I saw it as if I was watching a movie , debris flowing slowly in the air , and watched slow motion as the Jason and Pete looked back , and their face turn into anger as they saw the blood dripping down my fingertip.
I brought my attention back to Eduard as he shook his head and look down at his body , patting his chest , looking for an injury , desperately; almost as if he wanted to be the one with blood on him but then looked frantically back at me shaking his head quickly .
"No , no , no .", he said urgently , looking at my face and then gulping down to look at my body .Shaking his head repeatedly .
"Aghh ", I hissed through the my teeth , when I tried to take a deep breath, but literally felt my insides ripping apart inside , making impossible for me to even try to take deep breaths to calm myself down.
"Royal Red down , I repeat Royal Red down !", Yelled Jason frantically onto the monitor , punching his fist onto the steering wheel hard , as he drove on:
"Fuck!", Shouted Eduardo punching the seat he was leaning on , as he looked down at me concerned .He bent down and cradled my face in his hands .
His cold hands did little to soothe the burning I was feeling on my lower stomach . Creeping up , until all I could focus was on the pain.
"Look at me Violet , look at me , don't you dare!", he yelled down at me , as I started to loose control of my body , my eyes drooping to close .
And I tried , I swear that I tried but I couldn't concentrate on those dark blue orbs even if I wanted too. As I wanted nothing more , my body wanted nothing more than to shut down .
"I-I c-can-t", I coughed without wanting too , and when I coughed the pain turning unbearable . Too unbearable , that I felt my body shutting down , and my breaths become short . Too short , for me to get oxygen .
"You look at me , focus on me . Your going to get help -", he said desperately and lowering his forehead to mine and kissing my forehead .
I felt the car thunder beneath me , and what I could faintly see was that we were no longer on the road but cutting through trees to get back to the Hospital .
The car tires burned on the asphalt as we came to a harsh halt and it wasn't even a second before the doors were slammed opened and Eduardo gently lifted me up from the small space and took us out.
"Help her now , close the hospital!", I heard Adam bark orders at the nurses and they nodded getting a stretcher while others went to get keys .
"It's going to be alright baby , gonna be alright. Your doing great .", Eduardo coaxed me , as he settles me on the stretcher gently , but never lets go of me by grabbing hold my small hand in his larger one .
"No- breathe ", I tell him frantically , as I started gasping for air , but my mind went into overdrive and all rational thought went out the window.
"Fucken help her !", Eduardo orders at the nurses who were just staring at us .
The nurses jumped at his loudness and his tone and rush to help help me . While I am struggling to breathe Eduardo squeezes my hand.
"She can't breathe !", Eduardo shouts gesturing at me.
"She's loosing a lot of blood , she's having a panic attack!", a nurses tell him and starts to order other nurses what to do , as someone comes to put a cloth on my lower stomach to put pressure on it .
I find myself looking up at the ceiling , and stop paying attention on what's going around , who's doing what , who's saying this . Because I started to thrash against the nurses , trying to breath and try not to faint at the pain .
My lungs start burning as I'm incapable of getting oxygen in my own body . I don't have control of my own body .
Even at the feeling of the burn in my lungs and the pain and in my lower stomach , I struggle to not look weak , because everything was going to be okay , I had come to terms with that .
I was going to be okay .
And with that lost thought , I stopped struggling against the nurses , and let go of Eduardo's hand .
And simply let my eyes closed .
I woke up at some point , but was unable to open my eyes , as a matter of fact I couldn't move , but I could hear as I heard male voices and I struggled to listen .To call for help.
"Unexpected ? Nah it was set - up " Adams voice was what I heard.
"Motherfuckers ! How ?!", Eduardo roared .
" Its complicated shit , but you see how we just found out tha-", Adam started to say.
But I didn't get to hear what Adam was going to say next as I was again succumbed to blackness , the next time I woke up , I only heard one voice.
"But we loved , with a love that was more than love , I and m- Fuck this shit ! this doesn't even fucken work. Bet they said this shit so I could shut the fuck up!", Eduardo cursed and then I heard like a book hitting the floor.
"Okay , you listen here Colors , this shit that your pulling off isn't sitting well with me , you need to get your shit together and wake up !", He orders me but then after awhile I hear him deeply sigh.
"I - I'm sorry, you - ", Eduardo explains .
That's the last thing I hear as I start to fall back into unconscious.
'Beep'
'Beep'
'Beep'
' What is that ?' I thought , slowly opening my
eyes.
"Violet are you up ?", a females voice was what I heard and I paused ; getting a sense of dejavu .
"Violet ?", Denise repeats , and grabs my arm tentatively , I turn my towards her and she offers me a cup of water .
Taking a deep breath , I'm momentarily scared that my arm won't respond like last time but it does and I greedily drink the water .
"Oh Violet , I was scared you would never wake up ", Denise says crying .
I stop drinking and lower the cup to look at her.
And I can't help but think I have has this conversation before . I don't have time to dwell on it as the door slams open and Eduardo , Pete , Todd and Adam walk in .
"Would you mind being gentle with the door , she just woke up !", Denise scolds them but they ignore her , watching Eduardo walking up to me.
"How do you feel ?", he asks me , looking into my eyes .
"Confused.", I respond and he backs off a bit dumbfounded by my answer.
"I know I-", he says nodding his head but I interrupt him
"Who did this and why ?", I ask him and can't help but wince a little as I feel pain when I move.
"They were Feds , it seemed that one of their daughters were with girls from the other night, so they came for them but they saw us and attacked for having one of their daughters.", Eduardo explained to me , his eyes narrowing when he sees my wince.
"Well I want mine ", I say quickly .
"I'm working on it with A-", he says gesturing at Adam but I stop him in mid sentence .
"I want to be in charge.", I say , getting frustrated with him.
"Fuck that you will not have nothing to do with it.", he spits out , glaring at me.
"I had everything to do with it! I want my revenge ! ". I say glaring at him.
"The fuck you are- look at you, you can barely even form a sentence without wincing ! No ,you are not !", he says shaking his head .
"We can think of a plan on how to do it - while I recover - come on - they have nothing on me in their files - they won't know what's coming!", I try to convince him.
"She does have a point . Also they don't it was her who did the killings - so why not , it will be an unexpected person .", Adam says to my defense .
"I want my revenge . I need it .", I say softly at him .
He looks down at me , and then it seems he thinks of something before nodding his head to my amazement .
"Well then , let's go get your revenge.", he says smirking his eyes smiling down mischievously at me . And I can't help it but be excited at to what he's thinking of doing .
"Really ?" I ask him surprised.
"Whatever it takes- I'll give you ,your revenge ", he says .
His darkness whispering down at me , and I couldn't help it .
But respond back .
Short , I know , but I PROMISE you the next one will be longer !
Did you see what I did back there? 😉
Who remembers the scene ? Just like the begining its a whole new world .
Violet in the picture above !
PLEASE COMMENT AND VOTE !
Lovies , Liz