Devin POV:
"You ready?" I ask Nicole as we pull up to the hospital
She nods her head as she looks back at Missy smiling .
I was afraid to be here myself , to find out that if Missy is not my daughter I wouldn't know how to act and to realize she could be my sista didn't sit too well with me.
It's crazy just hearing in my thoughts that some twisted shit could happen like that.
I look over at Nicole as I shake my head then unbuckle my seatbelt as I made my way out closing the door behind me and got Missy from the back taking her out if her car seat
"I don't wanna get no shit daddy!" Missy whined & pouted as I held her in my arms
"Look Missy.. Tighten up , you got to get this shot okay, I need you to be a big girl for me and mommy aight?"
She pouts and sticks her bottom lip out as she folds her arms across her chest
"Missy please." I try to reason with her
"I want mommy to hold me." She says catching a attitude with me
Nicole comes over and pulls Missy out of my hands as we all walk towards the front Entrance
"Hello how may I help you guys today?" Says the white woman behind the desk
"Yeah, I'm here for an appointment with Doctor Smith."
"May I have your full name sir?"
"Devin Stones."
She starts typing into the computer that sat in front of her
"Ahh yes Mr Stones , Doctor smith will be right with you shortly please have a seat in the waiting room until we call your name." She informs me
"Aight Thanks." I say as we start making our way towards the waiting room
"Daddy can I play in the play room please?!" Missy begged as she batters her eyes at me
I gave in
"Go ahead, stay where I can see you okay?" I say helping her take off her sweater
She nods her head as she runs off into the play room up the slide in excitement
I shake my head as I watch her,
Its like she knew she had me around her finger , I could never say no to my baby girl
And to see her happy only made me happy
"I'm truly sorry Devin." Says Nicole as she looks where Missy is
"Yeah." Was all I said as I kept watching Missy myself
I couldn't forgive Nicole so soon especially not on this one. So hearing her keep apologizing only made me think that Missy couldn't be mines.
She stands to her feet as she announces she's going to use the restroom
I nod my head as I pull out my phone looking at the messages I received.
Korean 😧💔🙏 :
Hey, can we talk ? 😳
Hakeem 💉😈⛽💯 :
Wassuh man, we still on for tonight ?
Cabana 😂😷👯:
Hey babyeh , I miss you soo much , wanna come over tonight ? 😏🍑
Unknown :
You got what I need?
I look at all messages as scroll thru em all then I came to one in particular
I missed her so much and although we wasn't no longer talking I knew she would never give me another chance
I fucked up so many times with her I knew if I was to text she wouldn't respond
Our last text was the last thing I had left of her love
Lee 😍👑💘💑 :
😂😂 Bae shut up , you so damn nasty 😷
Me :
But you soon damn fine 😍😍
Lee 😍👑💘💑 :
Love you too big head 💕😘
I shook my head and slight chuckle as I thought of all the memories we had
The good and bad
When Lee caught me with Silla, when we was buying the house , when we had a shoot out in the house, when she constantly slap me at the club when Nicole told her we fucked, when she beated Tink slutty ass when she saw her coming onto me, when we first had sex , when me her and Missy went to Chuck E. Cheese and so much more
My mind was spending with thoughts of her and even though I try to move on quickly with Korean I knew she was never going to be another Lee , no one was
I decided to go onto Twitter and look at her tweets
KarinJinsui 👑 -
So much is going on , I can't take it anymore
7:34 pm 04/14/16
KarinJinsui 👑 -
Title- My Kash King 👑💝😘
Image
As I looked at the image I saw her and Kash all hugged up as he holds her from behind holding her waist as she looks up into his eyes
All I do is shake my head at how into each other they looked, that's how we used to look at each other, I thought
KarinJinsui 👑 -
Title- Javier Jones 😍😍👶💖
Image
I look at the image as I saw she finally had her son
He looked so much like me but I could've been wrong
I wanted to believe that , that was my son just so I can still somehow be apart of Lee's life but I knew better than that
She and I were never to be again and it gave me pain to know that, I just wish I would have did better for her
She deserved Kash and I knew she did
"Mr Stones!" Says th nurse with a clip board in her hand
I snap out of my thought as I look up towards her, grab my stuff, and make my way to get Missy as she waited for us and then came out Nicole
"Follow me this way please." She says directing us as we follow
Lord please let her be my daughter !