop my clothes as he says
"D-Dean?"
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AUTHORS NOTE:
hey guys!!
ok i don't know how i feel about this chapter
it's good but weird, idk
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