Terrence POV
The next morning me and taraji were in bed and she's just been so sad. It's a shame how because of derrick we couldn't have a child. Sadly he's already dead so i can't kill him again. I had taraji in my arms and was snuggled into her. "Baby wake up.." i said kissing her cheek. She got up and sighed as she sat on the side of the bed. I heard her start to sob and i sighed. I wanted to cry too, but i know she wants me to be strong for her. I kissed her head and she wiped her tears. "We can keep trying ok baby?" i asked her. "No! There's no point. I don't want to try and end up getting disappointed again. There is no POINT!" she shouted standing up. I sighed and watched her as she walked into the bathroom and slammed the door. I honestly didn't know what else to do besides try. I didn't think an opperation was going to fix this, and i know taraji doesn't want another scar anyways. Then i got an idea. We could go to a sperm bank and me and tarajis sperm could be mixed together then BAM! A baby! I don't know why i didn't think of this sooner. I ran to the bathroom door and knocked. "Baby come out i got an idea to help us have a kid!" i shouted excitedly. In about 30 seconds she swung to door open. "You do?! What is it?" she asked me. "Ok i don't know much about sperm banks and how they work but maybe we could go and mix our sperm together in order to create a baby" i said looking at her. She looked as if she was thinking about it and her eyes lit up. "Baby maybe that could work but.." she said as her excitement died down. "But what baby?" i asked her. "What if it doesn't work?" she asked me. "If it doesn't work then our only chance left is to adopt...i would like to adopt a child too...if you want" i said to her and she shrugged. "I hope it works, because if it doesn't then you're not getting any for awhile" she said smiling at me. "Why not?!" i asked saddened. "Because it was your idea" she said and i sighed, hoping that it would work. I really wanted a kid, especially with taraji. I got my clothes and got into the shower. When i came out i went downstairs and started cooking breakfast. "What do you wanna eat baby?" i asked taraji, who was sitting at the table on her phone. "Pancakes..." she said as i smiled nodding and getting the pancake mix. I made her pancake in the shake of a heart and gave or too her, with whip cream and strawberries, bananas, and blueberries on top. "Aww baby it's so cute..thanks" she said kissing me and grabbing the syrup. "Anything for you gourgous" i said back grinning. "The crew is going to the beach today... should we go?" i asked taraji and she nodded. We packed our stuff and went to jussie house where we all met up. "Hey guys!" jussie said hugging us both as we came in and sat down. Everyone was there, tarhonda too, everyone. We ate before we left and we headed out. It was so many of us that we had to go in seperate cars. Some were in jussies, some were in yazz, and some were in graces, while me and terrence were alone. We felt better being in the car by ourselves. While he was driving he reached over and grabbed my hand. We looked at eachother and we smiled.
Taraji POV
"I love you" he said kissing my hand. "I love you too" i said as i blushed. We made it and got out of our cars. We got a nice spot and relaxed.
(The beach)
Everyone went to the changing rooms to change. Me and terrence shared one since it was big enough. When he took off his pants i bit my lip at him. "What?" he asked smiling. "I want sum.." i said grabbing it. He kissed me and gently took my hand off. "Maybe when we get back ok? No more public sex" he said laughing. I shrugged and started changing. He watched me and i teased him. "Now you look like you want sum" i said as i shook my ass. "Now defidently when we get back.." he said smacking it. I changed into my bathing suit and he smiled. "Damn you beautiful" he said kissing me. When terrence put on his shorts i laughed. "Ha you got on flower ones!" i said laughing. "Hey they were on sale!" he said back crossing his arms. "Terrence we have money so that excuse was very cheap" i said kissing him. "I guess I'll put my jeans back on then" he said taking the shorts off. I stopped him. "Stop being a big baby you look sexy in them to me..my little flower boy mmm" i said winking at him. He smiled and kissed me. We came out when we were done changing. Everyone joined in together since we all got done changing at similar times.
(How everyone was dressed and had their hair done)
Once they saw terrence everyone started laughing. "Look at terrence!" shouted breyshere laughing. "Dude looking like spongebob, yellow with floral shorts! Bikini bottom head ass!" shouted breyshere as everyone laughed. "Well my woman thinks I'm sexy so kiss my bikini bottoms" he said kissing me. I really did think he looked adorable. I kissed him back and bit his lip. "Ok ok damn..yall can't go anywhere without being some freaks" jussie said smiling. "Man i'm hungry.." said tarhonda. "Girl your ass is always hungry" said alicia. "Me too" said me and adam at the same time. "Wanna go with me?" he asked me. "Well are you hungry baby?" i asked terrence and he shook his head. "Sure I'll go.." i said cautiously. Remember why i have trust issues. "Great..lead the way" he said smiling. While i was about to walk away terrence grabbed me and yanked me back to him. "You sure you wanna go with him?" he asked me rubbing my stomach. I instantly knew why he was rubbing it and i nodded. My scar had gone away thankfully but i know he was talking about that. "Wanna come with me?" i asked him and he shurgged. "Everyone else is mostly going. I'm sure you'll be fine with them but...I'll go if you want me to.." he said kissing my cheek. "It's ok...i promise I'll be good" i said smiling at him and he kissed me. I was walking away with adam and he smiled at me. I turned back around to terrence and he nodded. It was me, tarhonda, alicia, adam, and trai. We went to a huge foodstand with seats and everything and ordered our food. When i was about to pay adam grabbed my hand. "Hey..I'll pay for you.." he said smiling. "Thanks" i said looking at the ground as i took my food. "Why so...shy all of a sudden?" he asked me. I can't believe he knew nothing about what was going on with me...It's been all over the news. "Um...no reason.." i said playing with my hair. He moved a strand out of my face and put his thumb on my cheek. The others cleared their throats irritated. I rolled my eyes and moved my face away from Adam's thumb. "You ok..like really?" he asked me. "Yeah I'm sure....what about you tough guy, you can't shower me with questions and think I'm not gonna do the same" i said as we laughed. "Well i guess I'm good...i got out of a relationship with a girl though." he said plainly. "Oh what happened?" i asked concerned. "Walked in on her....fucking one of my best friends.." he said shrugging. "Oh I'm so sorry" i said hugging him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me closer. "You a really cool chick you know that?" he asked me. "Thanks...you're a pretty cool dude" i said as we pulled back a bit but he still held on to me. He smiled at me and the others stared. He grabbed the side of my face and moved some of my hair out of my face. "So hows terrence making you feel? Is he making you happy?" he asked me. "Why of course" i said smiling. "Oh." he said said letting go of my waist and walking with me. "Why?" i asked him. "Because i was just wondering..he seems a little unstable.." he said looking at me. "It's just that we've been through alot recently" i said smiling. He nodded as we continued walking. We made it back to everyone elese and i saw tarhonda whispering something into terrences ear and i frowned. I think she was telling him about how friendly adam was. I shook my head and sat down. "Taraji..want a drink?" adam offered me. "No adam I'm good.." i said smiling at terrence. "Awe don't be chicken!" he said laughing. I couldn't be mad at him, he probably didn't know anything about what went on with me. "Yeah yeah adam" i said rolling my eyes as we laughed. He was sitting close to me and he wrapped his arm around me as he sipped his drink. I didn't become bothered by it because me and adam were bestfriends, I'm sure he knows that we don't like eachother like that...now i just have to explain that to terrence. Terrence was looking at us like his heart just stopped. He started to get up and walk away. I ran towards him and grabbed his hand. "You're such a baby" i said to him as i took him into a changing room. "What's wrong?" i asked him. "Pfft nothing..they're waiting for us.." he said. "You're jealous i know.." i said smiling. "No I'm not" he said crossing his arms. "Yes you are bikini bottoms" i said grinning. "Just...why didn't you move away...or make him stop?" he asked me. I kissed him. "Because we're nothing but bestfriends and i don't like him that way" i told him. "But what about him?" he asked me as i shrugged. "Well it doesn't matter because either way...I'm with you.." i said moving a strand of hair out of my face. He leaned down and slowly kissed me. I kissed him back and jussie opened the changing room. "Damn i didn't know yall we're in this one!" jussie shouted covering his eyes. We slowly broke apart and walked out hand in hand towards the others. We sat down in the sand together awhile some of the others were in chairs. "Hey who wants to go swimming!!?" shouted AzMarie running into the water. Everyone started running into the water. "Hey taraji wanna go?" adam asked me. "You want too terrence?" i asked him. Terrence nodded. "Let's go!" shouted adam picking me up over his shoulder and running into the water. I was laughing and i looked back at terrence. I blew a kiss at him and he shrugged. "Come on baby!" i shouted as terrence took his time walking towards the water. I rolled my eyes and adam threw me into the water along with himself. "Adam!" i shouted as i came up to the surface laughing. He picked me up again and dunked me back into the water as we laughed hysterically. Everyone else was having fun instead of terrence. "Hey guys who wants to wrestle?" asked grace and all the girls agreed. Trai lifted up grace on his shoulders, breyshere lifted up Serayah, Lee lifted up kaitlin, Rafael lifted up jussie, TaRhonda lifted up AzMarie and it was me, adam, and terrence left. Of course i wanted to go on my mans back. "I guess I'll go on your back baby" i said to terrence moving out of adams grip. Terrence tickled me and picked me up on his shoulders as i laughed. I saw adam clear his throat and watch us. Me and the girls started wrestling and grace was the first out. I playfully pushed AzMarie and she fell. It was now me, kaitlin, jussie and Serayah. Kaitlin and sereyah pushed eachother at the same time and fell. Me and jussie laughed and turned to eachother realizing we were the only ones left. We gave eachother a compathetic grin and started play fighting. "Taraji It's the rock!" shouted jussie pointing past me. He looked serious so i turned around. "I'm here boo!" i shouted as i turned around. Once i realized no one was over there it was already too late and i fell off of terrences shoulder. Adam caught me and i smiled at him. Terrence hovered over us and he put me down. "The rock? Really?" terrence said to me crossing his arms. "I never say anything to you about how you like beyonce!" i shouted back as his eyes widened. "Touche" he said smiling and he kissed me. I pulled away and hugged him. "Hey guys i have an idea!" said gabby. "What?" me and terrence asked at the same time. "Maybe we should all go on a trip! A nice place with everyone! We could stay for maybe a week or two! Sounds mike a plan?" gabby asked everyone. "Yeah!" we all shouted as we all expressed different happiness reactions. "It'll be fun adam!" i shouted punching his arm. "Yeah i guess" he said laughing and hugging me. I felt terrence grab my arm and pull me to him. Adam looked confused and i smiled at him. He just shook his head and went further into the ocean. We swam around some more and was at the beach until dark. We made a campfire and got our blankets and snacks out of the car since we expected to be staying late. We all were dancing along to the music on the radio. Adsm grabbed my hand and we started dancing together. I saw terrence eying us and i gave him a reassuring look. Adam grabbed me by my waist and dipped me. "Dansons la nuit belle (lets dance the night away beautiful)" he said to me. I took french in high school and so did terrence...we took it together. "Oh so you speak french?" i asked him laughing "yep" he said smiling. "Wow i thought you only spoke spanish and english but i guess i was wrong" i said smiling back. "Etes-vous sûr terrence vous rend heureux?(are you sure terrence is making you happy?)" he asked me.
"Oui bien sûr, il est. Pourquoi gardez-vous de penser cela?(Yes of course he is. Why do you keep thinking that?) i asked him. "Because...Vous semblez juste...différent...(you just seem different)" he said to me. I know he knew nothing about what happend with me now...i was sure he didn't. "Adam it's nothing I'm serious.." i said looking at the ground as i stopped dancing with him. He put his thumb on my chin and tileted my head up gently to look at him. "You can tell me anything and you know that.." he said grinning. I saw terrence staring hard and i slowly lured adam abck to the fireplace with me. Man...this is a newm..side..